Thom Bierdz bares all in upcoming memoir

Crazy as fuck but I’d still do him until his cock turns blue.

Hasn't he already bared all? Or does he have some new strain of disease?

Maybe he shows hole in the book or displays one of his infamous loads.

Why does the article say "bears" all?

Most of it sounds like stuff we've already heard about previously.

As for his being naked, he showed everything in his youtube video last week.

Will there be a centerfold?

He's nuts, but I'd still suck that cock.

[quote]As for his being naked, he showed everything in his youtube video last week.

Link please.

He’s a sexy freako

The uncensored video. Kind of sad...

Looks like he's got an above average size cock.

But the fact that he's a Trump supporter is a big turnoff.

Is he still posting pro-Trump stuff, r11? At one point, he backed off after receiving negative feedback/comments on FB and Twitter.

All the Y&R joys are loosing their shit....except Chrissy, he don't care

Y&R BOYS not joys....typo

The Y&R boys are losing their shit?

Could you explain?

He was on Y&R back in the day when he was in the closet to the public.....I'm sure he has some gay Soap stories

Hope he mentions how voluminous his creamy loads are!

Has he had a stroke? Why does he sound mentally impaired.

And whats with the overuse of the word "naughty"?

tragic as his tattoos.

That's a thick cock.

And a nice bush.

Methinks someone has gone off the deep end!

What is wrong with his voice? He sounds like an 80 year old hillbilly.

He says he has had penis "augmentation"!

His original cock looked better at R19.

In that youtube video, he said he had a penis enlargement surgery. It looks longer and thicker, but also floppy and less pleasing to the eye. Wonder if his cock still works properly after that. Some who had that kind of surgery (like John Wayne Bobbitt) had some bad problems afterwards.

And yeah, he speaks in an odd way.

He seems to be damaged in some way. I don't think he's had a very easy life.

It was interesting the way they incorporated his real-life gay story into his return to Y&R a few years ago as a way of explaining Phillip's disappearance/"death".

But I can't get into him in the same way after he voted for Trump in 2016.

Is he retarded?

He should never have left the Y&R in the first place. It was his meal ticket and his claim to fame and he threw it away.

He played a good jock asshole on Melrose Place.

R28, did he ask to leave Y&R, or was he written out?

Thom is SO 1997.

He left on his own the first time, when he was young and pretty. The second time (the gay story) was a big yawn, so he was written off. This was also when he had plastic surgery, in a desperate move to keep his job. It didn't work.

I thought Bill Bell fired him. Bell actually said later on it was a big regret to kill him off.

Well brother killed mother, and other brother killed himself.....so it doesn’t take a doctor to glean that he has MH issues too....albeit cloaked in a fine body

Quite big pecker, augmented or not. But he sounds like someone who's had a brain injury.

He’s really sweet in real life, just socially awkward and quirky. He’s not insane like La Dickson. I wish he hadn’t had surgery on his face. He was so beautiful before he adopted the chromagnum jaw.

[quote]He’s really sweet in real life, just socially awkward and quirky. He’s not insane like La Dickson.

Why did he vote for Trump in 2016?

R33, Bell fired Bierdz because the acting and his voice were horrible; he may have regretted killing [italic] the character [/italic] off, but not regret losing the actor.

R37 because he’s a republican?

R37 & R39 I don’t think he’s a hardcore Trump supporter/Republican, more like a far-left conspiracy loon/Bernie supporter. I don’t think he voted for Trump, or if he did it was a protest vote against Hillary. I’m pretty sure he’s an independent/Green Party person.

[quote] He was so beautiful before he adopted the chromagnum jaw.

Chromagnum‽

JFC, R36. Get a grip.

R40, he did vote for Trump.

He said so a while back.

Actually, I think he voted for Jill Stein.

He really trashed Hillary.

We had a thread on it at the time:

It's so strange to me that there's now a preoccupation in our society with politics and who people voted for. I think back to when I was growing up and while we discussed issues, it never colored my opinion on who that person was. There were decent human beings who were Democrats, Republicans, and Independents, and there were assholes that were Democrats, Republicans, and Independents. It seemed like there was more nuance and less group-think, you could be a Dem with some conservative positions, or a Repub with some liberal positions, or an Independent with leanings both ways. And a lot of people who you just didn't even know what party they supported or voted for. But nowadays it's so much more "us" vs. "them", and you can't have a two minute conversation without having to categorize someone as being "for us" or "against us".

His paintings aren’t bad.

Odd though. Between this guy & Brenda Dickson that Y&R has bred the largest number of Nora Desmond glory day narcissists in daytime history.

[quote]He says he has had penis "augmentation"!

Yeah, do we actually know if we have seen is original penis before it went under the knife?

Does he support himself with his paintings? It's not like he's raking in acting residuals.

He is very very sweet. I've met him several times. The pressure to stay young and beautiful in the soap industry is tough... He got caught up in it. Very though life....but a beautiful soul

[quote]But nowadays it's so much more "us" vs. "them", and you can't have a two minute conversation without having to categorize someone as being "for us" or "against us".

It's been that way since (Ronald) Reagan started giving public blowjobs to Jerry Falwell.

[quote] I don’t think he’s a hardcore Trump supporter/Republican, more like a far-left conspiracy loon/Bernie supporter. I don’t think he voted for Trump, or if he did it was a protest vote against Hillary. I’m pretty sure he’s an independent/Green Party person.

So what it sounds like, R40, is just speculation throughout your long winded response of nothing.

R44, there's some truth to what you say about the way things are polarized today.

I think it's because the Republican Party has been so vile for so many years, particularly towards certain groups (eg. gays) that it's a non-starter for many people.

Some of us just can't be attracted to someone who is a Republican -- the difference in values & political beliefs is just too great.

Jesus Fuck, can we just talk about his big cock and huge loads?

Bierdz talks more about his memoir

Has anyone read it yet?

I am finishing it now. Its an excellent read. He is a fine person and has the right idea. I like him personally and professionally. Not a mean bone in his body. Kindness personified.

Does he cover his hot sexy nights with Esther?

No interest in his autobiography, unless he names his sex partners (the long list of people he referenced in that video), or provides good clues with explicit details.

Yes, including who sucked his thick fat cock and who swallowed his voluminous ejaculations.

Yikes, that voice sounds like that of an alcoholic or drug abuser.

He looks like a cross between Tom Cruise and Don Diamont (Brad Carlton on Young/Restless).

The cock is quite big but it looks dead. As if it hasn't gotten hard in decades.

I slept with him several times years ago I’m NYC - I was visiting for a long weekend and my friend from college knew him well, introduced us and we pretty much spent the weekend together. He was so handsome I fell for him immediately. The sex was amazing - he’s very passionate and likes to talk throughout. I was st least 10 yrs younger, blonde muscle boy. I didn’t bottom with him, regrettably I wasn’t that experienced at the time. It was Hot

Good for him. He seems like a beautiful guy who's been through nightmares with his family and the late 80s homophobic Hollywood machinery, and I give him credit for not self-destructing.

Thom Bierdz used to post here about 16 years ago. He was completely insane, and for some reason kept obsessively talking about how unattractive Louie Anderson was.

He seems...interesting.

I think he has autism, no?

[quote] Yikes, that voice sounds like that of an alcoholic or drug abuser

He actually sounds like someone who is on a lot of psychiatric medications

R62, more details, please. Where did he ejaculate? In your face or mouth, nearby? Did you taste it? did you deepthroat?

It was a great book. He's a nice person

[quote]Thom Bierdz used to post here about 16 years ago. He was completely insane, and for some reason kept obsessively talking about how unattractive Louie Anderson was.

"Robert Murrae," right?

I wonder if he watches BASKETS.

He's quite.... dangly.

He should not have had that work done on his face. Not nearly as cute as he was pre-surgery.

He is such a very nice person. Everybody that has met Thom loves his honesty.

r41 I admire and covet your interrobang.

He appears to be one of those anti-vaccination loons as well. I see a future where he barricades himself in his cabin, becomes a hoarder, and pees into glass bottles that line his window sills.

how does he get any peen living in that snow covered cabin? does he expect us to believe him when he says it's in Florida? or did I not hear him correctly?

I would have sex with him a heartbeat. No discussion necessary. No need for words at all.

To R62: how big was his ERECT cock, in inches?

I don’t know if I’ve ever seen these nudes of him before. I have to cum right now.

He's in California, R77, not Florida.

r77 if you follow his facebook, he complains there are no good gays guys in his area, he has tried apps but he is pretty far from most people.

Hung & restless

he could make a good living as an escort in West Hollywood or has he already tried that?

Here’s an interview just before his Y&R return. His paintings are very good. The interviewer is an idiot.

R83 - the interviewer is also realllllly creepy!

He's handsome and he seems sweet but it's best not to fuck with crazy.

[quote]he could make a good living as an escort in West Hollywood or has he already tried that?

He's getting on a bit in years to be an escort.

Has anyone here read Thom's new memoir. Good Gawd! Talk about oversharing.

Examples for those us who didn't, R87?

[quote] Hope he mentions how voluminous his creamy loads are!

He drowned a small town once.

I think that like soaps themselves, Thom's finest days may be behind him.

We may remember his thick cock and huge loads, but today it's probably more like Cialis overdose for a small trickle.

Let's enjoy those misty watercolor memories.........

I ask again: HOW HUNG?

He comes across as really loopy.

I read his first book and liked his voice. But in this new one, his "sex book," he comes off as really weird. So judgmental. He talks about meeting Farrah Fawcett and how he couldn't look at her face because she was "ugly." He believes that we "create our own reality" by what we think (from Seth Speaks, a book I've read and liked) and wonders why people have created these ugly faces for themselves. He doesn't realize that all this judgmental stuff makes him seem . . . ugly. He has some basic values I like, like not fucking for money when he could have, or not dating David Geffen who was interested in him. But everyone he does like is described strictly in terms of how hot they are and how he can't believe he could pull them. It gets really old. His sexual escapades include bringing his latest boyfriend to visit his schizophrenic brother (who killed their mother) and having the guy piss on him as he knelt naked on the ground just outside the facility. The guy needs serious medication but will never take it. Instead, he self-medicates with alcohol (but hates druggies and won't give them the time of day). And on and on and on.

I know a few really creative types who are bipolar and display the same types of neuroses Thom does. They get two hours sleep a night. Their manic intensity (think Tom Cruise, to whom Bierdz was once compared) is a turn-off, but medication (again like Tom Cruise) and psychiatry are evil and he looks down on those who seek that kind of help, instead trying to cure himself with nutrition and drinking his own urine The bipolar types I know won't take medication because they are afraid it will kill their creativity. Thom Bierdz creates at a manic pace so I doubt he will surrender to drugs. So he will have to continue to live with his paranoia and racing thoughts. I was grossed out by this book. He comes off creepy and unsympathetic with flashes of humor that unfortunately do nothing to redeem this confessional expose.'

[quote]I ask again: HOW HUNG?

This hung.

Thanks for posting the photo, R95.

But how come the photographer didn't take a better quality pic?

He's also naked in this video -- starts at about 4:00.

R6 it was some trick from 20 fucking years ago before cell phones, Mary.

I mean R96

Not sure I like his politics. He just posted this:

[quote]Of course Obamacare was unconstitutional. That president made me pay a fine for not being able to afford his (unneeded, misrepresented, insurance-greed) product (health insurance). (Imagine Trump making you pay a fine for not...

Does he talk about his co-stars on Y&R? That's all I really care about. He never really did anything else.

The reviews 5 STARS!

How did he get better Amazon reviews than meeeee????

i like him. he is a good piece of ass and friendly with it....still has awesome ass, knows hot 2 fuk

So, he sounds like your stereotypical superficial gay guy.

The word "batshit" was invented with him in mind...

Who's pissing on who?

That would be "who's pissing on whom," Thom.

Okay. Just finished the book and I almost regret some of my critical comments on this thread because of the way Thom ended it with his hoarder friend Mary getting better, and a couple of father/son letters filled with compassion. This is a family that has seen the kind of tragedy I can barely imagine. I came away from it with compassion for Thom, and identified with a lot of similarities. My father was a psychotherapist/writer and we didn't get along at times, but he was a good man. I'm a little older than Thom but have dated my share of actors. I know how they are. I live a solitary life in nature as well (probably because of having dated actors lol.) I even have a "Mary" in my life, not a hoarder though. Thom's father told him not to publish this book and that he wouldn't be reading it. I can see why. However, I kinda admire Thom for doing it anyway. Truthfully, I found it vulgar and narcissistic in parts but I really couldn't put it down, so there's that.

Did he really have a sexual relationship with his father? Is that discussed in the book?

Did you have to stop reading several times, r109, and masturbate? I would have.

No, R110, he never had sex with his father. I have a feeling his father knows about his fantasies though. I had to stop reading at times but not to masturbate.

which stars did he fuk?????

He sounds very off in that video. Does he say in his book who all these famous men were that he claims to have had "relationships" with?

Is he a top or a bottom? I have read his previous autobiography which was mainly about dealing with his mother's death and his brother who brutally murdered her. He seems kind of an odd person, and he forgives his brother for murdering his mother because his brother has mental issues? I'm sorry but if my mother was murdered by my brother, I could not be so forgiving and flexible as he is with his brother. He visits his brother in prison and he tells him he loves him. I think he has a sister and she won't speak to him because he is too forgiving to his brother. I think the reason why he came out with another book because he needs the money, and it is possible he might have add many outlandish things in his book for it to sell. The book sellers encourage people who write their memoirs to make it as salacious as possible for i to sell and embellish. So sorry but I don't like his art because its very strange and a bit eerie. Don't get me wrong, I am a huge art lover and studied some art history. They remind me of stuff you would see on that old show, Night Gallery. Here is what I mean,for example, his composition on various paintings he has painted shows his mother getting murdered by his brother and its bloody and he painted her brains flying out of her head. I don't understand how some can paint something like that after their mother was murdered. Also, that is not the type of art I want to see hung on my wall every day. Uh? sorry but that is not the type of art I like. I communicated with him online and he seems like a really sweet guy. I find him to be very handsome and manly. This was around 4-5 years ago I communicated with him and he was looking for someone to share his life with. Did he ever find anyone? One time I saw him with a buff guy walking with him on his property on one of his videos?

R44, I totally agree with you 100% I would say in the last 4-5 years the first thing people ask you is, what is your political position? when you are discussing something that is way off the subject of politics. I don't give a rat's ass about a person's political point of view because its his or her choice. I communicate, and associate with, liberals, conservatives, Democrats, Republicans, Independents, etc. Good Grief! This is a free thinking society not North Korea.

He had sex with Anderson Cooper

R115, so you are saying he is attracted to albinos?

He doesn't name any big names he fucked in his book. There was a guy from Baywatch (doesn't say who) and a few others, mostly C/D-list at best. If there were big stars, they remain anonymous. He talks about smiling at Ryan Seacrest, getting a smile in return, and then laying a heavy cruise on him which freaks Seacrest out, causing him to look at Thom like he's nuts and quickly walk away. He has a crush on Brian Bloom (who doesn't!) which is not returned and Ian Ziering (also not returned). He claims Andrew Stevens put the make on him when he was was waiting tables though nothing comes of that either (or so he says). He fetishizes really hairy guys (Daddy types) and has a 35-year-old crush on the construction worker from The Village People (after a one night stand) who comes back into his life at the end of the book. He has fantasies of being a hardcore verbal top to these daddy types and implies but doesn't describe any bottoming, though he claims several of his lovers were "total tops." He tries to make a living selling his paintings but also sells his used underwear on eBay. More ambitious than talented, it's hard for him to understand why Y&R didn't keep him on the second time around. He claims to have had a relationship with the florist on Y&R in the 80s but none of the stars, although he claims he's friends with a closeted actor on the show now who has won a daytime Emmy. He spends way too much time looking in mirrors, but he's an actor so it's understandable. He talks about being a cater-waiter to the famous, including a Y&R cast party which is embarrassing for him. The book is going for about seven bucks on Amazon. Also, on December 1st he self-published another book "Anonymous True Accounts: How Men REALLY Feel About Being Sexually Assaulted" which is going for three bucks.

Thom and Brian Bloom missed appearing in the same episodes of Melrose Place by only a few weeks. I'm sure he would've loved skinny dipping in the pool with him.

R89, we could've used him last month.

When he gets the part on Y&R, Thom's dick is not the only thing to swell:

"I was paid to be at a celebrity ski event in mountainous Big Bear . . . I was a horrible skier, and cost our team the win . . . a cop pulled me over and ticketed me. Thinking I had no intention of ever returning, I tore up the ticket. And when the reminder was mailed to me in Hollywood, I wrote back explaining that 'I was a there as a CELEBRITY on a PERSONAL APPEARANCE.' Instead of sending a check for the amount of my ticket, I sent a signed headshot. The next week, I received a signed Polaroid from the judge saying I still owed the ticket fee."

He dated Aussie Anthony Hamilton who once told him "If I wanted only one boyfriend, I'd pick you." But "Tony" slept with a lot of guys and Thom figured he wasn't the first to hear that line. (Hamilton died from AIDS complications.) It is only when he loses his career and begins to cater-waiter that he comes in contact with the A-List stars. But he doesn't really share anything about them.

While bragging about whom he slept with, Thom also expresses deep insecurity in his book: "I was hardly perfect--I would never even date me--I would never even find myself attractive, although I admit I photographed well from some angles. In any event, I am deeply embarrassed even today about my continual dismissal of lovers because for one reason or another they did not meet my unrealistic surface expectations. "

R119 ROTFLMAO !!

On Brian Bloom (he wishes!):

"Though I was 25 in 1987 my character was still late teens. On one New York personal appearance, I met Brian Bloom, the impossibly gorgeous actor who played Dusty on As the World Turns. He looked older than me but was in reality not yet 18. He was the best-looking male on any soap opera ever, maybe even TV. Truth is I watched his show and he was my idol. He had black hair and green eyes, pale skin -- was incredibly masculine and studly. His parents drove us from one NY venue to another and he and I sat in the back seat, exchanging playful barbs. All they knew about me was that I played a teen on a soap, they had no idea I had been a gay bartender, slept with many men including a Village Person, been seduced in Wisconsin by a bar boss and restaurant boss, assaulted by a photographer, propositioned by a bishop, romanced by a billionaire and had a Cuban shave my asshole. Apparently my adult humor and Brian's quick retorts bothered his parents because his father looked back and said, "That's enough dirty talk, boys." I wanted to touch Brian. I wanted to kiss Brian. He was the soap opera star I wanted to be. He was better looking than me, taller, more macho, hairier, and a better actor. He was perfect. I masturbated to his hairy chest in his spread a few years later in Playgirl. It was altogether not a sexual yearning I had for Brian; it was really a beautiful innocent joy and love for how perfect a man can be . . . Brian never gave me any indication that he was gay or bi or attracted to me, but when I die and carry my memories on to another dimension, he is in the category of Men I Have Loved."

Mary!!

he was a dish when young and im sure the rich johns passed him around like a joint....

his ass still hot

Linked is a Goodreads preview of one of his books.

[quote] although he claims he's friends with a closeted actor on the show now who has won a daytime Emmy.

I can't imagine WHO he must mean......

like most soap actors, he's scary and too affected.

I can't take seriously any body who calls themselves "Thom" instead of Tom.

Wait, Brian Bloom *isn’t* gay or bi?

He writes that he slept with Anthony Hamilton, who replaced Jon Erik Hexum in that series with Jennifer O'Neill after his fatal accident. Anthony died of AIDS.

Is he HIV+, or has he never stated his status?

He's never disclosed.

I think it's entirely possible that he is.

He shares everything. Why not that?

Does his "augmented" penis get hard? It looks strange, like it wouldn't.

Kind of sad.

[quote] Thom Bierdz bares all in upcoming memoir

put it away grandpa

I feel so bad for this poor, damaged man. I just want to cradle him in my arms and try to make him feel safe.

I went out with him for awhile before i knew who he was. Sexually, I can tell you that he has a VERY sensitive G spot area at the base of his scrotum that gets him really aroused and he shoots an unbelievable amount of cum. So much that I could actually hear it spurt. This book should be an interesting read.

One of he reviewers on Amazon said it is quite graphic

[quote]he shoots an unbelievable amount of cum.

Perhaps he should have gone into gay porn after Y&R.

A lengthy interview from 2002.

OMG! His penis is huge!!

He sounds like he should be in WWE!

When I went out with him he was just starting to get in touch with his Nature Spirit. He had this complex theory about nocturnal and diurnal selves and how they interacted.

his ass is a adorable

Fuck! How many people on DL went out with him??

Right, R145? I don't doubt them, but this dude must really get around.

I wonder if he mentioned any of us in his book?

anyone sukd his hole? details....do him take piss in his asshole or mouth?

So, if he was telling the truth he was HIV- back in 2002 when that interview was done. I hope he's been careful since then and is still negative.

[quote]his ass is a adorable

Photos please.

When I knew him he was "playing safe." This was about 2008. I was already very insistent on that point and was very glad that he had the same policy. Photo's don't do him justice. A very decent, plain-speaking guy, and one of the hottest fucks it had been my pleasure to wrangle.

I just wish that he would have warned me about his load. Here I am blowing this big dick and then when he cums it's like trying to swallow from a firehose. There was just so fucking much of it. It went down the wrong pipe and I started to cough and his cock went out of mouth and he shot in my eye and in my hair and the ceiling of my car. It was insane for one human to have that much cum.

He warned me, thank goodness. I had a container to hand, and he aimed, and I got enough "mayo" for two weeks worth of sandwiches. (I mixed in a teaspoon of Coleman's° dry mustard, to thin it out a bit, since it was very ropey.)

How revealing are the nude photos in his book?

There are nude photos in the new book?

If one of you bitches gets the book, let us know.

He's naked in the video that R97 posted. Naked as in nude.

Wow, that piece at R140 makes him sound either autistic or psychotic.

Well, he certainly sounds very bitter & angry at times.

And his political views don't sound so great, either.

In retrospect, he was edging toward those views when I knew him. And the rate of change increased dramatically over the months. I've wondered if our being together contributed to that. Sure hope not!

But can he still cum like that now?

Maybe he and Brendad Ickson should pool expenses. They seem to have a lot in common. They could probably co-create and star in the reality show that manages to kill the genre.

R156 OMG!

R161, Bierdz & Dickson seem to think they are major stars.

They seem to forget that they were just minor players on a soap opera.

When I dated Thom he was very down-to-earth. Maybe because I wouldn't have stood any BS and he must have realized that. I loved his cock.

Tell us more, R164.

[quote] I loved his cock.

is that you in the audio clip at R162?

Thom Bierdz seems to have had sex with half of DL.

R167 I would usually call BS on that sort of thing, but I know of three separate people in three separate parts of the country that told me about him - very similar things - before I ever arrived at the DL.

His reputation - and his monster, fire hose sized loads - precede him.

What is the link in R162, I'm afraid to click it.

R159, did he like reverse cowboy with you too?

so if he rode reverse cowboy, did he splatter the wall or the ceiling?

All the hot in the world doesn't make crazy worth it.

Valid point, R172.

The drama would be too much to deal with.

Thom had a very valid point, IIRC...

Which was....?

He’s as crazy as Brendad Ickson. Certifiable.

Yup. But in bed that "came in handy"!

How do I go about renting his butt pussy??

How much do his cum soaked undies go for on ebay?

If you have to ask...

R178 I'm pretty sure you get one free session with a purchase of his "book."

The one thing sadder than selling his underwear is that people actually buy it? I hope to God he's just using a turkey baster and some egg white because scamming saps is about the only way to salvage something out of the situation.

All one guy wanted was for me to blow a load in a condom for $200 for his “collection” while he watched. Each his own and all that. It was an easy 2 bills.

A girl's gotta eat.

R163, they were big stars within their world but soaps are a microcosm of the whole show biz world; so the people that knew them loved them like nobody else and the ones who didn't well, they didn't.

Thom was fired; they didn't renew his contract because his acting was horrible; the nasal tone; the lack of choices he'd make; being gay in the 80s didn't help, I'm sure, but if he could have acted well he'd still be there.

Brenda on the other hand could have kept her gig if she'd played along and by that I mean showed up and done her job; if half of the stories about her holding up production were true, then the show had no choice.

Yes, to build on what R185 said....

Not everyone is an Oscar winning actor on soaps, obviously, but you can get away with not having a huge range if you have a certain onscreen presence and/or embody your character well.

In other words, performers usually have to really stir shit up or cause issues to be tossed off the set and/or fired. Brenda clearly was, at a time when performers really had even more of an upper hand than they do today.

I do wonder why they didn't recast Phillip - I guess the temptation to have history repeat itself and mirror Kay/Jill/Phil Sr was strong.

What did Brenda Dickson allegedly do that was so awful? Did Jill as Alexis Carrington go to her head or does she have... um... 'health' problems that manifested at that stage? She doesn't seem... in on the joke... in terms of her current life on the red carpet but maybe it's all one big Sunset Boulevard satire. She's kind of a mystery to me.

R186, good points; Y&R had gold in Tricia Cast and seeing Kay and Jill having a common enemy was a first.

Bill Bell probably had Nina give birth knowing that Phillip IV (aka Chance) would carry on the legacy even tho losing a hunk like Phillip III was going to be a blow.

They had an out though; Phillip had an AA sponsor at the time, Tony, I think; a young hot guy; he could have been in the car with Phillip; they're both burned; and Jill and Kay and Nina and OF COURSE! Cricket all say farewell to a bandaged "Phillip"; years later, "Tony" comes out of his coma and the nurse calls him Tony (whatever his last name was) and he goes "Tony? I'm Phillip...Phillip Chancellor." and then show has a key character once more.

Writing years later that Phillip had faked his death was moronic; sure, I can see Phillip wanting to get away from battleaxes Kay,, Jill and Nina if he were gay, but to let him think he was dead was cruel; PLUS, why would Phillip leave his infant son after being abandoned himself?

It made no sense and then when Bierdz was rehired, they realized, I guess, he still couldn't act and the nasal thing was still there. So off he goes again. Years of story just thrown away.

Brendad said that Eileen Davidson was the one who held up production one day because Eileen had the runs and was in the women’s room shitting on the john while she was supposed to be taping. Classic Brendad to give us that info.

R187 She pulled a lot of shit. Came and went a few times and antagonized the producers. Then just would argue a scene to death, didn't show up for work, and so on.

Being a challenge about a particular scene or story might work for some stars every once in a while, but it was pretty much 24/7 with Brenda.

[quote]Thom was fired; they didn't renew his contract because his acting was horrible; the nasal tone; the lack of choices he'd make; being gay in the 80s didn't help, I'm sure, but if he could have acted well he'd still be there.

Terry Lester (who played Jack Abbott before Peter Bergman) was also gay, but he was one of the most popular actors on Y&R in the 1980's.

He was also a better actor than Thom.

Thom has the aids.

Almost every daytime show has had gay actors in leading man roles since soaps began. All signs point to Tony Geary being gay, for example.

But most gay actors were either convincingly heterosexual in their performances, or they had a certain evil Gothic charm that materialized on screen and played well as a villain, like Christopher Bernau and James Mitchell.

Bierdz was sort of oafishly, blandly handsome in the beginning, but he was no great shakes as an actor. He was so disconnected in his recent performances I figured he had to have been on some heavy duty medication. There was no spark there.

Brenda had farts of death .. Jeanne cooper kept a puke bag near when Brenda was in a scene with her.

One wonders if Robert Murrae lurks among us?

If you buy Thommy’s cum soaked undies on Ebay, can you get them with or without skid marks?

R190, yes, apparently Bill Bell had to fire Brenda Dickson because she was often late for work.

And Jeanne Cooper said in an interview that Dickson was having problems remembering her lines and she had to prompt her.

R197 You need to check your facts.

R198, I specifically remember reading an interview with Cooper some years ago where she talked about the problems Dickson was having.

Dickson was a witch onset. Everyone hated her.

I would've loved to have seen a crossover storyline where Thom Bierdz and Anthony Geary play a gay couple.

My mom told me about Dickson. She said she was an awful, awful actress to the point her scenes were hysterical to watch. She also said it was obvious she was on the nose candy.

Dickson was beyond terrible. Just an awful awful actress. She hasn’t worked in what, 32 years. lol

My uncle, who was a lounge singer at the Pump room in Chicago for years, slept with an actor from Y&R. I think Terry Lester but not sure. I think he is the one who confirmed Dickson like the nose candy.

Why is everyone talking about this cunt Dickson? I want to see the nude photos of Thom Bierdz.

I do too, R205, but we don't seem to have access to them yet.

Theres nude pics of Thom all over the net.

HAF.

Can you give us a hint what websites to check out, R207?

R205 R206

did you not look upthread?

Thom really does bare it all in the book. There's a photo of him in the book with weights tied to the end of his cock to stretch it and make it longer. When that didn't work, he used some lipo'd some fat from his face and put it in his cock. He's a most peculiar fellow.

I never missed a minute of Old Dogs and New Tricks!

In this episode Thom and a friend discuss objects of insertion. Go to 3:22

Thom did a series of gay sex-ed videos on YouTube?

Jeanne really did like me. Of course, she liked everybody, but she really did like me.

No R214. Thom would come down from his mountain cabin and tape this kind of gay soap, Old Dogs and New Tricks, for a company that paid him (lousy) money. No word on whether he's the old dog or the new trick. I believe the podcast is currently on the short list for a Pulitzer.

He’s a total Trumpster, and mocks those who hate Trump.

All of which makes him ugly.

I think he said he voted for Jill Stein.

But I agree that his politics are weird.

R162 is that from his podcast?

Horrible ink.

I seem to recall the thing on his chest isn't a tattoo, but some type of thing where they carve you and pour ink into it or some stupid shit. I remember him posting pics. It seemed like a crazy (as in insane) thing someone would do.

R191, oh, no comparison; Lester WAS Jack; fab actor; it was HIS role. He wasn't good as Mason and Royce was too tortured.

It might have been tougher on Bierdz being gay b/c he was younger and maybe more of a sex symbol.

Terry's Jack was hot; people wanted to see him be a bad boy; they weren't necessarily wanting to see him settled down and happy with a love interest on air.

Have any of the guys here who dated Thom Bierdz ever given him a rim job or tasted his hole?

Dear God In Heaven!

Thom just announced that he's having a $100 Inventory Clearance Sale for 35 of his older paintings.

I’d rather have his cum stained undies.

I just read the memoir and would like to present my book report on it.

Firstly, i have to confess i only read about 4/5th of it and am quite doubtful i'll finish the last part. I wanted to like him but his behavior in the present day after he 'supposedly' learned from the mistakes of his youth is still pretty self-serving and off-putting to me.

He was born in 1962 in Wisconsin and i was born in that same year also in the Midwest so some of his life experiences align with my own. Those were heady times to experience being a sexually desired young gay male in the late 70s-early 80s right before the arrival of AIDS. He even mentions patronizing the Revolver and the Mother Lode in West Hollywood in the earlier part of the 80s and discusses tricks he picked up or who picked him up at these places. I also had fun times at these same bars around that same period while on breaks from college so i remember what the atmosphere and energy was really like.

At the start of the book, he freely admits he's an oversharer and promised he wouldn't hold back on recounting the most intimate details about his sex life over the years. I believe he was true to his word. From recounting how he let a stranger shave his asshole to his fantasizing once while masturbating about having intercourse with his own mother after her murder he's not afraid to put it all out there. I admire that unashamed candidness on his part.

What i didn't admire so much about him are his beliefs in some questionable (to me) new age spirituality mumbo jumbo stuff. He settled in Los Angeles which I know for a time was ground zero for gays soaking up Marianne Williamson's 'A course in miracles'. (Yes he was part of that.) I live in NYC so maybe I was spared some of this dogma. Unfortunately, it doesn't seem like he's disavowed any of it as he has grown older either. Just one example, he's 100 percent convinced he had a premonition while sleeping overnight leading to the morning of 9/11 that the attack on the World Trade Center was about to happen.

He appears to be very obsessed with evaluating how good looking others are in comparison to himself. This comes up whenever he's describing the physical traits of his potential sex partners, when he mentions fellow cast members from the Young And The Restless, etc. etc.. Maybe it's just an actor thing but it makes him seem quite shallow.

Lastly, he really comes across as a user, a 'what can u do for me' personality type. Not a reformed user either but a user up to the present day. A few things he discusses help to illustrate this point. He unashamedly admits to having 10,000 facebook friends and said that's only because he accepts pretty much anybody that wants to friend him in hopes of being able to sell them some of his artwork. He initiated an on-line flirtation thing with Andy Cohen (who's probably the biggest user out there) and had told him he'd meet up with him when he came to NY, but then ditched that plan after he connected with another guy for a sex tryst while he was there.

In conclusion, i can't recommend that you spend your hard earn money on this book. If you still want to read it, i recommend you befriend somebody that did shell out for it and borrow their copy. (You can even have mine if you want) This was a cautionary tale to me that ambitious attractive 'i want to be a famous actor' types never truly reform themselves even as they age and they become less attractive and their career possibilities have gone south. Quite sad really.

[quote]his fantasizing once while masturbating about having intercourse with his own mother after her murder

That one certainly sounds a little strange . . .

Koo koo.

How are the nude photos in the book?

I'll second the question by R230 -- let's get to the all important nude photos!

Thank you, R227, for your review. He doesn’t sound like the guy I admired so much on Y and R.

i want to know if A) him and dickson ever got it on with (back in the day because it was "the style") speedo clad don diamont! (lol) B) if he ever had the hots for jerry "cash"cashman, played perfectly by the late great john gibson, the male stripper/strip club owner/ gigolo boy toy for katherine chancellor (or was this BEFORE his time on the Y & R) and C) if he visited gay bars in the early to mid 80's if he ever saw one tammy cruise at any of them?.. oh yeah, besides hunky incarnate antony hamilton, any other famous lays?..

R227, thank you for the book report. Which Y&R actors did Thom Bierdz compare himself with? What did he say about each of the actors? The Andy Cohen story is interesting! Kind of random for AC!

R233, Don Diamont seems to be straight.

He's been married to 2 women and fathered about 6 kids.

But it's possible he slept with a few guys in Hollywood to help his career -- he was very pretty back in the 1980's:

Page 271 Andy Cohen

I flirted on-line with Bravo's Andy Cohen, who was aware of my soap opera role. Loving medium height hairy guys, he was my sexual type, and i asked if i could take him to dinner when I came to New York. He agreed and had joked back flirtatiously on FB on occasion.

I was scheduled to be flown to Long Island to be honored at another gay political event for my reappearance on CBS with my newly gay character.

I cancelled on Andy Cohen because another internet romance was further along-with Zach , 40. 5'11', dark blond hair clean cut. Such a nice guy who reminded me of Midwestern boys. He didn't live in New York but worked for a Mercedes company in New Jersey and had a quaint cabin on a tiny lake off the woodsy suburbs.

Here's an example of his nutty 'new agey' (change the world through postive affirmations) beliefs from a video he posted onto his youtube channel just last week.

Who’s crazier? Thom or Brendad?

[quote]his fantasizing once while masturbating about having intercourse with his own mother after her murder

He also writes about wanting to have sex with his father.

He is an ardent Trump supporter and borderline racist. He referred to Rashida Tlaib as that Muslim democrat. When someone asked why he pointed out she was Muslim, he blocked them. Got into facebook argument with Alan Carter (writer for EW I think?/) and blocked him because Carter made valid points and Thom didn't like them. He lives in Lake Arrowhead area. There are plenty of gay men he could hook up with he just likes to play the victim so his facebook fans will send him nudes. He was brought on Y&R because Lauralee Bell thought he was hot. His acting was wooden so it made Cricket look like Meryl Streep. Then, unfortunately, they hired Trica Cast. She had the acting chops to go toe to toe with Jeanne Cooper and Brenda Dickson (then Jess Walton). She made Thom look even more wooden.

R240 I used to be facebook friends with Thom but the Trump thing really turned me off and he just couldn't discuss politics. The more I hear about him the less I like him, and just from reading the last few posts here he sounds completely pathetic. I don't even want to read his book now.

R240, Tricia was great! I used to watch Y&R in the 80s (my work schedule allowed me to catch it 2-3 times a week, then later, when I worked more normal hours and had a VCR, I recorded it every day and watched it that night). She was an awesome actress who I think won some daytime Emmys?

OFF TOPIC, but how i wish and pray and wish and pray more that i could find old Y & R episodes with john gibson (jerry 'cash" cashman) anywhere! nothing anywhere online it seems? major bummer! i vaguely remember a episode where shirtless and in spray painted on red spandex pants he strutted around and later strip at his strip club (when nikki wasn't stripping of course!)

and i've always kicked myself that i had to go to school on the episode where old horny katherine chancellor in her mansion on the 2nd floor looked down and saw him in a itsy bitsy teenie weenie blue bikini strutting around and then laying out by her pool as she looked down and spied on him with utter trembling all over lust! before she paid him to be her male lover and before he falls in real life with her (only in soap opera land! lol!).. i remember this storyline scene reading it at the time but never got to see that particular episode! major disappointment!

[quote]He is an ardent Trump supporter and borderline racist.

I thought he said he voted for Jill Stein?

But yeah, some of his politics are bizarre.

He supports Trump and all of his policies. Makes excuses for him and is critical of Obama to a fault.

Page 196 MY PSYCHIC PREMONITION-SEPTEMBER 2001

With my eyes closed, the only thing in front of me was darkness; emptiness; still and distant. Then slowly an image emerged, and it was like I had an aerial view looking down on a curved tunnel, and i could "feel" from the bottom of this long of this long, long tunnel an intense "hurting." What did it mean? Nothing like this had ever happened before. ...

Suddenly, from the corner of my closed eyes, a couple smears of light flew into the tunnel! Then a few more light smears dove in at top speed, projecting so much love and concern that it gave me goosebumps. My emphatic aching was overridden by a feeling of exhilaration. I had no idea where these lights were coming from. I simply saw these little beings dash from both sides of my face, and downward toward the hurt. But the hurt at the tunnel bottom suddenly increased, and as it did, more dizzying flying smears of light flew in, along with their "love."

In another minute there were dozens and then hundreds of these lighted entities blurring past my eyes. The love they carried was pure and intense and relaxed my whole body. But the guttural pain in the tunnel still existed: I felt that in my stomach.

...I threw open my eyes and I blurted, frightened, "Armageddon!" I was not religious, but that idea shot out of me.

I looked over at Doug who was sound asleep. I lay awake for hours, petting our sleeping Chihuahua, perplexed. ...

In the morning, Doug woke me to tell me to come downstairs to the living room and see the TV. A plane had crashed into the World Trade Center....

I was shown the night prior that these thousands of people who were dying were going to be met immediately by thousands of individual light smears (spirit guides?)!

He sounds like an asshole.

Thom's stellar acting abilities on display in this political farce clip. He plays four characters including a West Hollywood flaming gay stereotype.

He’s a nutjob.

Thom is batshit crazy and R248's video just gives us a whole basket of receipts.

Good grief. He's gone round the bend.

Round the bend, down the mountain and into the deep end.

Does he wear a toupee? His hair looks very toupee-like in the video at R248 . Look at the back and sides.

no he cuts it himself and it looks like he does it with a weed whacker.

The video is downright embarrassing. He can't possibly think he's funny. He seems detached from reality.

He’s still selling his sperm stained undies for anyone who is interested.

[quote] He seems detached from reality.

That detachment happened a long, long, LOOOONNNNGGG time ago.

Big loads or not, this bitch is cray cray.

Page 73 CUBAN SHAVES MY ASS

One night when Bruce and I were in The Revolver I was mesmerized by a chiseled Cuban and after gulping two drinks for courage, cornered him and bought him a Corona. Big bushy eyebrows that met in the middle (my favorite kind) , huge brown eyes, military build. Very masculine, and a couple of inches taller than me. When he and I were naked on his West Hollywood bed, he told me his fetish was shaving assholes and he wanted to shave mine. Not one to avoid dangerous predicaments with strangers, I said, "Go for it."

On my hands and knees, I looked over my back to see him grab a razor and graze me with it. The shaving didn't hurt but I hardly knew him enough to trust him to that extent. Afterwards, we 69ed. He was so handsome, definitely my physical type, but he was gruff to the point of being rude. I never called him after that because he didn't seem like a nice respectful guy-but it could have been the language barrier. I regret not calling him again because I really liked him otherwise and found him so sexy, and i suppose I could have been patient on a few dates to discover who he really was.

I dated that cuban

Thom Bierdz uncensored

That gif is several years old. He’s full of tattoos now.

The chest tattoo looked to be blurred out.

Does Thom swallow cum?

Well, okay, if a huge load gushed out of that it might excite me a little.

page 166 -KINKY SEX

Lumber stores always got me horny. At Anawalt Lumber on Highland Avenue in Hollywood, the handsome 25 year-old Asian in Plumbing supplies definitely seemed interested in me. Uncharacteristically, I followed him to the bathroom. Once inside, he dropped to his knees and started to blow me. When I started to reciprocate, the smell of his balls turned me off. Slight fecal matter. Not a turn on for me.

R265 You're kidding, right?

page 290 LIVING WITH CRAZY

Knowing that my ideal sexually fantasy was short, hairy, Middle-Eastern men, he [ Thom's psycho roommate Biff] arranged a sex date for me via an on online hook-up site. Thar, a beautiful Arab, maybe 30, met me in the lobby of the Sheraton Hotel by Universal City. Wow! Was he stunning in real life! Like a Disney Arab! Both of us being shy, I gave him a tour of the Universal City restaurants, bought him lunch, and we small talked about nothing exciting nor memorable. Once back in his hotel room, I stripped him, laid him on the bed on his back and slapped his tight Arab ass with my Hollywood cock and balls. He remarked what a great surprise my sexual dominance was, and I continue to call him my property and position him in various ways for half an hour until he exploded in orgasm.

I can only imagine what all these elderly housefraus who adored him on Y&R must think when reading his book.

R268, Thom still knows how to keep his loyal frau fans thinking they have a chance with him so he can continue to sell them his artwork. (From his twitter feed)

@ThomBierdz Jan 15

Ladies, pack your bags and come live with me.

New Study: Women Live Longer When They Live in Nature

Is he poz?

I think it's kinda funny and true and long.

i was one of his first few friends on FB and now I am not. I wonder if I went on a Trump rant and he unfriended. He even messaged me a couple times about something. Maybe he thought I was a hookup. idk and don't really care.

Not sure if it's mental illness talking or whether she's just a bottomless pit whore, but either way....hoo boy.

[quote]my Hollywood cock and balls.

LOL

His book sounds like a hoot to read, regardless of what you think of him.

It's 7 bucks on Kindle.

I'm almost tempted.

I wonder if it's something my local library would carry?

He really does have an inflated opinion of himself.

Eg. the way he refers to "my Hollywood cock and balls."

He was never a Hollywood star -- he was Daytime soap actor.

In his book, he is completely obsessed with the looks of everyone and critical of those who don't measure up. But it is he himself who suffers most for his obsession with appearance. To this day he indulges in plastic surgery, the money for which he doesn't elaborate on but it must be sizable and it seems nothing on his body is spared. I read through the book being grossed out by his surface critiques (not to mention some of the things he was into sexually), but at times when he was reflective I felt an ironic compassion for his unbridled narcissism. It doesn't redeem him completely but I would say it was worth the seven bucks.

Page 27 FIRST MAN SEX: ME AT 17, 1979

John, Gusteau's [Restaurant where Thom worked] rib cook...the balding man in his late 20s with a Village People-like handlebar mustache whispered to me that he was gay, so I nervously invited him over to Dad's apartment as soon as I knew Dad was not going to be there.

John orally pleasured my teenmeat to Anne Murray's "You Needed Me" and then asked me to 69 to Rex Smith's "You Take My Breath Away" and we came that way then he abruptly took off.

[quote] In his book, he is completely obsessed with the looks of everyone and critical of those who don't measure up.

That's funny because his legs look like toothpicks in the video at R260. If I were to be critical of anything it's a guy with spindly legs like a 90-year old grandmother and no ass.

[quote] orally pleasured my teenmeat

Oh, for fuck's sake. How Nifty of him.

I'd say someone who learned to read from Penthouse Letters or gay versions like Beau magazine. I can't remember the other ones around, but there were a few. FirstHand, maybe?

[quote]John orally pleasured my teenmeat to Anne Murray's "You Needed Me" and then asked me to 69 to Rex Smith's "You Take My Breath Away" and we came that way then he abruptly took off.

He sounds like a gay Patrick Bateman.

Page 277 SEX TOYS

Over the years my favorite way to masturbate was by fucking a lubed Fleshlight pussy between pillows for 30 minutes as the TV play porn. I did this so often that I actually ground my butt bone into my lower back bone by incessantly pulling in and out like a circus acrobat.

Shopping at the adult bookstore, I bought a pussy toy that actually vibrated on batteries. This was an embarrassing find at the airport security check when I took it with me to Wisconsin on another visit to see Troy [Thom's younger brother who's incarcerated for killing their mother]. Even more embarrassing was that as I stood in the casino hotel line to book a room, inching my carry-on bag up the line, the toy switch clicked on and buzzed. The dropping of the bag must have turned on the vibrating pussy. People started looking around to see where the noise was coming from, but too embarrassed, I pretended it was not coming from my bag. Fourteen minutes and eleven seconds later, with a face flushed as red as slot machine 7's, I checked in and was assigned a room.

To teach the pussy a lesson, I fucked it real hard.

I can't.

I just can't.

You win, Thom. You're even crazier than Brenda Dickson!

Found posted on Thom's twitter feed from earlier today-

AN ITALIAN MESSAGED ME: "I'm reading your fabulous and very entertaining book.I'm totally into it 😍I think your way of writing and telling your own story is so truthfully and fascinating... Because you not hide the person behind the actor or the...

He needs mental help. Now.

Thom's episode of Evil Lives Here is on ID right now.

Page 17 1974 PLAYGIRL CENTERFOLDS

Kitty, one of mom's loose divorcee friends usually in halter tops with frizzy blond hair and large hoop earrings, bought Mom one issue of Playgirl magazine, and for some reason Mom told us about it, laughing at the absurdity. As time went on, whether Mom was outside weeding the yard, making a rhubarb pie or at a Parents Without Partners meeting, I secretly tiptoed to that drawer and pulled out that Holy Grail. Using her floral-scented skin lotion I waxed my dolphin to the most beautiful thing in the universe: hairy grown men with bushy pubic hair surrounding their beast penises like wide frames around art. I would trade my car for that issue just to see again the gorgeous blond man who cleft chin and mustache, fishing naked, or the hairy dude on his motorcycle with dark hair, sideburns and huge black pubes that seemed to stretch from his thighs to his neck. I was in love with all the 1974 Playgirl models, and since I believed anything was possible and was optimistic to have the love of a dream man, I went to sleep fantasizing about us as lovers, and to this day, nothing turns me on more than that Paul Michael Glaser 1970's look.

Waxed my dolphin!!!

He has a weird writing style, that's for sure.

I agree with him though about the nice pubic bushes men had in older photos.

I hate the guys today that shave everything.

I bet he jerked off a lot to Roger, that mustachioed porn star of the 1970s who died from AIDS.

Not every activity looks great when done naked. He reminds me of the Seinfeld episode where Jerry's girlfriend was squatting down, opening up a pickle jar.

Naked, I mean (Jerry Seinfeld's girlfriend opening up pickle jar).

Page 43 MILWAUKEE

Mr. Gay Wisconsin, I never wanted anything more in my life than to hold that title. But no way was I even a Mr.; I was just a chicken. My high school days were painfully closeted, so I had come a long way, but I was not bigger or muscular enough to be Mr. Gay Wisconsin.

However one of my nerdy customers took the title of Mr Gay Wisconsin the next year ! Terry P. totally transformed himself, replacing his glasses with contacts and pumping massive iron to transform his body into a super hero. When The hunky Terry, now Mr. Gay Wisconsin [1982-83], was being celebrated by everyone who knew him and sat on Gary's [Bartender in gay club like Thom was and also his boyfriend at the time] lap, I slammed down the jar of Olives from behind the bar and marched over, yelling, "Get.The.Fuck.Off.Of.Gary!"

I yanked Terry off Gary, and everyone looked stunned at my temper, since Gary was only goofing; he and Gary were just friends.

My jealousy was dangerous then. I was secretly pissed and humiliated that I could not attain the dream of being Mr. Gay Wisconsin, but my insecurity held an even greater goal. Soon when I'd saved $5,000 of tips and was 21, I would go to Hollywood and become a movie-star. Then Terry and all my customers would see what a star I was.

[quote] I was secretly pissed and humiliated that I could not attain the dream of being Mr. Gay Wisconsin

Big dreams die hard.

Proof that Thom is still super competitive up to the present day, he just posted this on Twitter-

HELP ME OUT and write a positive review? Amazon promotes books with 50 reviews

never heard of him but he looks completely different older. i wouldn't know it was the same guy. that dick looks gross. just big and hanging there like a dead snake. he seems really creepy and VERY weird.

Thom was stunning in his 20s.

Now he’s just stunned.

He’s shocking

He’s gross and poz. And a whacko. Koo koo.

Thom is in full coo coo mode again. He's got a new tweet up where he's looking for people who've had communications with spirits (aka extra-terrestrials) to tell him about it so he can include it in his newest book.

Ghost Cocks I Have Know.

Oops, known.

We were Facebook friends until he started carrying on about “fake news.”

Is Thom finally becoming more self-aware about some of his negative traits? (Probably not)

New Facebook post from him-

OMG I APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE EVER IN MY LIFE. oH HOW high-maintenance and needy and neurotic and miserable and self-centered on fame I used to be... (Hope it's "used to" but who am I to judge?)...In final edits of my new spiritual books, I read my decades-old PSYCHIC JOURNAL. True I have had many impressive spiritual happenings, but this journal was incoherent scribbling of boring dreams, minimally-eventful seances, occasionally epiphanies but just as often pining and complaining about bad auditions and not being famous enough. Oh and I did feel so sorry for myself and hated myself and the way I looked. COMICALLY (and quite relate-ably) miserable victim. I had pages screaming, WHY ME, GOD??? WHY ME???

lol and I would NEVER think that today (I create my life by law of attraction - taking full accountability, not begging God to explain)...SPECIAL APOLOGIES TO ALL MY EXES. I am not the same man. I really am happy and in paradise every day in the mountains - 7 years now - and was shocked to read my mood swings and immature ramblings. AND IF YOU THINK THAT SOUNDS LIKE ME TODAY ON FB LOL I swear I am different. Sure I sell products on FB to pay rent (but it's enterprising, not needy), and I vent at corrupt politics, but I no longer seek approval or am insecure (to that extent). Enlightening to see myself 20 years ago... and by the time you read this it will be burning in my fireplace - so embarrassing for anyone to read. LOL (I copied the pertinent psychic happenings and those will be in my new books...) NO ONE HAS THIS MUCH ME-TIME TO SELF-ANALYZE ...LOL. [AND i LOVE IT ACTUALLY] what is Earth for?

[quote]OMG I APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE EVER IN MY LIFE. oH HOW high-maintenance and needy and neurotic and miserable and self-centered on fame I used to be...

Has he been reading this thread?

One of the nicest guys I ever hung out with and surprisnigly non-'actory". Very kind, asked lots of questions, easy to like. And I love the book too -- on its own terms.

I always loved his chalky voice.

Koo koo. Certifiable. #beware

I think we all saw this endorsement coming.

@ThomBierdz, 9 minutes ago

Marianne 2020 Official Announcement

IN MY OPINION - what I have been waiting for - one of the most enlightened souls to run for president. I think she's the ONLY Democrat with a chance in 2020.

Whatever his damage, he seems authentically living in the moment. Fair play, Thom!

Marianne Williamson is still around? And Thom supports her. I thought he was a Trumpette. Maybe he knows she hasn't got a chance in Hell.

Bierdz criticized Hillary a lot, but I think he voted for Jill Stein, not Trump.

Marianne Williamson still counting the money she made off poor AIDS sufferers back in the day? Just what I want for President. What. A. Cunt.

Is that The Secret Marianne Williamson??

No, I don't think The Secret was hers. She had her own con job though, A Course of Miracles. Just as bad or even worse since she tapped into the AIDS epidemic/crisis and made a lot of money there raising false hopes.

That cheeky Thom

He posted this-

Always remember:

I am not your friend.

I am a celebrity.

And then the blowback came.

3 THINGS ABOUT THIS. 1] It got sooo many likes and comments! LOL 2] The people who unfriended me believed I was in fact a celebrity. 3] What does it matter what I or anyone else types, right? My point is YOU create your world and truths by YOUR beliefs, not anyone else's - not mine. :) That is why I did not ever comment "I was joking." I wanted to leave it up to each of you to decide if it was serious or funny. Most of you still do not understand your power - and how accountable you are in creating your reality / truths / world. How you INTERPRET events plays a big part in your REALITY. :)

[quote]Marianne Williamson still counting the money she made off poor AIDS sufferers back in the day? Just what I want for President. What. A. Cunt.

This is a case in point. Thom parrots "Sethspeak" which is basically a bunch of books and a couple hundred boxes, archived at Yale, which contain transcripts of a science fiction writer named Jane Roberts channeling an "entity" by the name of Seth. You "create your own reality" is the mantra, yet so many of them seem so much worse for the wear. I knew a guy who ran a Seth Seminar at Yale. The last I heard he was living out of his car. Thom Bierdz is a good example. The Seth Material is considered the cornerstone of the new age movement and is respected, no matter the source. Marianne Williamson and Louise Hay misused the concepts by urging those with AIDS to try to understand basically, why the people they were charging money had decided to give themselves the disease. Fuck that! What a load of crap!

The Indiana badge pretty much proved it was LaToya though I don't get the police connection.

sorry, big time wrong thread

Late adulthood adolescence: How many 56 year olds that you know would write this?

Thom Bierdz II shared a video.

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

He has mental issues. Clearly.

Thom's new book apparently ends with several full frontal naked pics of him. Is anyone tech-savvy enough to download the pics and post them here?

[quote]Thom Bierdz used to post here about 16 years ago. He was completely insane, and for some reason kept obsessively talking about how unattractive Louie Anderson was.

Oh I'm sure he still checks this place out from time to time. The thing with Louie Anderson doesn't surprise me. Judgy Judy. Reading the latest book I don't think he's changed all that much.

Just about everyday Thom announces a 50 percent off sale for having your portrait painted by him. However, the longer he keeps doing this, it seems less like a genuine sale and more like just a marketing gimmick.

Thom Bierdz II

Happy to paint you. :) Lowest price of the year - 50% OFF.

Thom's latest tweet is a bit ghoulish imho

I am no longer an organ donor because they never remove organs from a dead body and use them - they only get organs from alive bodies. I say keep me alive. I need these organs, thanks tho.

The best pic in Tom's book. I know he's sporting a cheesy moustache and all but there's an innocence in this pic which I find very appealing. This was taken in the early 80s when he was still living in Wisconsin. I believe that's his first major boyfriend with him.

God, he was majorly hot as a kid. No wonder he got laid so much (and apparently kept a log).

His brother isn't the only one who should be locked up.

"You have my love. You have my respect. Some of you have my underwear."

Um, okay....

Don't buy the bullshit that he's an "Independent" (bec the DNC stole the nomination from Bernie!). If he weren't afraid of ailenating the few fans he has left, he would be total MAGA scum. He was just promoting Sean Hannity's interview with Lara Logan on Twitter.

Thom's got a new song out. It's a ballad he co-wrote that he says is climbing the charts in Canada: "Gentle Road Back Home"

What's going on with his voice? He didn't always sound like a radio DJ who's had a stroke.

Quite big pecker.

He's hot, but he's gone from frat-boy hot to redneck hot.

I am no fan of Marianne’s but the people who think she got rich from people with aids are idiots. Those people with aids paid NOTHING to go see her - zilch. All she or Louise ever had were “suggested donations” which almost no one paid, and the cost of ONE book which amounted to 8 or 10 dollars maybe. When they got rich it was from selling millions of books all of which each individual paid less than 10 dollars for while receiving whatever they got from it. Basically about the cost of three Starbucks cups of coffee today. They were not financially ripping anyone off.

Thom is getting so whacko I'm starting to prefer his brother who's in jail for killing their mother to him.

For a mere $50, he’ll send you his cum stained underwear. A bargain.

I am no fan of Marianne’s but the people who think she got rich from people with aids are idiots. Those people with aids paid NOTHING to go see her - zilch. All she or Louise ever had were “suggested donations” which almost no one paid, and the cost of ONE book which amounted to 8 or 10 dollars maybe. When they got rich it was from selling millions of books all of which each individual paid less than 10 dollars for while receiving whatever they got from it. Basically about the cost of three Starbucks cups of coffee today. They were not financially ripping anyone off.

ONE PENNY made off giving someone with AIDS false hope is too much.

Thom rocking the gay clone look nicely back in Milwaukee (81-83)

Has been actor acting like he's still hot shit peddling his two bit paintings to elderly fraus that used to watch him on tv back when Ronald Reagan was president.

I hooked up with him in the 90s. We traded head. He was about to cum and told me "I cum a lot" he wasn't kidding. Mouthful and then some. t

R343, haven't several other posters above told the same story?

I know I told it a few times on here but yeah I would not doubt it. He was a whore.

R335, is that naked photo from his new book?

I feel bad for him. He’s totally fucked in the head. I hate his artwork, too, unfortunately.

R302 I hope you have acknowledged your complicity in the collective Weltanschauung that has brought about his current Angst.

R339 is it accompanied by a certificate of authenticity?

Big news!! My friend recently contacted Thom and asked if he's still selling his used underwear to his fans. He said yes. He's charging $60 for each pair. Anybody here interested?

I'm R350, I posted before reading the post from R339. The quote Thom gave my friend happened yesterday so maybe his prices have recently increased.

Supply & demand?

Well at least DL is good for something even if it is hawking crusty underwear from an 80s soap hunk.

Sorry but hot doesn't cancel out crazy.

And he's not even that hot anymore, R354.

Please, Thom, put it all back on...

Is his big dick natural, or has he had surgical enhancements?

His dick looks dead. He said in his book that he had fat injected into it to make it bigger/girthy.

Come to DL and learn something! You can have fat injected into your cock to make it girthier? Is that something new?

R359, I think the procedure has been around for a couple of decades.

I think I remember seeing other men, pornstars, plastic surgeons, etc. talking about it in the past.

Thom has recently changed his Facebook profile picture to a new one. It's obvious he is using photoshop; he seems to love the lighting feature.

Does he cut his own hair?

Thom had first dates with three different men yesterday. He said they were all 'great guys' but he doesn't see any of them as having any relationship potential.

Slut!

Crazy slut!

Real life Dina!

Plus, how can you always be 100% sure after a brief first meeting whether someone is relationship potential or not? It's like Thom is holding out for some juvenile love at first sight moment to find his perfect mate. Thom made sure to note that at least one of the guys he met was so impressed after meeting him that he was ready to relocate to his remote area just to start up a romance with him.

Thom has a very high opinion of his own desirability even though he is now in his late 50s. He 'd have to to think there's a pool of gay guys today that still find him so hot that they'd willing to shell out money for his jizz stain briefs.

I bet when Thom reaches 80, he'll still be going on these quick first dates and quickly deciding none of the guys he meets measures up to his expectations. You know because once upon a time he was a heartthrob on daytime tv and so he can continue to be picky and hold out for the best.

He's a much nicer guy than most of you give him credit for being. Trust me.

He's a hot, rapid cooling, mess.

Thom has now tweeted that he is turned on by FTM trans guys with a vagina and says he would definitely date one.

I fucked a guy last Friday who has Thom B's phone number in his contacts list. It was absolutely terrible sex and I won't repeat it.

Checking in on Thom's twitter account and seeing what hes up too-

He 'humble brags' by mentioning his lower middle class upbringing while managing to once again bring up that he played posh Phillip Chancellor III on TV.

He's still running (his forever) 50 percent portrait deal by claiming now it'll only be lasting 3 more days.

And he conducts a poll about whether or not your mother farted in front of you. (FYI-His never did)

He is looks obsessed. He will fuck any random but he thinks for there to be potential they need to look like NIck Jonas. He is convinced he would be a huge star had he just gave up his body to the billionaires. He apparently has never seen his own sizzle reel. He has more in common with a 2x4 than Lawrence Oliver.

He inherited Donnelly Rhodes' looks and Brenda Dickson's eccentricities.