Diddy Freak Off Escort, Shawn Dearing

Now he looks rode hard, and put away wet!

A former male escort hired to perform at Sean “Diddy” Combs’ “Freak Off” parties has broken his silence after prosecutors showed his photo during the music mogul’s federal sex trafficking and racketeering trial. In an exclusive interview with PEOPLE, he shared an emotional message for Casandra “Cassie” Ventura.

Shawn Dearing was one of more than 10 men Combs, 55, allegedly forced his ex-girlfriend to have sex with during their nearly 11-year relationship, according to prosecutors. The escorts’ identities were revealed in court testimony and evidence submitted by the government.

“She was so uplifting — the kindest and most respectful person," Dearing, 37, says of Ventura, 38. “She was genuine throughout the whole experience."

Dearing tells PEOPLE that he is only speaking out now to give "some credence" to Ventura's story and because his photo and alias were already made public during Combs' trial.

“I never wanted to open my mouth,” he says. “I don't seek attention. I don’t want to go out there and make it seem like I’m trying to get my name known off of this experience."

When discussing Ventura, he says, “You got me tearing up! I want what’s best for her, honestly, because she … she's a badass lady, man. She's awesome. So I want her respect first and foremost.”

He's a very rough 37 if in fact he's 37.

"I'm so totally inspired by the victim I raped for hire."

Any peen pics out there?

Oof, aged like milk.

He is pleasant looking not sleazy, but he was never hot

That’s 37 if he’s on meth. It’s possible.

Stop complaining. I hope I'll look like that when I'm 57.

He's still handsome, and he looks younger than his actual age.

So he's packing then, right?

R10 - he does NOT look younger than his age - he looks 10+ years older.

He's just aging like an English rose.

Some of you have poor reading comprehension skills. Diddy is 55, and Shawn the escort is 37.

^ No kidding, Rose. Look up humor and sarcasm before posting.

My pussy stinks!