It was a nightmare that I had in 1998. I've never forgotten it. At the time, I was 19 and closeted but was meeting guys anonymously in really risky situations. During that time, I had a very bad dream than can leave me shaking to this day. DL is the first and only place I'll tell this one.
In this nightmare, I was with two friends and we were on a road trip. The time period seemed to be earlier, maybe the early 80s? We were somewhere rural and remote and stopped at a gift shop. As things began, it seemed normal. There were other tourists there shopping, it was broad daylight, and seemed public and safe. The clerk was a tall but overweight man with dark hair and a beard. He sort of looked like Stephen King. My friends browsed on their own and I noticed I'd caught the attention of the clerk, who was obviously cruising me.
Somehow, this went on awhile, cat and mouse. It seemed like it got later, though, and I noticed the other tourists leaving. The clerk, probably 40-ish, kept flirting with me (I was 19, male, blond, slender) and somehow, he offered to close the store and smoke me out in the shop's back room. My friends didn't want to smoke or hang out, so they stayed out in the shop. He did, however, close the gift shop.
Once in back, he pulled out a photo album to show me his photographs. It was a weird album: all guys my age, same build and hair color, etc. All clothed for a few Polaroids (they were all Polaroids) in, I would say vaguely 1970s/80s fashions. Then they'd be naked and they were all pretty hot pictures. He offered to photograph me and somehow I agreed (I had lousy boundaries at 19). He went upstairs for his camera and a few other things.
I heard him lock the door to the shop, sealing me off from his friends but I figured he wanted privacy. That's when I looked at the album again: all the Polaroids were in little pouch type things and they had a second Polaroid behind each of the displayed photos. I started pulling the hidden Polaroids out to look at them.
That's where the dream hit horror. Those second Polaroids, hidden behind the first, were something I'll never forget. They were of the same young men except, if they had been posing in a field or barn or forest, they were now in the same location.... only savagely brutally murdered. It was like the man picked them up, photographed them, and then dispatched them as part of the ritual and kept the photos.
And I was about to be next. I looked like every single one of his victims.
Luckily, when he came back, I stayed cool and the minute he was distracted, I kicked him in the groin and started screaming for my friends, locked out in the shop. They got the door down and a bigger friend attacked the guy, who gained the upper hand, pinning my friend to the floor.
I smashed a lamp over the attacker's head, knocking him out. My friends and I fled the shop, only to encounter outside a frail old woman with a handgun who ordered us back towards the shop, where the attacker was emerging with a bleeding head wound and a glare at us. Somehow, we got the gun away from the old woman, punched her out, and shot the gift shop owner pervert and drove the hell out of there.
On the main highway, near town, we passed about twenty cars headed out towards the gift shop. Then I woke up. Let me tell you, I went to therapy and got my life in order. I came out of the closet and changed some behaviors and I'm still alive because of it.
The horrible realistic and period detail really frightened me. I never had such awful dreams but it did come at a time where I was hooking up with shady older guys. That dream was a warning, if only from my subconscious.