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Jack Mackenroth - Trump & Covid Drove Me To Drug Addiction

Just three weeks ago, Project Runway star turned gay porn performer Jack Mackenroth came forward to allege that his ex-boyfriend—gay porn star Dolf Dietrich—had assaulted him.

Today, Mackenroth is speaking publicly again, but this time it’s to apologize to Dietrich for “lying” about him, and to admit that he’s been suffering from an addiction to methamphetamine and “large amounts of pills.”

Here below is Mackenroth’s full Facebook statement, which begins with his theory that his drug use may have “ramped up” recently “because of Trump or most certainly the COVID isolation”

I don’t typically like to post my personal issues on FB but I need to fully explain and make amends and there is one person in particular who really deserves a public apology. The truth is that I haven’t been OK for quite a while. I’m not sure if it really ramped up because of trump or most certainly the COVID isolation but I have been self-medicating for a long time. Up until this week, I can’t remember a time when I didn’t go to sleep without some sort of pill—usually abusing them.

Near the end of my relationship with Christopher Ellsworth I started using meth again and taking large amounts of pills to come down. During and after our very messy break up I was f-ed up most of the time and not in my right mind. Drugs are no excuse for behavior as there were a litany of bad decisions that got me there.

The last few weeks we were together I lied, I stole and damaged his property, I made him feel unsafe. For that I am deeply sorry. This was in the weeks leading up to my crash and burn.

After we broke up I went into a deep shame spiral. My drug use increased exponentially and therefore I needed even more downers to allow me to come down and sleep. This leads to the actual reason for my hospitalization in my post above.

I can no longer control my anxiety or sleep without depressants. I didn’t have my regular pills like Xanax or Clonazepam so my only option was alcohol (which I actually hate) but it was better than being in my own head. I was probably drinking for almost a week straight from morning to night sleeping or passing out whenever I could until my mind and body just said “no” and I staggered to ask my room mate to call 911.

This lead to a rapid detox in the hospital which was the cause of my seizure. It was scary as hell. I can’t live like this anymore and I need help. I plan to enter an inpatient rehab facility as soon as I am able and hopefully get my life back.

Again I am DEEPLY sorry for anyone I have hurt or disappointed in any way. I take full responsibility for my actions and will work to make reparations to anyone I have affected negatively. I have completely surrendered to my addictions and I’m mortified, humbled, ashamed and depressed. I’m hopeful for the future living sober and with rigorous honestly.

Wish me luck. I will definitely need help. (Btw I should get out of the hospital today or tomorrow but I don’t have a proper phone as I don’t have a SIM card so I can only use internet based apps. I’m also at Lenox Hill Hospital and I’ve been moved to room 7618D.)

Love, Jack

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by Anonymousreply 219December 10, 2021 2:13 AM

Maybe he should get a pet.

by Anonymousreply 1May 30, 2021 1:24 AM

There’s nothing I can’t do.

by Anonymousreply 2May 30, 2021 1:24 AM

Get him a bromide. And put some gin in it.

by Anonymousreply 3May 30, 2021 1:25 AM

Good for him - I'm glad he's facing up to some facts about his life.

I have to wonder if he read the other threads about him - he DID post here - and had a revelation.

He's too smart and talented to live how he has been the past few years. I hope he is able to get out of the addiction. Seriously.

by Anonymousreply 4May 30, 2021 1:26 AM

Maybe he'll become an antiporn campaigner?

by Anonymousreply 5May 30, 2021 1:36 AM

It’s been a hard few years and I wish the orange anus would die but you can’t blame Trump for your personal failings.

by Anonymousreply 6May 30, 2021 4:49 AM

[quote]I don’t typically like to post my personal issues on FB.

But a photo of an arm shoved up my ass is a whore of a different color.

by Anonymousreply 7May 30, 2021 4:59 AM

I love these threads

by Anonymousreply 8May 30, 2021 5:00 AM

See what porn does to people Jack?

by Anonymousreply 9May 30, 2021 5:45 AM

She’s a MESS IN LIFE, hunty.

by Anonymousreply 10May 30, 2021 6:27 AM

I really do not wish to be unsympathetic to anyone suffering from addiction, but all i could think about while reading that was he could get a lot of antianxiety medication, while people in real need of this med for panic attacks and severe insomnia can not get a prescription and are left to really suffer. Then he abuses the hell out of them and I thought this is why people who need this medication can no longer get it and again, are left to suffer. So.... Torn.

by Anonymousreply 11May 30, 2021 6:52 AM

He's a real trooper.

by Anonymousreply 12May 30, 2021 6:57 AM

So a 52 year old man is partially blaming the former president of the USA for his mental and addiction issues?

by Anonymousreply 13May 30, 2021 7:32 AM

Some advice Jack- STOP DOING METH and don’t post ANYTHING until you come down off of it. People that overdose or come close to overdosing on party drugs have completely fried their brain synapses and make associations and assumptions that border on mental illness. This is a critical time for most addicts- because your body has reached it’s absolute limit with this drug.

Also, many of the health consequences of drugs like GHB and meth LINGER and may become PERMANENT. MRSA may lay dormant in scar tissue then will spread quickly into the bloodstream and heart tissue with chronic repeat use of meth. Repeated use of antibiotics won’t work anymore if you’re high on meth while taking it because your core body temperature is running higher and your immune system is compromised.

Finally, DON’T GO RUNNING BACK TO YOUR USING BUDDIES. Their attempts at sobriety aren’t going to help YOU stay sober. Get out there and find a sponsor that’s a gay man with a solid ten years sober and get out of the city for awhile.

by Anonymousreply 14May 30, 2021 7:49 AM

And I will add R14, that rehabs DO NOT know how to safely get someone off benzos such as he has been taking. Seizures result from a rapid detox or cold turkey. This fellow has already sadly discovered this fact. Informed medical help is like gold and could be the difference between Hell or recovery.

by Anonymousreply 15May 30, 2021 7:58 AM

R13 is right. He's not owning up to anything at all. He's looking for dumb excuses for accusing an innocent man of a crime? Fuck this.

by Anonymousreply 16May 30, 2021 8:17 AM

Stop with the excuses. You want the drama, you want the mess, you want the public humiliation. That is the driving force for a great deal of people no matter how much they insist otherwise.

by Anonymousreply 17May 30, 2021 9:09 AM

While you're at it Jack, get help for your narcissistic behavior...

by Anonymousreply 18May 30, 2021 10:46 AM

He has a brother, Adam that lives in WA as well as 2 other siblings. Wonder what their take is on this?

by Anonymousreply 19May 30, 2021 11:20 AM

[quote] Good for him - I'm glad he's facing up to some facts about his life.

He's got a little way to go before he is really facing facts if he is blaming Trump and COVID for his poor life decisions. I'm sure it was pre-Trump that I made the mistake of clicking on a thread about him here and saw a waterfall of fluids pouring out of his rectum. Prior to DL making me aware that this guy has been a drug-fueled sex addict, prostitute and exhibitionist, I only knew him for decades as a menswear designer, swimmer and HIV activist. I was pretty shocked to find out that this guy who had been on a payroll for years to raise awareness about HIV is records unprotected gangbangs taking loads from scores of guys and sells the footage online. Trump and COVID had nothing to do with those escapade, and I can't imagine he did those things sober if he'a not sober now.

by Anonymousreply 20May 30, 2021 11:26 AM

He should take down his profile on LinkedIn while he's at it. He's an embarrassment not only to the HIV/AIDS community, but to humanity in general.

by Anonymousreply 21June 1, 2021 12:11 PM

I love these threads too R8.

R14 gives good advice. If JM doesn't take it then he will be dead within 6 months.

by Anonymousreply 22June 1, 2021 12:19 PM

Large NUMBERS of pills.

Mack Jackenroth could also go to community college to enhance his Language Arts skills, if he's looking to rehabilitate himself.

by Anonymousreply 23June 1, 2021 12:33 PM

So! It's the first of the month...

How's Jackie paying his rent given that he's all laid up in the hospital and his ass is out of commission?

by Anonymousreply 24June 1, 2021 4:37 PM

This will not end well.

by Anonymousreply 25June 2, 2021 12:01 AM

She is not a well woman.

by Anonymousreply 26June 2, 2021 12:08 AM

R20 where is your compassion?

by Anonymousreply 27June 2, 2021 12:12 AM

Trump took it.

by Anonymousreply 28June 2, 2021 12:13 AM

His Rent.men profile is still up, is he doing incalls at the hospital?

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by Anonymousreply 29June 2, 2021 12:22 AM

You jeopardize your recovery by telling lies about your substance abuse. This hasn't anything to do with dump who BTW, is also a drug addict.

by Anonymousreply 30June 2, 2021 12:23 AM

I told the occupational therapist that I'll find other uses for my hands than basket weaving!

by Anonymousreply 31June 2, 2021 12:24 AM

R29 considering he has checked rehab, I doubt he has access to a computer to take it down

by Anonymousreply 32June 2, 2021 12:24 AM

I can totally relate!

by Anonymousreply 33June 2, 2021 12:24 AM

He needs to think about getting his Social Security quarters in for retirement.....oh fuck, who am I kidding....he’ll be DOA by 62.

Does he pay taxes on his hooker income?

by Anonymousreply 34June 2, 2021 12:28 AM

[quote] Does he pay taxes on his hooker income?

Since he is self-incoporated, he can used his expenses as a write off during tax time

by Anonymousreply 35June 2, 2021 12:31 AM

What came first? The drugs or the whoring? The bad decision making or the substance abuse?

by Anonymousreply 36June 2, 2021 12:34 AM

Gee, what a story! Everything but the bloodhounds snappin' at his gapin' rear end.

by Anonymousreply 37June 2, 2021 12:36 AM

Trump made me do it too!

by Anonymousreply 38June 2, 2021 12:37 AM

This is a phenomenon I discovered on Datalounge: gay men who view the porn industry as some kind of reality show or neverending soap opera. They know who just broke-up; who just got married; who's cheating on whom; who died; who's in jail...

by Anonymousreply 39June 2, 2021 12:40 AM

Who the hell cares about this person on here?

by Anonymousreply 40June 2, 2021 12:41 AM

Good for him.

by Anonymousreply 41June 2, 2021 12:42 AM

Nothing a good fuck won’t fix

by Anonymousreply 42June 2, 2021 12:42 AM

R24 isn't there a gofundme already?

by Anonymousreply 43June 2, 2021 12:43 AM

[Quote] This is a phenomenon I discovered on Datalounge: gay men who view the porn industry as some kind of reality show or neverending soap opera. They know who just broke-up; who just got married; who's cheating on whom; who died; who's in jail...

It shouldn't surprise you. Gay people tend to be, at best, "token friend" in mainstream entertainment.

by Anonymousreply 44June 2, 2021 12:44 AM

[quote] He has a brother, Adam that lives in WA as well as 2 other siblings. Wonder what their take is on this?

Sadness, embarrassment, despair? How else does one respond to a blood relative spiraling like this? Prostitution, pornography, and a naked asshole, all on display and available to anyone who googles? At the same time, what are they supposed to do? An addict will just pull you done with them.

[quote] This will not end well.

It ALREADY hasn’t ended well. This story is supposed to go in the other direction: a messy life of prostitution and addiction, leading to stability and respectability. I’m almost 58, and I know how the physical problems start to build at this age. What he’s done to his body, mind and life is tragic.

BTW: I loath Trump like no public figure I’ve ever known, but blaming bomb is weak.

by Anonymousreply 45June 2, 2021 1:09 AM

R45 Preserved for posterity unlike your sorry ass

by Anonymousreply 46June 2, 2021 1:16 AM

Preserved isn't the correct term for THAT.

by Anonymousreply 47June 2, 2021 1:18 AM

I’m 52, a former addict and ten years sober. Even at my fittest in my 30’s, the party drugs did damage to my body that showed up twenty years later. I had lost a LOT of weight as well as muscle tissue that didn’t come back when I got sober.

These guys are on calorie restrictive diets, use steroids and party drugs to keep their energy up, it’s not pretty when you finally crash. Also, even with a nice body, you aren’t going to hook into your 50’s unless you’re a very well hung Hispanic dude- and even then it’s unlikely you’d pull down a salary that’d keep you afloat living in NYC.

by Anonymousreply 48June 2, 2021 8:12 AM

[quote]So! It's the first of the month...

I believe the proper term is "fist of the month" R24.

by Anonymousreply 49June 2, 2021 8:59 AM

Here's his number -- we required a gift and deposit! 917-725-2447 This is really sad....Looking at the pics --- his dick looks really nasty.....

by Anonymousreply 50June 2, 2021 11:38 AM

Well, Dolphie is working...

[quote]Hi my name is Dolf. You won my services in a lottery. What would you like for breakfast??? 😈😈

Is that one of those old plastic table and chair sets from a school cafeteria in the 70's?

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by Anonymousreply 51June 2, 2021 12:07 PM

I hope he gets the help he clearly needs and has needed for a long time.

I am not one of those people that thinks sex workers are all irrevocably damaged people who are all drug addicts, as I think there are plenty who can do sex work and maintain good mental and physical health without substance abuse, but there does seem to be a high prevalence of substance abuse and mental health problems among sex workers, especially those who shall we say veer towards the more extreme end of the spectrum.

There's a guy I know of who does OnlyFans as a side gig and is one of those 'will take any dick going' cum dump types, who goes to club nights (pre-COVID, obviously) and gets fucked and seeded by multiple strangers, sticks giant toys up his ass on camera, etc etc and also frequently posts about his mental health struggles and I feel like maybe there is a connection between the two that he is not quite getting. I don't mean to slut shame at all as I'm pretty sex positive, but if your life seemingly revolves around how much random dick you can get and how huge a toy you can fit up you, that doesn't scream particularly high levels of self esteem and mental wellness to me - perhaps some people just need to prioritise their minds over their libido a bit more.

by Anonymousreply 52June 2, 2021 2:17 PM

The sex is probably a release.

by Anonymousreply 53June 2, 2021 2:19 PM

How proud Dolf must be of his life:

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by Anonymousreply 54June 2, 2021 2:26 PM

[quote]I don't mean to slut shame

There's nothing wrong with slut shaming. Sure, there are those who just LOVE sex and are hypersexual. But, there is something wrong with those that are in the position of Jack and Dolph. They're looking for something or trying to run away from something. In some way they are damaged and I would think are victims to extent. Whereas, IMHO, those that get involved with them are users.

by Anonymousreply 55June 2, 2021 2:30 PM

No, gurl. This is not how you make amends.

Step away from social media and get - and follow the direction of - help to start getting your shit together.

by Anonymousreply 56June 2, 2021 2:40 PM

[Quote] Whereas, IMHO, those that get involved with them are users.

So Jack and Dolf get a "Get out of Jail Free" card with the victim label but everyone else can choke?

by Anonymousreply 57June 2, 2021 2:45 PM

No, R57. I don't give them a "Get out of Jail Free" card. But, something is clearly wrong with the both of them. Not only are they damaging themselves but there is no telling the amount of damage and wreckage that they have done to others. Regardless of whatever is wrong with them they are accountable for that.

by Anonymousreply 58June 2, 2021 2:49 PM

Honestly, I’m A OK with their wacky shenanigans. It keeps this thread going strong.

by Anonymousreply 59June 2, 2021 3:21 PM

Wow -- the Instagram page has been removed.....

by Anonymousreply 60June 2, 2021 4:03 PM

R52, cause it is depressing to only being wanted cause you’re hot. But it’s also addictive. The more sex they have, the more of an instant relief they’ll get. But that only lasts so long. Which makes them seek out more sex (instant validation) which makes them feel worse in the long run once the high of being hot goes down. And the hotter you are, the more pressure you feel as you know your fall is coming.

So they need to have something significant going on outside of the sex work which gets them instant gratification but causes long term damage when depended on.

by Anonymousreply 61June 3, 2021 1:31 AM

They do sex work not for the high (drugs are the high) but because they can't hold down another job. Remember "beauty school dropout" Jack?

by Anonymousreply 62June 3, 2021 1:33 AM

Someone should put him in contact with Kyle Krieger. Kyle was studying nutrition while doing meth. He got clean. He appears to have remained so.

by Anonymousreply 63June 3, 2021 1:34 AM

Again to all this thread, one question

Where is your compassion?

by Anonymousreply 64June 3, 2021 1:38 AM

R64 compassion for what? She made her bed. Now let her lie in it.

by Anonymousreply 65June 3, 2021 1:40 AM

R65 how can you be so cold?

by Anonymousreply 66June 3, 2021 1:43 AM

R65 ***Jack Mackenroth has entered the chat***

by Anonymousreply 67June 3, 2021 1:44 AM

I've compassion but I'm here to rubberneck.

by Anonymousreply 68June 3, 2021 1:45 AM

so he put his hospital room number up in the hopes that some sad fuck fan will bring him a sim card/phone, money etc? How sad. Sadder than having a roommate at 52

by Anonymousreply 69June 3, 2021 1:50 AM

Why is DD so proud of his troll-like feet with hammer toes?, r54

by Anonymousreply 70June 3, 2021 1:58 AM

I have compassion too but I was also born with the 'Looky Loo' gene. I can't turn away from a good old fashioned train wreck, tsunami, and food borne illness all rolled into one!

by Anonymousreply 71June 3, 2021 2:28 AM

The Trump excuse shows that he's still on his bullshit. You can't be surprised that there isn't a surfeit of compassion in this thread.

by Anonymousreply 72June 3, 2021 2:32 AM

I hope he gets better. He’s obviously lost emotionally. He will need a long time to reflect on his life and sober up. I wish him well

by Anonymousreply 73June 3, 2021 2:40 AM

Why do people always have to come up with a reason for their addiction? How about: It feels good!

by Anonymousreply 74June 3, 2021 2:41 AM

So the thing with Dolf and the little doll is untrue??! That was the most fun part

by Anonymousreply 75June 3, 2021 2:41 AM

Everybody knows that addiction is not a moral failing……it’s a disease!!!!!!

by Anonymousreply 76June 3, 2021 3:57 AM

Is the the guy that had some kind of weird sex show with baby shaped dildos a few months ago?

by Anonymousreply 77June 3, 2021 4:00 AM

Does it count as a donkey show if they're both jackasses?

by Anonymousreply 78June 3, 2021 6:13 AM

Just heard him actually speak for the first time....his voice is like nails on a blackboard.....screeeeech!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by Anonymousreply 79June 3, 2021 12:43 PM

My main takeaway from his post is that he has a roommate.

by Anonymousreply 80June 3, 2021 3:48 PM

Too bad he can’t rent out his cavernous hole as a rental property.

But in some ways I guess he already does.

by Anonymousreply 81June 3, 2021 3:55 PM

dolfdietrichxxx

Hi everyone

I’ve been silent re: my split with jackmackenroth due to personal & legal reasons. I wanted ppl to know that Jack is getting the help he needs & will figure out his path on his own & hopefully a way to atone for his malice towards me.

I wish him only the best ❤️

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by Anonymousreply 82June 15, 2021 12:36 AM

[quote]I’ve been silent re: my split with jackmackenroth due to personal & legal reasons.

Legal reasons eh? Wonder what that means? More drama!

by Anonymousreply 83June 15, 2021 12:39 AM

[quote]Remember "beauty school dropout" Jack?

That was a deliciously messy thread lol

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by Anonymousreply 84June 15, 2021 12:45 AM

Dietrich is such a piece of shit. He constantly goes out of his way to blame, shame and run down Mackenroth on social media (like at R82) in an effort to point everybody in the direction of where the relationship blame lies and deflect from his own shitty behavior. I'd put money on the fact that he's the instigator of most of the drama.

by Anonymousreply 85June 15, 2021 12:57 AM

[quote] Too bad he can’t rent out his cavernous hole as a rental property. But in some ways I guess he already does.

That’s a good one, that’s funny

by Anonymousreply 86June 15, 2021 1:08 AM

[quote] Remember "beauty school dropout" Jack? That was a deliciously messy thread lol Related Datalounge Thread

Oh yes it was, a colossal hot mess

by Anonymousreply 87June 15, 2021 1:10 AM

[quote]I’m also at Lenox Hill Hospital and I’ve been moved to room 7618D.

"And send Just For Men Beard Gel before it's too late!"

by Anonymousreply 88June 15, 2021 2:32 AM

[quote] Too bad he can’t rent out his cavernous hole as a rental property. But in some ways I guess he already does.

Not as much demand now that his hole is a cross between a half way house and a homeless shelter

by Anonymousreply 89June 15, 2021 5:32 AM

R64 Hey dipshit, I guess you thought DL is a place for Care Bear Hugs? Fuck odd, will you?

Jack Mackenroth made a HUGE drug induced production, posted pictures of his supposed “assault” complete with “blood” that strangely hasn’t coagulated and also there was and is no source of where the blood came from, showing at all.

He’s been an attention whore his whole life, his beauty school classmates hated him because he was a stuck up piece of shit, now he can add junkie meth head whore to his resumé. It’s one of the most pathetically hilarious meltdowns of someone who needed taking down several notches and I don’t feel sorry for someone like him.

by Anonymousreply 90June 15, 2021 7:21 AM

Awwww! Look at how OLD drugs have made you look Jack! Aren’t you pushing 60?

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by Anonymousreply 91June 15, 2021 7:23 AM

I would think 50 so he's doing well.

by Anonymousreply 92June 15, 2021 7:25 AM

Whore Bump

by Anonymousreply 93June 20, 2021 6:34 AM

Bump is very accurate in this situation R93.

by Anonymousreply 94June 20, 2021 7:50 PM

So who's bankrolling his living expenses post hospital?

by Anonymousreply 95June 20, 2021 8:07 PM

You guys are brutal.

by Anonymousreply 96June 20, 2021 8:14 PM

I'm not religious, but the man needs Jesus.

by Anonymousreply 97June 20, 2021 8:20 PM

None of Madonna's exes would be interested in Jack.

by Anonymousreply 98June 20, 2021 8:30 PM

[quote] Awwww! Look at how OLD drugs have made you look Jack! Aren’t you pushing 60?

What I was wondering: who the fuck took this picture? And why do you want everyone to see you like this? It’s not terribly flattering. I agree with the above poster: stay the fuck off social media and get your shit together.

by Anonymousreply 99June 21, 2021 4:34 AM

The most insidious thing about drugs like meth is when you come off it for awhile you feel fine and life gets back to normal- without an aggressive recovery program it’s something like a 98% relapse rate. It truly is the one drug a gay man has the most difficult time with once they’ve pulled back from because most of the other gay men in sobriety spend a LOT of time pining and sharing wistful stories about using- that can be triggering for those fresh from using. You can’t ever go back to drinking or other drugs because you’ll always go back to using meth. “Alcohol Becomes Crystal” is a common slogan in CMA.

Also, the link between meth and sex is an ironclad difficult to undo. Sober sex is like having to eat Hamburger Helper after sampling the finest sirloin- every neuron of dopamine is firing off with meth, it’s 500 times stronger than cocaine and the street quality is high nowadays.

I got sober in Crystal Meth Anonymous in NYC and have been happily sober almost ten years now-

but it wasn’t a bed or roses, Rose.

by Anonymousreply 100June 21, 2021 10:27 AM

“Recovery” is a scam.

AA is the biggest scam of all time.

by Anonymousreply 101June 21, 2021 10:47 AM

I didn’t like AA, and didn’t accept everything I was dished out at Crystal Meth Anonymous either. Addiction is lonely and once you sink to a certain level you can’t dig yourself out.

I realized how serious crystal addiction was when after several years attending regular meetings I went to a late night one instead- and it was literally a roomful of people I had come into the rooms with and every one of them was still counting days.

AA and CMA are based on a program of full abstinence from all mind altering drugs and alcohol, so it’s a very tall order to fill for most people.

I think it’s very telling that the number of gay men I know that are decades sober could fit on one hand.

by Anonymousreply 102June 21, 2021 12:01 PM

Congratulations on your sobriety, R102. We all have addictions to something but I can't relate to a drug addiction. I'm sure it has been a difficult and challenging path. I just come down to the base point that it all comes from within the person. Just like weight loss and exercise programs, all programs will work. It all comes down to the person and how much they really want to change.

by Anonymousreply 103June 21, 2021 12:10 PM

[quote]AA and CMA are based on a program of full abstinence from all mind altering drugs and alcohol, so it’s a very tall order to fill for most people.

Most people don't need total abstinence.

We know you'll go on about "stinkin' thinkin'", "triggers," and other AA bullshit, but most addicted people can enjoy other substances that are not their drug of choice.

Bill W's ridiculous 100 year old Faith-based model is a joke in the medical and psychological professions. It's just a cult and a scam.

by Anonymousreply 104June 21, 2021 12:25 PM

A new fan has subscribed to Jack's JFF, as reported by a bot.

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by Anonymousreply 105June 21, 2021 3:21 PM

Did he have his eyes done?

by Anonymousreply 106June 21, 2021 3:31 PM

At least he looks less plastic here.

by Anonymousreply 107June 21, 2021 4:03 PM

He actually looks amazing all burnt out and trashy like that, imo. I'm not into muscled plastic guys at all but would be all over the rock bottom version of him - if it didn't have those heinous tattoos

by Anonymousreply 108June 21, 2021 5:11 PM

R99 Jack took and posted that picture of himself in the hospital after his hilariously pathetic meltdown.

Jack has been an attention whore his entire life. Everything he did, every time his stretched out asshole farted, was news to certain publications. Before Jack’s spiral into being a crackwhore (I honestly don’t believe his length of time he claimed he was on drugs, I believe it was a FAR longer time than he admits to) he had many people involved in the HIV community that severed ties both privately and some very publicly. Those who posted privately all said what everyone has always said: Jack Mackenroth cares about no one else but himself, and wants to be the poster boy for HIV. He was dishonest and treated people like shit and he got the boot. How he ended up a whore on Rentmen and attempting to make porn (his porn makes paint dry in case you’re decorating and needs help) is he burned all of his bridges. His “bubble” butt is dimpled and pockmarked, which is more enhanced by the fact it is sagging. He’s a narcissist. I’m glad the world got to see what a useless tool he has always been.

by Anonymousreply 109July 7, 2021 11:19 PM

Why give up the design field for this?

by Anonymousreply 110July 7, 2021 11:23 PM

Yeah, great….I bet she’ll be getting fisted in Macy’s window again before Labor Day

by Anonymousreply 111July 7, 2021 11:29 PM

[quote]Yeah, great….I bet she’ll be getting fisted in Macy’s window again before Labor Day.

We have him booked for Christmas.

by Anonymousreply 112July 7, 2021 11:31 PM

Just so I have this straight -- crystal meth use is ok, but having a roommate at age 50 is sad?

by Anonymousreply 113July 8, 2021 2:23 AM

[Quote] having a roommate at age 50 is sad?

Not if you're Richard Madden.

by Anonymousreply 114July 8, 2021 2:28 AM

Now she’s back with even more public apologies. Can’t the whore stay off the internet?

by Anonymousreply 115July 20, 2021 5:45 PM

His brain has more holes in it than Swiss cheese

by Anonymousreply 116July 20, 2021 10:27 PM

Which came first? Raunchy porn or the substance abuse?

by Anonymousreply 117July 20, 2021 11:37 PM

I'm guessing drugs, R117. There's no way any sober person would shove a dildo the size of the Empire State building up their ass willingly.

by Anonymousreply 118July 21, 2021 1:49 AM

Is he going to apologise to the gay men he berated and shamed because they took issue with him raw dogging pussy, and acting as though it was the best thing since sliced bread? Doubt it.

by Anonymousreply 119July 21, 2021 2:26 AM

People like him never truly take responsibility for anything they've done R119 hence blaming Trump and Covid for his poor decisions.

by Anonymousreply 120July 21, 2021 2:19 PM

He’s a demented mess, with a face full of cheap fillers. He’ll relapse soon, and it won’t be pretty.

by Anonymousreply 121July 21, 2021 8:50 PM

Hot. Mess.

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by Anonymousreply 122July 21, 2021 9:19 PM

She needs Jesus. For real.

by Anonymousreply 123July 21, 2021 9:20 PM

[quote] You guys are brutal.

No, I prefer to call it - fuck’n real

by Anonymousreply 124July 21, 2021 10:46 PM

[quote] Jack has been an attention whore his entire life. Everything he did, every time his stretched out asshole farted, was news to certain publications.

Oh my

by Anonymousreply 125July 21, 2021 10:49 PM

Had a promising career, but the substances got in the way.

by Anonymousreply 126July 21, 2021 10:51 PM

His asshole is so stretched out I bet the doodies fall right on the floor

by Anonymousreply 127July 22, 2021 6:56 PM

Oh honey R127 they both must need diapers and always know exactly where the closest toilet is. Maybe they could be gay Depends undergarment spokesmodels.

by Anonymousreply 128July 22, 2021 7:03 PM

He had a hot ass, but couldn’t hold his poop forever.

by Anonymousreply 129July 22, 2021 7:26 PM

Jack Macken-crack

by Anonymousreply 130July 24, 2021 2:35 AM

Trump fucked up this country for four years but taking it this personally is just fucking denial. Doesn't look like this guy will ever take responsibility for his own actions. Bless his heart.

by Anonymousreply 131July 24, 2021 3:02 AM

[quote]R61 it is depressing to only being wanted cause you’re hot.

Yes. Jack’s tragedy is that he is just too beautiful. Especially in the bukake videos.

Just too beautiful for this cruel world!

by Anonymousreply 132July 24, 2021 3:47 AM

He isn’t hot. He looks like a decaying Ventriloquist dummy

by Anonymousreply 133July 24, 2021 5:55 PM

Hot hot hot MESS!

by Anonymousreply 134August 14, 2021 1:39 PM

Petrified wood has a higher IQ than Jack

by Anonymousreply 135August 14, 2021 1:44 PM

I pity and despise you cold-hearted beings. You remind me of my father, who had some good traits, but his worst was this; he had a need to feel superior. You may be fat and ugly, but you’re not a whore. You may be a cum-dump, but you’re not an addict. You may be lonely, but you’re not posting your shit online. You may be poor, but you haven’t messed up your brain with drugs. You may be drinking a bottle or more every night, but you have a proper job. Whoever you are behind that screen you are wasting your life staring at, sitting on your fat behind, spew it all out, you are better than these objects selling their bodies and ruining their lifes!

You choose to dehumanize this man DL-style. You don’t know or care why he is an escort and an addict. Oh, wait, it is because he is an attention-whore and a sex-addicted slut. Well. What are you?

by Anonymousreply 136August 14, 2021 5:31 PM

All too true, r136. But I'm here for the train wreck. Can't NOT look away.

by Anonymousreply 137August 14, 2021 6:00 PM

Very sad. He was so cute and charming on PR.

by Anonymousreply 138August 14, 2021 6:15 PM

What's next? Someone shitting in his mouth?

by Anonymousreply 139August 14, 2021 6:17 PM

Who exactly is it that writes the manifesto as to what we will be called. Is there an office somewhere where these things are hashed out and decided? Wasn't being "Gay" enough? Now we're LGBTQI+ and I am having an identity crisis. I get the LGBTQ part and I"ve heard the Q stands for Questioning (Really??!!) but what is the 'I" for and does the plus sign means there are people out there who don't actually fall within all the other letters.

by Anonymousreply 140August 14, 2021 7:16 PM

And the funny thing is after LGBTQI+ comes the word "Community." What a laff.

by Anonymousreply 141August 14, 2021 7:17 PM

Don't be ridiculous, R5. Men can't live without porn.

by Anonymousreply 142August 14, 2021 7:20 PM

The whole kiddie porn thing Mackenroth cooked up was the lowest. I've been out of my mind on drugs before and couldn't even conceive of doing something like that to an ex, no matter how angry I was. And then, poor Dolph had to explain exactly what the "kiddie porn" was all about and that opened up a whole new window into a world I'd never even imagined. People actually paid cash money to watch Dolph eject these tiny yellow plastic dolls from his ass and then dress them in baby clothes!!!! Or do I have it right? Whatever, Mackenroght is a nasty little cunt for doing what he did. The apology coming after being 46 days sober only keeps the whole sad episode rolling.

by Anonymousreply 143August 14, 2021 8:00 PM

R143. Bravo! Agree 100%. R136. Fuck all the way off.

by Anonymousreply 144August 14, 2021 10:21 PM

What a goddamn mess.

by Anonymousreply 145August 14, 2021 10:28 PM

I don't know anything about this guy, nor do I care. But I hate it when people try and blame their addictions on outside things. It's a combination of genetics and poor decision making.

That's it.

I say this is an ex drunk.

by Anonymousreply 146August 14, 2021 10:34 PM

R136

High Jack!

by Anonymousreply 147August 15, 2021 1:40 AM

R136 Doubtful he wants to fuck you, hunny. White Knight away in your basement.

by Anonymousreply 148August 15, 2021 1:42 AM

I can relate Trump and covid made me not exercise and eat too many carbs.

by Anonymousreply 149August 15, 2021 1:45 AM

What kind of HIV activism does he do? Because as far as I know he’s a prostitute that takes raw loads.

by Anonymousreply 150August 15, 2021 10:46 PM

R146 is still living in 1988.

There is no "alcoholic gene."

NO medical or psychological professionals have parroted that made-up theory in over two decades.

No, "genetics" do not make anyone an addict.

by Anonymousreply 151August 15, 2021 10:48 PM

What is alcoholism, r151? A chemical imbalance?

by Anonymousreply 152August 15, 2021 10:59 PM

Oh, please ...

by Anonymousreply 153August 15, 2021 10:59 PM

I wonder if Trump and COVID are also responsible for the fugly tattoo on his arm.

by Anonymousreply 154August 16, 2021 12:08 AM

Jack Mackenroth is stunning and brave.

by Anonymousreply 155August 16, 2021 4:37 AM

Link please, R151.

Pretty sure it's widely accepted that addiction has a genetic component. Most likely a diathesis stress model similar to something like schizophrenia.

But perhaps there's new scientific evidence that I'm unaware of? Please share...

by Anonymousreply 156August 16, 2021 8:58 AM

So the thing about meth is if you do enough of it, it completely rewires the reward center, sensory, perception and reactionary or risk taking part of your brain. At issue is even when you are sober for awhile, the connections and neural networking are still very much the same as when you were using. It also severely damages them so that you don’t really feel happy. This leads to a lot of rebellion, angst, and it’s not uncommon to go right back to using buddies or picking up meth again because all of them know the feeling. It takes YEARS to rebuild, retire, trust others, and establish intimacy skills. Most addicts don’t want to do the work.

I really hope Jack finds his way but going right back into the sex work isn’t a good idea.

by Anonymousreply 157August 16, 2021 10:34 AM

R157. Look at meth addled Kevin Sessums! Puts his hot mess of a life on Front Street, making a fool of himself. He claims to be “doing the work”, but sadly, the damage has been done.

by Anonymousreply 158August 16, 2021 10:29 PM

i know someone like that R157. He was doing crystal for 15 years and goes into long periods of non-using, but he’s never ‘ok’ he’s always aggressive, agitated, combative, and snarky. He can’t stop certain twitches like patting the top of his head, and he’s now going bald there from that. He has restless legs and neuropathy in both arms, memory loss, and can’t find joy in sex unless meth is involved. He’s difficult to be around because he’s just a messy unhappy guy, and he’s always talking about meth like it’s the “good old days”.

by Anonymousreply 159August 16, 2021 11:06 PM

bump. I want to hear more about these crazy methhead, late in life bisexual and STI infected cumdumps

by Anonymousreply 160October 6, 2021 11:56 PM

Will he be hooking up in his hospital room? Why else give out the room number?

by Anonymousreply 161October 7, 2021 12:00 AM

He basically took a checklist of everything that could turn tacky and turned it into one big excuse.

by Anonymousreply 162October 7, 2021 12:12 AM

I forgot about him. What’s the latest?

by Anonymousreply 163October 7, 2021 12:45 AM

If he's admitted lying before, why should I believe he's not lying now?

by Anonymousreply 164October 7, 2021 12:58 AM

Things are FINALLY looking up!

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by Anonymousreply 165October 7, 2021 3:13 AM

What now?...

by Anonymousreply 166October 7, 2021 3:21 AM

why should we believe that his actual brother? looks like just another Hell’s kitchen bearded clone to me.

by Anonymousreply 167October 8, 2021 10:45 AM

R165, gross

by Anonymousreply 168October 8, 2021 12:22 PM

The self isolation excuse is hilarious. It isn't depression that causes you to do more drugs while self-isolating, it's because you have a lack of self control and you don't have other people around to make you feel like you need to police your behaviour /in front of them/.

by Anonymousreply 169October 8, 2021 1:50 PM

After all that drama, I find Jack M sort of gross now.

by Anonymousreply 170October 8, 2021 4:23 PM

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by Anonymousreply 171October 8, 2021 4:47 PM

^^I was going to write--he just needed to write his truth.

by Anonymousreply 172October 8, 2021 4:48 PM

I'm not sure what surprises me more:

A - that Jack and Dolf are back together making porn B - Jack hasn't died from a massive, drug induced heart attack yet C - Jack's lower GI tract hasn't fully dropped out of his anus on the floor D - all of the above

by Anonymousreply 173October 11, 2021 3:33 PM

I wonder how long it will be before their next acrimonious split? Mind you, it's probably a good thing they are together because I would imagine they have fairly niche appeal

by Anonymousreply 174October 11, 2021 3:57 PM

[quote]I want to hear more about these crazy methhead, late in life bisexual and STI infected cumdumps

How is JM a "late in life bisexual?"

by Anonymousreply 175October 11, 2021 4:03 PM

[quote] After all that drama, I find Jack M sort of gross now.

NOW a warning????

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by Anonymousreply 176October 11, 2021 4:04 PM

Are they "back together," or just filming scenes together?

by Anonymousreply 177October 11, 2021 4:42 PM

r175 Because he only fucked men until late in life. Now he fucks pussy.

by Anonymousreply 178October 12, 2021 10:19 PM

He’s finally posting less “edited” pictures of his face, and hawking a shit skincare idea that he wants to come to fruition. Back to being his usual narcissistic self, should be focused in recovery, but of course his body and ego come first.

He’ll ALWAYS be a piece of shit in my eyes.

by Anonymousreply 179October 15, 2021 12:24 AM

Hi Dolf/r179!

by Anonymousreply 180October 15, 2021 12:42 AM

Did Trump also drive him to stick a babydoll up his ass and shit it back out?

by Anonymousreply 181October 15, 2021 1:45 PM

No, that was Karen Pence.

by Anonymousreply 182October 15, 2021 2:42 PM

He's a fucking druggie mess. Get sober, loser. Get a ketamine prescription, there's no excuse for being a strung out and likely violent methhead in 2021

by Anonymousreply 183October 15, 2021 3:10 PM

The fact that he claimed Dolf was a pedo and then just dropped it is just disgusting in itself.

by Anonymousreply 184October 15, 2021 7:59 PM

I just messaged Jack this on Twitter:

I've got one word for you. Ketamine. Get a prescription. I know a doctor. ;)

Hopefully he can put that $300 he pays weekly for meth towards monthly ketamine.

by Anonymousreply 185October 15, 2021 11:48 PM

It's a lady's prerogative to change her mind, R184. One silly accusation said in the heat of PMS and suddenly you're Cruella de Vil!

by Anonymousreply 186October 15, 2021 11:52 PM

What does ketamine do for the drug addicted?

by Anonymousreply 187October 16, 2021 12:24 AM

R187 It’s being used as an anti-depressant in a nasal spray.

To the person suggesting Jack get a ketamine prescription, I’m sure Jack knows exactly where to score any narcotic his sagging ass could desire.

by Anonymousreply 188October 16, 2021 5:30 AM

If he relapses will he blame Biden?

by Anonymousreply 189October 16, 2021 5:32 AM

He’s not even got six months clean. I’m sure he’ll relapse in due time, it’s part of the process.

by Anonymousreply 190October 16, 2021 9:54 AM

I wish him well.

Life is a struggle (especially if you're gay).

I hope he develops the skills needed to meet that struggle and reach what he would define as a good quality of life.

by Anonymousreply 191October 16, 2021 11:01 AM

Relapse, prolapse, dirty knees, LOOK AT THESE!!!

by Anonymousreply 192October 17, 2021 4:22 AM

Has he heard of Datalounge?

by Anonymousreply 193October 17, 2021 2:32 PM

This is my new excuse for everything. I'm blaming all my behavior on Trump and the Covid.

by Anonymousreply 194October 17, 2021 2:53 PM

He does actually look really cute in OP’s pic

by Anonymousreply 195October 17, 2021 5:25 PM

He looks like a mannequin left out in the sun in all his pics.

by Anonymousreply 196October 17, 2021 9:18 PM

R192, POOPING DOLLS, SHOW IT ALLS, SNIFF A BUMP, SIT ON A STUMP, QUICK, GET INSIDE MY COLON,

IGNORE ANYTHING THAT’S SWOLLEN!

by Anonymousreply 197October 17, 2021 9:29 PM

R197. Lololololo

by Anonymousreply 198October 17, 2021 9:34 PM

[quote] He looks like a mannequin left out in the sun in all his pics.

Or a cake left out in the rain. And Jack'll never have that recipe again.

by Anonymousreply 199October 17, 2021 9:36 PM

That's one recipe that should stay lost R199...Permanently!

by Anonymousreply 200October 18, 2021 1:36 AM

See the gray hair? SEE THE GRAY HAIR!

Also, his skin is starting to sag a bit.

Jackie isn't going to the gym and beauty parlor enough.

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by Anonymousreply 201October 18, 2021 10:10 AM

R201, there’s something so sad and desperate about that shot

by Anonymousreply 202October 18, 2021 1:25 PM

So tempting....

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by Anonymousreply 203October 18, 2021 1:38 PM

He’s a repulsive pig

by Anonymousreply 204October 18, 2021 3:09 PM

R203 which reminds me I forgot to add cottage cheese to my grocery list

by Anonymousreply 205October 18, 2021 5:10 PM

R201 at least the soles of his feet are clean

by Anonymousreply 206October 19, 2021 3:51 AM

Ewwww

by Anonymousreply 207October 19, 2021 12:54 PM

That guy is the textbook definition of Broken.

by Anonymousreply 208October 19, 2021 1:09 PM

Shouldn’t he be focusing on his recovery first, instead of continuing to be a whore atm?

by Anonymousreply 209October 20, 2021 11:53 AM

[quote]Shouldn’t he be focusing on his recovery first, instead of continuing to be a whore atm?

Rent needs to be paid, honey...

by Anonymousreply 210October 20, 2021 11:56 AM

Knowing what he just went through, those pictures make my skin crawl

by Anonymousreply 211October 20, 2021 12:05 PM

Sorry, but unless he means from way back in the Lifestyles of The Rich and Famous days, this whole mess was in full horrifying swing, way before Diaper Dumper appeared.

by Anonymousreply 212October 20, 2021 2:53 PM

They both are appearing (dolf Jack) at the sleaziest bar in providence Rhode Island. DARK LADY!

by Anonymousreply 213October 21, 2021 7:18 AM

R213, how quickly hos forgive and forget

by Anonymousreply 214October 21, 2021 1:38 PM

They both love shoving babydolls inside their gaping pits of despair maybe that's a sign they both should be barred from school zones.

by Anonymousreply 215October 21, 2021 11:50 PM

So many things and sizes of them have gone up in that hole that he doesn't have any type of sensation anymore.

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by Anonymousreply 216October 26, 2021 2:20 PM

He’s always going to be garbage in my eyes. I don’t care about his sex work. He successfully alienated everyone in the HIV activist community by basically being useless. He had a cartoon face when he was younger and the plastic surgery he’s had, has enhanced it. And the comment about his cock looking like a mis-shapen prawn is spot on. The only thing about his porn career that is annoying is how he posts his percentage number and rank for OnlyFans. Like that’s something…special, Jack? But he’s back right where he belongs, apparently appearing at sleazy bars with the man he tried to destroy in his crystal meth mania Dolf is some sort of “comeback”. He doesn’t even have 6 months clean yet, and if he’s so dedicated to his sobriety, he wouldn’t be in a climate where everything drug wise he loved to do, is going to be around. So I’m sure he’ll relapse, and I’m sure Dolf is also using so…yeah, good luck Jack! I’m sure we’ll have another Twitter meltdown after you beat up someone and then claim it was you who was assaulted.

Karma is a real bitch for the shit you’ve done.

by Anonymousreply 217October 31, 2021 5:28 AM

He’s pathetic. And a narcissist. He’ll relapse soon before you know it.

by Anonymousreply 218December 10, 2021 2:01 AM

Does Jack have any contact with his Russian-French half brothers? Seems they could support each other through the pandemic.

Trump and Covid drove me to drink more in 2020. And I worked in my bed, just like Jack. I stopped the drinking only in Summer 2021. The pounds are falling off me.

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