I don’t understand why , after a man being straight their whole adult life becomes gay. Especially when they are an a porn actor like Tyler Nixon. He’s still doing straight porn, it is in a relationship with Jeff Leatham and it bothers me. And I have always supported the gay community so this a shock to me. I follow Tyler on Twitter and Instagram and his porn sites. But this really upsets me. Anyone with insight on this would be appreciated.
Straight men becoming gay
by Anonymous | reply 128 | September 8, 2020 1:39 AM |
Bisexual, probably.
I do understand why this bothers you; I have the same reaction when gay porn stars suddenly switch to performing in straight porn exclusively.
by Anonymous | reply 1 | January 29, 2020 6:33 PM |
WTF are you talking about? What bothers you? That he's doing straight porn, that he has (apparently) a relationship with a man, or that he's a recent convert? And how or what does your longtime support of the gay community have anything to do with whatever it is he's doing or that you're trying to say?
And what possible insight could anyone here have as to why this upsets you?
by Anonymous | reply 2 | January 29, 2020 6:35 PM |
You're easily upset and he's not even one of your acquaintances. He's just a porn actor. Watch and wank and move on, unless you have too much free time on your hand. It's baffling. And probably you are mentally unstable. Please seek help ASAP.
by Anonymous | reply 3 | January 29, 2020 6:38 PM |
Actually, looking at his Insta now, I think he might just be using Jeff Leatham as his sugar daddy. It'll never last, of course. No doubt you'll be seeing a litter of crotchfruit in Tyler's distant future, OP.
by Anonymous | reply 4 | January 29, 2020 6:38 PM |
Porn is a paycheck. It does not necessarily reflect a performer’s sexual orientation or preferred sexual activities.
In real life, if a guy is “straight” for a large part of his life, then “turns” gay, he was probably bi or closeted all along.
Why any of this upsets you or is even any of your business is a mystery.
by Anonymous | reply 5 | January 29, 2020 6:40 PM |
OP is crazy! But not fun crazy— crazy crazy.
by Anonymous | reply 6 | January 29, 2020 6:42 PM |
OP the mistake in your queery (no pun intended) is that the men you are talking about were never straight at all. They live fake straight lives because for some reason they are unable to admit they're gay (or bi in a minuscule number of cases). Sadly lots (if not most) of these gay for pay guys think they're better than those they consider common queers simply because they're willing to have sex with females. It's an ego thing with them.
by Anonymous | reply 7 | January 29, 2020 6:43 PM |
`Links, please.
I didn't know about Tyler having a boyfriend.
I do remember being a bit pissed when Jeremy Bilding moved to straight porn and became Ryan Driller. I had the hots for that guy. Oh well.
Btw, is this the same Jeff Leatham that was attached to Colton Haynes?
by Anonymous | reply 8 | January 29, 2020 6:46 PM |
[quote] R7: OP the mistake in your queery (no pun intended) is that the men you are talking about were never straight at all.
Your misspelling of “query” makes it clear that your pun was intended. It’s a shame it wasn’t funny.
by Anonymous | reply 9 | January 29, 2020 6:51 PM |
Oh shut it you nunce.
by Anonymous | reply 10 | January 29, 2020 6:52 PM |
Because they were never straight in the first place, just buried in the closet.
by Anonymous | reply 11 | January 29, 2020 6:54 PM |
[Quote] Especially when they are an a porn actor like Tyler Nixon. He’s still doing straight porn, it is in a relationship with Jeff Leatham and it bothers me.
I never did mind the little things.
by Anonymous | reply 12 | January 29, 2020 7:04 PM |
Jeremy Bilding is married to a casting director and former reality TV contestant. She... accepts his sex work. It couldn't be me. It's probably easier for Leatham to accept.
by Anonymous | reply 13 | January 29, 2020 7:07 PM |
How do we know he's dating Jeff Leatham? And I assume this is the same Jeff Leatham that was dating Colbert Haynes?
by Anonymous | reply 14 | January 29, 2020 7:08 PM |
[quote] How do we know he's dating Jeff Leatham? And I assume this is the same Jeff Leatham that was dating Colbert Haynes?
My name is COLTON and I was his husband - we were not dating.
by Anonymous | reply 15 | January 29, 2020 7:10 PM |
I understand how he has sex with both men and women. Some people are just "sexual" and most men who perform in porn are "hypersexual". What I don't understand is why the guy would do "straight" porn when there's no money in it, and the girl is the star and sole focus of the scene.
by Anonymous | reply 16 | January 29, 2020 7:16 PM |
We're not simply talking about someone who has sex with men and women. We're talking about someone who does it for money.
by Anonymous | reply 17 | January 29, 2020 7:24 PM |
[Quote] What I don't understand is why the guy would do "straight" porn when there's no money in it, and the girl is the star and sole focus of the scene.
Shorter shelf life in gay porn and the performer is expected to do more and more extreme sex acts.
Males performers in straight porn can work much longer and much more regularly while doing the same limited sets of acts.
by Anonymous | reply 18 | January 29, 2020 7:26 PM |
Tyler Nixon is dating a man? How do you know..
by Anonymous | reply 19 | January 29, 2020 7:28 PM |
Well, Jeff doesn't have an Onlyfans but...
by Anonymous | reply 20 | January 29, 2020 7:31 PM |
MARY!
by Anonymous | reply 21 | January 29, 2020 7:35 PM |
I knew a guy who worked in Porn in the 2000's and he told me the percentage of men who are Bi in their private lives is crazy. He used to do straight gangbang porn specifically, and he would always pick up a fellow actor and meet up for sex later. Every time he worked he take a guy home or get a number! I was shocked when I learned this.
by Anonymous | reply 22 | January 29, 2020 7:36 PM |
[Quote] I was shocked when I learned this.
I guess you don't watch str8 porn. If I had a dime for every str8 porno I've seen that featured a blown out male asshole...
by Anonymous | reply 23 | January 29, 2020 7:40 PM |
Interesting that in his old interview, Tyler Nixon was asked about gay for pay: "It's just not something that turns me on, so I’ve never considered it." It was supposedly his primary reason to leave Corbin Fisher. Guess their paycheck was not as good as Jeff's.
by Anonymous | reply 24 | January 29, 2020 8:25 PM |
[Quote] flying over Austria, on beaches in Ibiza, in Prague castles,
She's a whore, darlin'
by Anonymous | reply 25 | January 29, 2020 8:42 PM |
[Quote] I have done more evolving in my personal life because of porn.
Ain't that the truth.
by Anonymous | reply 26 | January 29, 2020 8:43 PM |
[Quote] haha my personal love life is non-existent. Just haven't met the right one yet.
The right ONE, huh.
by Anonymous | reply 27 | January 29, 2020 8:45 PM |
I think they are just friends but they would look cute as a couple.
by Anonymous | reply 28 | January 29, 2020 9:53 PM |
[Quote] I think they are just friends
How do you think they met?
by Anonymous | reply 29 | January 29, 2020 10:16 PM |
R29 I don't know?
by Anonymous | reply 30 | January 29, 2020 10:50 PM |
[Quote] I don't know?
That didn't stop you opining on the nature of their relationship. Do you have an agenda or sumtin'?
by Anonymous | reply 32 | January 29, 2020 11:17 PM |
r31
Jeez. Jeff has gotten swarthy.
by Anonymous | reply 33 | January 29, 2020 11:18 PM |
I went to both of their social medias and nothing indicated they were dating or even knew each other.
by Anonymous | reply 34 | January 29, 2020 11:23 PM |
And y'all set Colton was the messy one in the relationship...
by Anonymous | reply 36 | January 29, 2020 11:26 PM |
*said
by Anonymous | reply 37 | January 29, 2020 11:29 PM |
Tyler thinks he's being slick by not taggin the location at r31.
by Anonymous | reply 38 | January 29, 2020 11:30 PM |
R35 What does that prove?
by Anonymous | reply 39 | January 29, 2020 11:32 PM |
That's not Tyler next to him, is it? That guy looks like a local. And he looks to husky.
by Anonymous | reply 40 | January 29, 2020 11:33 PM |
The same guy is in Tyler's pic at r31.
by Anonymous | reply 41 | January 29, 2020 11:34 PM |
R40 No! I'm guessing he works for the hotel/boat charter
R41 So they had the same guy driving the boat - and?
by Anonymous | reply 42 | January 29, 2020 11:35 PM |
Oh wait, I see now. They both have similar pics on their IG's. They both have that chubby guy in the striped towel.
Can't buddies go on vacation together? I went to Hawaii with my straight buddy.
by Anonymous | reply 43 | January 29, 2020 11:38 PM |
I see you're pivoting from one line of argument to another... why is that?
by Anonymous | reply 44 | January 29, 2020 11:38 PM |
R44 No, I'm asking you what relevance the fact that they both had the same employee driving the boat is meant to have? Are you suggesting that's proof that the photos must have been taken at the same time and therefore proof that they were there together?
by Anonymous | reply 45 | January 29, 2020 11:40 PM |
This news was mentioned a while back. You may have to look up the thread. The poster described how Tyler and Jeff were posting from the same places routinely. I don't follow either. That poster described their behaviour and it comes off like a pair who don't want to be linked (while fucking posting the same shit on social media... a real pair of "don look at me!" attention whores"). Why would buddies bother doing that?
by Anonymous | reply 46 | January 29, 2020 11:41 PM |
So now who's pivoting from one argument to another, R46?
By the way, they aren't the same boats.
by Anonymous | reply 47 | January 29, 2020 11:44 PM |
[Quote] So now who's pivoting from one argument to another, [R46]?
No. Consistent argument. I linked to two pics showing them in the same place with the same person, who's wrapped in the same fucking towel tied the same fucking way. But no, they weren't there together. It was a different day, heck, a different month. They don't even know each other.
by Anonymous | reply 48 | January 29, 2020 11:46 PM |
They are the same boats. The ladder on the left moves up and down. It's raised in one, not the other.
by Anonymous | reply 49 | January 29, 2020 11:47 PM |
I can't quite believe there's a "Nothing to See Here" troll for Tyler Nixon and Jeff Leatham.
by Anonymous | reply 50 | January 29, 2020 11:48 PM |
Mr. Margaret Whiting aside, are there that many actors who have gone from gay to straight porn?
by Anonymous | reply 51 | January 29, 2020 11:51 PM |
I have heard about and read about on more than one occasion, married guys who have same-sex relations for the first time in their 40s, 50s and even 60s.
Were they closeted all along, or repressing it or ignoring it I cannot say, but I do know that it happens more frequently than is generally suspected.
by Anonymous | reply 52 | January 29, 2020 11:52 PM |
[Quote] Mr. Margaret Whiting aside, are there that many actors who have gone from gay to straight porn?
DL fave Dennis Parker.
by Anonymous | reply 53 | January 29, 2020 11:53 PM |
[Quote] married guys who have same-sex relations for the first time in their 40s, 50s and even 60s.
I don't believe that. First time affairs, sure. Not first time encounters.
by Anonymous | reply 54 | January 29, 2020 11:53 PM |
R49 And how do you explain the fact that the lever control in the Jeff photo is mounted on the side of the rostrum, whereas in the Nixon photo it's mounted within it? The changes in the ropes holding the shade in place? The colouring of the wood?
Hell, even the fact there's different stuff underneath the benches proves it's not the same trip.
R50 Oh fuck off, you made a stupid attempt to try and prove something and failed. I'd actually enjoy the gossip if it were true, but I'm going to need some more compelling evidence than "two people who rented a boat in the same area took a photo with the same employee"
by Anonymous | reply 55 | January 30, 2020 12:00 AM |
[Quote] I'm going to need some more compelling evidence
Then fuck off and follow their accounts. Compile a dossier and return.
by Anonymous | reply 56 | January 30, 2020 12:03 AM |
The lever isn't visible in Tyler's pic but that doesn't mean it's not there. The lifesaver is likely masking it. It's not clear in Jeff's vid how far out the leve is, if at all, from the rostrum.
There guys went out on a trip. You think stuff brought for the trip wasn't used, moved etc.? It's funny how you focus on that but nary a reference to the tour guide's towel... oh, but of course, he only has one. He uses it for every trip.
by Anonymous | reply 57 | January 30, 2020 12:09 AM |
The coloring of the wood? You're going to be asking how the water appears a different color next...
by Anonymous | reply 58 | January 30, 2020 12:10 AM |
I have also heard about guys who have experiences in high school and college, then get married and do not do anything with another guy for another 30 or more years, until the wife loses interest and the husband discovers the Internet and adult bookstores
by Anonymous | reply 59 | January 30, 2020 12:11 AM |
The black towel on the ground in Tyler's pic is wrapped around Jeff in the latter's video...
by Anonymous | reply 60 | January 30, 2020 12:13 AM |
[quote]I do remember being a bit pissed when Jeremy Bilding moved to straight porn and became Ryan Driller. I had the hots for that guy. Oh well.
The profuse sweater?
by Anonymous | reply 61 | January 30, 2020 12:17 AM |
r47 it's just gossip, why are you so dense?
by Anonymous | reply 62 | January 30, 2020 12:18 AM |
It is the same boat and driver. However. The driver's shirt is hanging on the life preserver in both photos and its a different shirt. Plus, the posts are time stamped 7 days apart. They are at the same resort but a week apart?
Hmmm.... Gurlz, looks like we have a mystery on our hands. If anyone can get the Hardy Boys to stop sucking each other's dicks, maybe they'll take the case.
by Anonymous | reply 63 | January 30, 2020 12:25 AM |
Something tells me Leatham's Google Alerts have lead him to DL... He should relax. He's Kardashian adjacent. Surely it's almost compulsory to date a sex worker when in their orbit.
by Anonymous | reply 64 | January 30, 2020 12:25 AM |
Are you concluding that the posting time is the same as when shot?
by Anonymous | reply 65 | January 30, 2020 12:26 AM |
Here's the first reference to the pair I could find on DL. It's reply 595
[Quote] Jeff's been vacationing quite frequently these past few months with porn star Tyler Nixon. His Instagram is instalurk. They haven't posted pictures of eachother but their stories match up when together.
Now... is someone really suggesting that those who "mistakenly" believe they're together simply got lucky and Nixon and Leatham vacationed in the same place and took the same type of afternoon/day trip in a pretty narrow timeframe? For real, who's looking to lie about such an obscure pair, and luck into such circumstantial evidence?
by Anonymous | reply 66 | January 30, 2020 12:29 AM |
R60 That's a bag on the floor, and the towel in Jeff's photo is brown, at least try.
by Anonymous | reply 67 | January 30, 2020 12:29 AM |
[quote] Mr. Margaret Whiting aside, are there that many actors who have gone from gay to straight porn?
Stella, I love that you refer to him as Mr. Margaret Whiting since no one knows Marge except you and me.
by Anonymous | reply 68 | January 30, 2020 12:31 AM |
I guess this thread is a discussion about two particular guys, rather than guys who go gay in general
by Anonymous | reply 69 | January 30, 2020 12:31 AM |
I had a high school teacher who looked A LOT like Wrangler (during the Carter Administration).
by Anonymous | reply 70 | January 30, 2020 12:36 AM |
[Quote] I guess this thread is a discussion about two particular guys, rather than guys who go gay in general
Nah. You can always lead the conversation in another direction if you have something to say on the topic.
by Anonymous | reply 71 | January 30, 2020 12:36 AM |
Ha ha. Margaret Whiting. I get the joke reference.
by Anonymous | reply 72 | January 30, 2020 12:37 AM |
Here is a thread about Tyler, we should post there.
by Anonymous | reply 73 | January 30, 2020 12:42 AM |
[QUOTE]It's funny how you focus on that but nary a reference to the tour guide's towel... oh, but of course, he only has one. He uses it for every trip.
Not just him, apparently. It's almost like a company likes to have a professional image or something
by Anonymous | reply 74 | January 30, 2020 12:44 AM |
I think the thread title and OP was an attempt to lure people into the thread and well... it worked. This thread has 74 replies, versus the 11 on Tyler's own thread. Neither Nixon nor Leatham are DL catnip. Their love that dare not speak its name is another story.
by Anonymous | reply 75 | January 30, 2020 12:45 AM |
[Quote] Not just him, apparently. It's almost like a company likes to have a professional image or something
Cool. So what's your conclusion? Someone posts on DL over a month ago that these have been posting matching vacation stories for months, and in the last week or so we see evidence that they were in the same place, doing the same thing, if not at the same exact time, then withing days of each other... This is all a coincidence? Something tells me you won't address that.
by Anonymous | reply 76 | January 30, 2020 12:48 AM |
*within
by Anonymous | reply 77 | January 30, 2020 12:48 AM |
Driver's shirt is different. Just sayin. Proof is in the pics. Unless there were two employees who went out on that boat.
by Anonymous | reply 78 | January 30, 2020 12:51 AM |
Or maybe that had so much fun swimming with the fishies, that they went out a second time on a different day.
by Anonymous | reply 79 | January 30, 2020 12:53 AM |
R76 My conclusion is the photos weren't taken on the same boat at the same time. That's all. That's literally the only argument I've been making, because it's obviously and provably true. I don't understand why that was even argued, and it's hilarious to me that it's taken until R79 for someone to suggest they went on two different trips.
You'll note I never once said Tyler wasn't there with Jeff - just that what was presented as some kind of proof isn't. It's obvious Tyler has some kind of sugar daddy (I assume daddy, for some reason I doubt a sugar mommy). Is that Jeff? Does a "superstar" florist actually make enough money to keep Tyler on so many holidays? Or does he have multiple sugar daddies? And has he actually become gay, or just gay for pay now the end of his "career" is fast approaching?
by Anonymous | reply 80 | January 30, 2020 12:57 AM |
Tyler is an escort, hence the mysteriousness. All porn actors are escorts. The porn is just advertising for the escorting. The real money is in escorting!
by Anonymous | reply 81 | January 30, 2020 1:07 AM |
The Fours Seasons in Paris held a special event this past December. Jeff was one of the honorees.
by Anonymous | reply 82 | January 30, 2020 1:09 AM |
R81 Seems most likely. Guess his Insta bio is a test:
[QUOTE]If you happen to like a picture DM me and I can print you out a 8.5”-11” or 13”-19” photo $25 plus shipping
If someone orders a bunch of photos, he knows they're serious about spending money on him - at least it's not the usual Amazon wishlist
by Anonymous | reply 83 | January 30, 2020 1:10 AM |
Tyler may just like posting pictures of the Eiffel Tower at that time of year.
by Anonymous | reply 84 | January 30, 2020 1:10 AM |
Why would the end of Tyler's career be fast approaching. Steve Holmes is pushing 60.
by Anonymous | reply 85 | January 30, 2020 1:11 AM |
Why couldn’t Tyler be gay 10 years ago when he was still hot? We would’ve had an exquisite library of gay porn from him that lasted forever.
by Anonymous | reply 86 | January 30, 2020 1:12 AM |
Porn in crap. Hire him and you can have the exquisite in your lap.
by Anonymous | reply 87 | January 30, 2020 1:14 AM |
R86 I blame Corbin Fisher. The owner probably hit on him and got all controlling - as apparently is his wont according to former CF models, and freaked Tyler out about doing gay porn.
by Anonymous | reply 88 | January 30, 2020 1:17 AM |
Same pic as Jeff's 2nd pic at r89, but with Tyler as the subject.
by Anonymous | reply 91 | January 30, 2020 1:23 AM |
GURLZ, WE'VE SOLVE THE MYSTERY!!! He's an escort! He's a top and Jeff is a bottom. He's become Jeff's traveling companion and he gets paid what 10,000 for the vacation, and then receives oral and fucks Jeff. Nice work, if you can get it!!!
by Anonymous | reply 92 | January 30, 2020 1:26 AM |
Well then, it seems a florist with a Melania type approach to design (more, more, MORE) actually can make enough money to keep a guy like Tyler.
Not to be a dick or anything, but would've saved us both a lot of time if you'd just posted those earlier!
by Anonymous | reply 94 | January 30, 2020 1:28 AM |
Is that Ann-Margret on the wall? Something tells me this isn't Tyler's abode.
by Anonymous | reply 95 | January 30, 2020 1:38 AM |
[Quote] Not to be a dick or anything, but would've saved us both a lot of time if you'd just posted those earlier!
I already wrote that I don't follow them. I posted as I found.
by Anonymous | reply 96 | January 30, 2020 1:39 AM |
[Quote] He's a top and Jeff is a bottom.
I... Is this life?
by Anonymous | reply 97 | January 30, 2020 1:41 AM |
This is enough to send Colton back into the arms of an old client----friend. An old friend.
by Anonymous | reply 98 | January 30, 2020 1:43 AM |
Did Colton Haynes break Jeff's heart to the extent that he's sought out transactional companionship? Or has Tyler got his eyes on a payout down the line (as the Second Mrs. Leatham) and he's currently giving the boyfriend experience for (relatively) free?
by Anonymous | reply 99 | January 30, 2020 1:46 AM |
[Quote] Why couldn’t Tyler be gay 10 years ago when he was still hot?
Are we supposed to pretend this guy's looks have gone to shit?
by Anonymous | reply 100 | January 30, 2020 1:51 AM |
He may do porn but he doesn't do Burger King and farts like the former Mrs. Jeff Leatham.
by Anonymous | reply 104 | January 30, 2020 7:12 AM |
Who are these people?
by Anonymous | reply 105 | January 30, 2020 9:53 AM |
The older one took Colton Haynes up the aisle.
by Anonymous | reply 106 | January 30, 2020 10:04 AM |
[quote] Shorter shelf life in gay porn and the performer is expected to do more and more extreme sex acts. Males performers in straight porn can work much longer and much more regularly while doing the same limited sets of acts.
R18 TELL me!
by Anonymous | reply 107 | January 30, 2020 10:11 AM |
I think for some of these straight male porn actors (they're not stars except for James Deen) having sex with all those hot women kills the novelty for them. Julian Rios is another that started fucking guys in his private life.
by Anonymous | reply 108 | January 30, 2020 10:35 PM |
Why come up with silly notions like that? People don't fuck the same sex out of boredom. It's already been covered. Money is the key, with possibly a side of mutual attraction.
by Anonymous | reply 109 | January 30, 2020 10:42 PM |
[quote]I knew a guy who worked in Porn in the 2000's and he told me the percentage of men who are Bi in their private lives is crazy. He used to do straight gangbang porn specifically, and he would always pick up a fellow actor and meet up for sex later. Every time he worked he take a guy home or get a number! I was shocked when I learned this.
Julian Rios told a fan that Voodoo hit on him hard, offered to suck his cock and tried to get him to have sex with him and his wife, but he turned them down. Rios is himself openly bi. An old DLer claimed to have hired Johnny Castle and that Charles Dera used to strip (and more) for men when he was starting out. A French guy claims Manuel Ferrara's love of anal doesn't discriminate, especially when in France. And Peter North/Matt Ramsey continued to bottom in private long after quitting gay porn.
by Anonymous | reply 110 | January 31, 2020 7:55 AM |
[quote]GURLZ, WE'VE SOLVE THE MYSTERY!!! He's an escort! He's a top and Jeff is a bottom. He's become Jeff's traveling companion and he gets paid what 10,000 for the vacation, and then receives oral and fucks Jeff. Nice work, if you can get it!!!
r92, exactly. There are gay4pay guys who'll get gangbanged on camera for a few bucks. This gay4pay escort is giving the boyfriend experience for considerably more pay and free trips! Where's the mystery?
by Anonymous | reply 111 | February 1, 2020 12:48 PM |
Would love to see a video of Tyler doing a flip flop with a big guy.
by Anonymous | reply 112 | February 1, 2020 10:55 PM |
The horror of it all!
by Anonymous | reply 113 | February 2, 2020 2:15 PM |
He's kind of a "sexy geek". There's a dorkiness about him.
by Anonymous | reply 115 | February 12, 2020 9:33 PM |
Off topic: English is my second language, and I can easily miss out some mispells, but OP's text made my eyes bleeding. Tell me, is it grammatically correct or english grammar is a fluid thing? No offence.
by Anonymous | reply 116 | February 12, 2020 9:50 PM |
Glass houses, r116.
by Anonymous | reply 117 | February 12, 2020 10:13 PM |
R116
The OP's post is poorly written with many errors.
by Anonymous | reply 118 | February 12, 2020 10:18 PM |
r116 Yes, it is poorly written, but the guy's mind was probably moving faster than his fingers, so he got a little sloppy. He's an "emotional gay".
You should not use Datalounge as a place to learn English. This is a place to learn vulgarity.
by Anonymous | reply 119 | February 12, 2020 10:18 PM |
[R117], I didn't have an intension to offend OP. I just wanted to make it clear for myself: is the text incorrect or it's just a norm in informal English?
And I know that my English is far from being perfect and I'm glad if people highlight my mistakes.
by Anonymous | reply 120 | February 13, 2020 4:26 PM |
The text is incorrect. There are words that are not needed. "to" and "an" and a couple others. He was just sloppily typing which everybody does here. Posting without proof-reading because... well... who really cares! If we can't decipher what you're trying to say, we'll attack your post, but other than that, don't worry about it.
One way to learn English is to watch (English-speaking) American comedy TV shows on Netfilx and turn on English subtitles. Sitcoms will have a more informal way of speaking.
by Anonymous | reply 121 | February 13, 2020 4:44 PM |
Watch Agatha Christie.
by Anonymous | reply 122 | February 13, 2020 5:13 PM |
OP is clearly taking the piss.
by Anonymous | reply 123 | February 13, 2020 5:14 PM |
Are these two still banging?
by Anonymous | reply 124 | September 7, 2020 11:12 PM |
OP, this is a road to walk down versus other roads , to finally, hopefully, some day, a person who has been untrue to himself and dishonest to others, and probably hurting people along the way, including himself, to becoming who they really are.
There are MANY people who do this and do it in various ways, for different reasons, but what you’re interpreting as an unequivocal black or white, yes or no, situation, is a person on their journey to trying be finally be an honest person, so that perhaps he can become whole for himself and others he encounters.
He is obviously a person who is afraid of being judged, probably really afraid of love, intimacy, and cannot bear being vulnerable. He’s likely a control freak who has to micromanage each and every narrative, inspect nuance in order to root out absolutes, and much like yourself, in this particular case and maybe in others, has to know and know definitively, what the outcomes of every choice he makes are, even if not being in actual true control of what he believes he is in control of. And yes, this is why he can pivot back and forth from gay, straight, or bi: because he mistakenly believes that as long as these are his perceived choices, he is the one in control, and is so wrapped up on that belief system, he also believes that his actions and choices are relevant or align with the perceptions of those who not him (everyone), even though he does not have the power to actually control anyone or anything, including his own personal development and happiness, hampered by his overwhelming fear of letting go, and letting the chips fall where they may.
He’s probably, at this moment in time, anyhow, a horrible choice for anyone looking for an intimate relationship.
He has lots of issues to deal with before he can become the man he wishes he could be, struggling against the man he believes he should be, and being gay, bi or straight, is actually not even one of those issues.
It’s fear.
Either he overcomes it wholly, or he lives an inauthentic life, depriving himself of what he wants the most: acceptance and unconditional love.
by Anonymous | reply 125 | September 7, 2020 11:38 PM |
Perhaps sexuality is not as fixed as you thought.
by Anonymous | reply 126 | September 8, 2020 12:37 AM |
My Pool Boy made me gay.
It can happen to anyone
by Anonymous | reply 127 | September 8, 2020 1:35 AM |
"I don’t understand why , after a man being straight their whole adult life becomes gay."
Because they were never really "straight" to being with. Ever heard of such a thing as "repressed homosexuality?" For some people it takes a long time but eventually they come out as what they are: gay.
by Anonymous | reply 128 | September 8, 2020 1:39 AM |