That was a detailed and well written article, R227; better than most others I have read about his new confession. Thank you for posting it!
I’m male & a longtime DLer and you can “MARY!” me all you want to (I’m sure I deserve it), but this confession is extremely emotionally upsetting to me to read.
It is so fucking disturbing. Worse than anything that I or any “DL detective squad member” dreamed up—and we had a lot of theories about what went down since this happened. (And I say all this as someone who intensely dislikes Shan’ann and thinks she was a fucked up and manipulative (likely narcissist) who was probably Munchausen-ing the shit out of those two poor sickly little girls and mind fucking her henpecked husband on a daily basis...
I thought that we at DL had “figured out” what likely happened months ago (had pretty good, comprehensive theories about that night that made sense): he covered the girls faces while they were asleep in their beds (possibly even after sedating them) so they quickly died practically in their sleep and never knew that it was “daddy” who did it. Also thought they were killed before Shan’ann got home and so “never knew mommy was dead”.
But OH MY GOD! How wrong we all were. What a fucking nightmare! Chris Watts displayed Ted Bundy level coldness and emotionally tortured those girls before making them watch him killing each other and throwing their dead mother’s body around like trash.
He even put her body next to their feet on the floor of the truck with her head & feet covered with *trash bags* and took an hour driving them to the site they would be murdered at.
The coldness is just stunning. And it goes beyond coldness even—there’s almost like a sadistic quality to the whole thing. Like he wanted the toddlers to suffer.
Bella especially went through absolute hell. Chris even said to the investigators at one point: “Bella’s a smart girl, she knew what was going on”.
WTF?!? Why did he hate those little girls so much? He must have hated them, because he spared them no suffering and didn’t every try to shield them from their mother’s murder in any way.
And he killed Cece right next to Bella in the backseat. Why? I just don’t get the callousness towards the girls.
With Shan’ann (disclaimer: no, of course she didn’t deserve to die!) I could see there being an inexplicable level of anger there that could explode inside Chris & make him “snap”and be crazy & cold as fuck with her, but two scared little girls?
I just don’t get that at all. Their last hours were terrifying & uncomfortable & their deaths were neither quick or painless. That really upsets me.
Anyone have a guess as to why Chris was so brutal with his daughters?
It doesn’t appear that there was any history of beating or physical or sexual abuse with them & Chris (that we know of), so what the fuck happened?
How does he go from doing their hair every morning and making sure they had baths & snacks everyday (and reading them bedtime stories, etc.) to brutally cutting off their air supply & feeling nothing as they “grunt” and “move around under the Yankees blanket” struggling to breathe? It’s crazy & I just don’t understand it.
Not for one second did I think that the “big confession” Watts gave cops would be so brutal and nasty. I really didn’t. I had trouble sleeping after reading it. I know...MARY!
But it’s true. And even during the confession, he still doesn’t seem to feel bad for the two little girls. He just doesn’t. It’s very clinical and he doesn’t sound like he has real empathy for what they went through.
And I still think that he lied about some things and left details out of this confession.
I don’t trust every single thing he said & I still think he cares enough (for whatever reason) about his reputation & how people view him (close friends, family members like his mom & dad, and even Nichol K. and the public) to leave certain things out/fudge the truth about some of the incidents he described. I also think those same things motivate him to not be completely truthful about his true motives, etc.