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Did your parents ever threaten to destroy your toys or pets to punish you?

I had a recent argument with another gay couple who was raising two adopted sons. You see, they way suggesting one way they could keep they kids - they has two sons, Buster and Devyn - obedient was to threaten to smash up they PS4 with a hammer. So they kept this hammer in the living room as a reminder and terrorized the kids with it. I told them that this wasn't a good idea. It's abusive and it's wrong. You can't terrorize people into compliance, especially kids. I told them how my daddy was pretty brutal and coercive in that way. I grew up on a ranch in Nebraska and had a pony I was supposed to take care of. The pony was my only real possession and it was given to me on account of my daddy saying I was queer and didn't deserve a real horse. I grew up ridin this pony and developed an intense bond with him. As puberty hit, I was fascinated by the pony's huge balls and cock, and musky scent emanating from its asshole. It aroused me, and my cocklet strained in my jeans - we wans't allowed to wear no underwear on account of being queer - I began surreptitiously feeling the pony's cock while I jacked off in the barn (I had to jack off in secret - if I was caught, I would be beaten severely for bein gay). One day my daddy caught me doin it i the barn, with my hands around the pony's dick while I was sniffing his asshole. My daddy flew into a rage. His feet were faster than my eyes and the next thing I knew had a size fourteen cowboy boot attached to a 6'3" shit brickhouse of a man impact my unprotected balls.

The force was such that I lifted off the ground. I screamed in agony and I felt my left nut rupture. I could swear my balls was goin straight back into me. He screamed "Faggot! Sodomite!" He whipped out his .38 Colt Python. "You really like the pony boy, don't ya?" He said, I was rolling on the floor, screaming, grabbing my balls. He kicked me in the nuts again and I felt my sac tear. I was beggin him for mercy. He took the gun, lubed up the barrel with gun oil, and shoved it up the pony's ass. He jerked the barrel a couple of times up the pony's ass while he whinnied and nickered. Then he pulled the trigger. The sound was muffled by the pony's rectum. Next thing I know, blood comes shooting out of the pony's nostrils and mouth. My daddy blasted another lead load into the pony and pulled out the gun. A torrent of blood and shit spurted out and the pony collapsed onto the hay, wheezing and jetting blood from every orifice.

"There's you're horse, faggot!" My daddy spat. I was hard on account of the display of alpha masc brutality. My daddy used the butt of the gun to beat me senseless. I later discovered that he fucked me up the ass when I was out. That was one of the incidents that caused me to run away, though I only did so a few years later when I was 17. In short, that's not an experience no kid should have to deal with. It just ain't right.

by Anonymousreply 19December 13, 2020 12:56 AM

Come to think of it, this is the first time I shared this traumatic incident with anyone other than my husbear and my psychiatrist.

by Anonymousreply 1March 8, 2020 4:07 AM

0/10

by Anonymousreply 2March 8, 2020 4:11 AM

You should be a playwright OP, you sound fascinating.

by Anonymousreply 3March 8, 2020 4:12 AM

R3 how can you be so callous? This is extremely serious trauma.

by Anonymousreply 4March 8, 2020 4:20 AM

Are Buster and Devyn friends with Colton and Packer?

by Anonymousreply 5March 8, 2020 4:21 AM

R5 yes they attend the same school. Our youngest, Mackenzie, is still in Elementary School, but we hope he will attend the same magnet school in Portland shortly.

by Anonymousreply 6March 8, 2020 4:23 AM

Well did they?

by Anonymousreply 7March 9, 2020 12:11 PM

pc; dr

Puny cocklet; didn’t read

by Anonymousreply 8March 9, 2020 12:15 PM

You’re disturbed Op.

by Anonymousreply 9March 9, 2020 12:22 PM

OP

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by Anonymousreply 10March 9, 2020 12:22 PM

This is serious trauma, gurls...seriously.

by Anonymousreply 11March 9, 2020 12:43 PM

Rosie said we'd all get cancer because we were "hateful brats".

by Anonymousreply 12March 9, 2020 2:48 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 13April 27, 2020 4:37 PM

No but my dad would yell at me for leaving toys in his study and the living room. One day he went into rage about me leaving my crap all over the place and threw my transformers action figure across the room, breaking it.

by Anonymousreply 14April 27, 2020 4:49 PM

Thinly disguised shit brickhouse troll....

by Anonymousreply 15April 27, 2020 4:58 PM

I knew a guy who told me that when he was 8 his father brought him and his little brother and sister out to the back yard. He then took a cinder block and smashed it over their dogs head. The father was pissed at them about something and this was how he communicated his anger with him.

I can not imagine a more horrifying thing to go through. He was the sweetest guy too but of course fucked up a 1,000 times over. There is no hell horrible enough for a prick like that dad.

by Anonymousreply 16April 27, 2020 5:38 PM

Bump - we had an erectia after reading this!

by Anonymousreply 17December 12, 2020 5:34 AM

So in the late 80s I met this slim young Italian guy at a Mirth and Girth party at the gay community center on West 13th street. I wasn't really a big guy but he loved to feed me until my stomach got big and extended and then we had wild sex.

One night I said "Your Daddy used to beat you, didn't he?" He tearfully replied "Yes." And I said "He was big and hairy with an enormous beer belly and it turned you on like crazy when he hit you, didn't it?" "Yes" he replied. From then on, I kept myself fat, forced him to feed me, then knocked him around and made him suck my dick. The sex was fantastic.

Then he got AIDS and died.

by Anonymousreply 18December 12, 2020 6:41 AM

R18 I'm rock hard and leaking now.

by Anonymousreply 19December 13, 2020 12:56 AM
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