Rawtop now a gift giver spreading toxic seed

Does this stuff actually turn bugchasers on? Lots of millennial bugchasers at my gym.

How do you know about millennial bug chasers at your gym? Does your grindr light up there with supposed chasers 40 feet away?

I'm more interested in OP and what kind of fucked up personality gets off on researching these web trolls.

Ugh.

Disgusting. Now someone call me sex negative. I dare you.

R3 we all know a Rawtop, he's the ugly unwanted sex troll at parties and saunas who jacks his limp eldergay cock hoping to get twink twat.

This is why they hate us.

R2 they see I'm cut because of the meds and say you're poz that's hot, wanna charge me up?

R7 word.

Doesn't this show that all gay men should seriously think about seroconverting. Only when we are all poz will the discrimination against poz men cease.

How do you know, r1?

This is crazy

[quote]This is why they hate us.

Forget them, this is why [italic][bold]I[/italic][/bold] hate us.

[quote]This is why they hate us.

Forget them, this is why [bold] I [/bold] hate us.

I swear I thought this was a Monsanto GMO hate thread from the title.

Why ANYONE would willingly convert in this day especially, with health insurance coverage precarious at best these days, is a mystery to me. It is insane.

Maybe someone can suggest a good weight loss program for him?

R14 you made me snort so loud

OP lost me at "tinymeat".

That's what growing up with the belief that being gay is bad and shameful does to a lot of gay people. They look for self destructive ways to punish themselves for being gay. Some, thank God, can get rid of their brainwashing and live happy lives while others are trapped in a self loathing depression cycle where they they search for, and find, all kinds of misery.

Do these millenials really want HIV? I think not. Aren't they are PrEP?

Yeah like that bottom with three loads in him was hiv negative LOL

R9 I think you need to go back to school and take Logic and Reasoning again.

Rawtop is a riot. He has a high, femmy voice and calls himself a bear. Since when is a bear a chin with a beard.

^ a chub with a beard

I hope this is all just some sort of joke/fantasy and no one is out there trying to seroconvert. I'm not AIDS-shaming (or whatever it's called), but no one should have such little respect for himself that he wants to get a serious medical condition.

I have a hard time believing it's true since pretty much everyone i know who isn't in a monogamous relationship is on PrEP.

Poz guys are so fucking hot.

What's so hot about being pos R26? What other medical problems turn you on?

I think the only thing that fat fuck is spreading is, diabetes.

R27 maybe because being poz has made me lean, cut, edgy and dangerous. I love it when I get attention from teen bugchasers who spot my huge biohaz tat on my abs and on my arm. I've had 15 year olds tell me they want the gift, how fucking hot is that?

R29 got issues

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[quote]You all remember the homely flabby chub Rawtop with his fantastical sex blog boasting how alpha and masc he is when really he's a heavy chub with tinymeat.

Is this English?

R32 it's how the kids speak nowadays

Raw Top is for real. He has been romanticizing seroconverting for years and keeps count of how my loads he puts in holes. I don't get off on his posts but if you ever check out the Treasure Island Media website, it links to Raw Top and other Bug Chasers and Gift Givers. Dude's claim to fame is that he was one of the anonymous breeders in an old Dawson film. I hope he didn't give Dawson the gift? That would be tragic. Raw Top also let Dick Wadd film in his house under renovation and said they were messy. He is very against drugs and piss. He loves only poz cum, young ass and those pills old fat men take to get semi erect. Much of gay life is about fetishizing cum and glorifying death. AIDS worked out very well for several generations now.

He probably on tritherapy and this "bug-chasing" sluts are either POZ on treatment or negatives on PrEP. Probably. 75% of this is pure bullshit, low IQ, low imagination fetishist fantasy.

Woe so thats how Danny Pintauro got his aids. I find this interesting from a psychological point of view. I find most of what the dl finds how disgusting. Glory holes and bathhouses fuck no.

r34, further proof that one can create their own reality. I mean

[quote]Much of gay life is about fetishizing cum and glorifying death. AIDS worked out very well for several generations now.

What. The. FUCK??????

If he's on hiv meds, his viral load is probable undetectable and it's therefore almost impossible for him to infect his bottoms with hiv. He's probably only spreading gonorrhea, syphilis, herpes and chlamydia. How hawt!!!!

R34. I'm sure Dawson has many many many candidates who gave him the gift.

No way to ever know if RawTop was truly in a Treasure Island Media video is there? He claim he was an anonymous top. Um, so was I. Yeah

I'm sure this is mainly fantasy.

Young guys don't call HIV the gift. That's lingo from a generation ago

Amazing this guy actually has a husband

Bug chasers need to be squashed like bugs

I wish r36's first language was English so we could better understand what he wrote.

R41 he doesn't have a husband he has a huthhhband. Listen to his voice recordings, he is femmy and faggy as fuck. Raw'top' indeed.

R43 I wrote that what the DL finds hot I usually dont and that I dont like bathhouses or glory holes. And that Danny Pintauro must have also been in that type of 'poz is ok lets fuck all day' meth scene.

Not all HIV positive people are on meds, r38.

Whats with the sex addiction? Is it a substitute for something??

Any links to pics, video, audio of rawtop?

My interested has been morbidly piqued.

I'm picturing the Cowardly Lion when he's puffing himself up and trying to be fierce.

R48 imagine a chub with a femmy voice. A fat old man with tinymeat. You get the general idea. Seriously though he has audio and video of himself on his website.

I gave up searching for audio/video when I ran into his vile tale of gonorrhea.

He and his brethren need to be hauled off to the nearest toxic waste dump.

Fucking GROOOOOOOOOSS.

R50 yes and this nasty fat fuck has the nerve to pull the homophobia card when doctors ask him if he's having promiscuous unprotected sex.

This dutch blogger romanticised it as well. Then he got poz. Several years later suspect he's not feeling so great. It's hard getting through life nurturing good health as it is without being on permanent chemotherapy. The old adage Health = Wealth stands true. Why bankrupt yourself for a temporary thrill?

But is he hotter than TONEttA ? That's the question on everyone's mind.

Hard to state how much of this has changed since PreP hit its tipping point about 2 years ago (although arguably, some are still trying to wrap their heads around it and its effectiveness is still not fully understood by the gay community.)

Before PreP, there was the fear related to HIV that created a fetish for a tiny minority. What scares them excites them and then that becomes twisted with the excitement of sex play. There's also the widespread "relief syndrome" (my words for it, but it's a real thing, just dont feel like researching right now) where when you're on edge about something that may happen, you actually feel relief when its happened. (I remember hearing this in the immediate following of a post 9/11 event that turned out not to be a terrorist attack--a psychiatrist talked about the fear of the abstract that turns to calm when the reality occurs) .

for those scared of getting HIV based on their behavior, many feel relief when it's happened. It's partially a "Getting it over with" step and partially taking control - they think they're taking control by choosing how and when they're infected.

A lot of this stuff is bullshit and fantasy writing though.

How gross is his gonorrhea thing? I mean this is the first time I hear the term 'crusties'.

[quote] I mean this is the first time I hear the term 'crusties'.

Congratulations to both of us for not travelling in circles where gonorrhea is a topic of conversation.

Aren't there laws in New York state for knowingly spreading STDs?

Btw, what does Typhoid Mary do for a living? I hope he's not on SSI or some other sort of disability.

Raw'top's voice. Sounds faggot / chub to me.

Another day another bugchaser. Apparently to those who mentioned PREP, this guy took himself off it.

On Scruff the other day I saw a guy who I know for an absolute fact is poz, yet was advertising himself as neg & STD free. Maybe he thinks he is in his own mind!

The healthiest thing you can do is trust no one until you see their results directly from their doctor in writing.

r60 - I get tested at a big city clinic and they now have us sign up for a service called HEALTHVANA....the test results are posted to the account as they come in and you get a text/email. but the clinic holds back if there are positive tests and calls the person directly to schedule treatment.

point being, I have all of my dated test results accessible on my phone--they can see I'm negative for oral and anal gonorrhea, anal chlamidiya, syphilis, as well as my HIV rapid and blood test (which shows a positive result in 11 days). I think we're moving towards a point where people will be expected to share these results as opposed to the old "are you tested regularly?" question. A big part of "safer sex" is having access to this type of information and making your decisions accordingly. And also avoiding sex with guys who can't show recent results--Which doesn't mean they're infected with anything but shows they are not properly maintaining their sexual health.

Love the one you want. Wear a condom, it's that simple. I lived with an HIV+ man for 7 years and fucked him many times a week. I kissed and sucked and licked his dick and bit his beautiful neck. Not gonna lie and say I didn't occasionally freak out about a bleeding gum or some precum when I sucked his dick. Face your damn fears I told myself, he sometimes held me back from doing more than was safe. Two generations of gay men made love and fucked men who were possibly HIV. We learned how to stop the spread, not the dread. You have to confront that fear. No one is always telling the truth. The conversation is not about someone's status, but about safe sex negotiation. You don't even have to have it. Fuck raw and enjoy it. I do.

My handsome boyfriend told me on our first date - after we met late at night and made out in laneway. He told me he was HIV+. I went home and cried, not because he was positive, I knew many men who were but because I knew he was going to be very important in my life. I knew that. How often do you know that? I was going to be in love with him and he would take care of me too. He gave me "that" information and a quick way out. He wasn't weak or confused or lying. He was gorgeous and smart and sweet and sexy and had me to lose. A stranger to him, but we already had heat and love between us. A glimpse of the future. Once or twice in life you just know. Love is scarier than death.

We got close quick, moved in fast, stayed the same but changed our life deep and hard. Revealed to friends and family things neither of us had been able to say. Sex was occasionally a bit unsafe but I never felt so safe with anyone. He loved and protected me and was determined that he would never infect me with HIV. Only strangers travel.

Casual sex invites guilt so you better make it good. There is nothing to negotiate with strangers. Take the chance on raw or demand protection. No other detail will protect you OR him. Disgusting to think that someone's personal health should be public information. Gay men have become so weak and lacking in anything but convenience. I am not ancient but I am glad I lived in a time when men enjoyed fucking a lot but still WANTED to fall in love. All of my friends did one or both.

He died, I kind of always knew and feared he would. 7 years after meeting, all of them good, a few were very difficult. I'm negative and happily married to another dude for 11 years now. He'd be happy about that. He told me so.

Raw Top is a silly name. I'm a rawtop too.

I met Rawtop and OP is right, he's a fat, femmy, chubby, tiny dicked poser. Also, he had gonorrhea and the cockstink was vile. I mean proper drips, people. He talked to me about his crusties.

r62 that's lovely. You don't realise there will only be a couple in your life who mean anything until you get older!

R64, you do realize that Rawtop has a huthhhband?

This freak of nature needs to be burned at the stake NOW. The only purifier good enough to stop this living petri dish is FIRE.

R66 why is it that bottoms consider HIV sexy, but don't want gonorrhea or chlamydia or warts?

I never understood this need to prove these homophobes right that fags need to get AIDS and suffer. For me the greatest victory for me, so far, is to prove these asshole bigots wrong and live a happy gay life that doesn't involve me being addicted to drugs or depend on medication to live. Safe sex can be so much fun and it doesn't come with the STDs drama.

You're mentally ill if you try to harm yourself and your health. Is Rawtop related to Carrot Top?

Did he die of AIDS, R62, or something else?

Bugchasers getting fucked by full blown guys? AIDS is extra toxic?

Just avoided hooking up with Rawtop. He's a gross fat old dude who smells like shit. He had the nerve to call me a faggot when I started tonguing his pits.

Bug chasers are mentally ill. They have no self esteem. Many are actually on the Narcissistic spectrum.

[quote]You all remember the homely flabby chub Rawtop

No.

There is clearly a lot of mental illness and trauma at play here. I don't know that any of what is stated at OP's link is true but the self-loathing it would require to be a "bugchaser" and to want to be infected by a stranger is nauseating. Even fantasizing about those scenarios would suggest deep unresolved issues and low self-esteem.

Can one neg a poz hole?

If true, then he needs to be stopped, prosecuted.

Jesus, I think I just rant into Rawtop up at IML. He really is a fat fuck with a high, femmy voice and tiny dick. He has a 0 gauge PA and claims he's a grower, not a shower. I said, Shirley, please.

He's likely on meds and bottoms are on PrEP. No one is getting infected by this guy

R79, nigger, please, his site is full of stroys about pozzing neg bottoms

What is wrong with such a person?

I watched a documentary a few years ago about bugchasers. One guy said it was a form of suicide for him. He didn't want to grow old alone, so by the time it would take to develop into full blown AIDS, he would be ready to go.