I'm Addicted to Sucking Dick

Were you sexually abused as a kid?

It's fine. If you stop, you'll get fat. It's like when you stop smoking.

Seek therapy, OP.

There is nothing wrong with you! You LOVE sucking cock...Who Doesn't?

Maybe you have a fructose deficiency.

Missing Mommie's boobs?

There is nothing wrong with sucking dick, but in your case you forgot to turn on the filter. You smell like Craig's list.

There aren't 700 men in the entire country wanting their cocks sucked on Grindr, A4A or Grindr.

Because everyone there wants to suck cock themselves.

Where the hell are you, OP? And do you apply ANY kind of standard before you gargle spooge?

And, by the way, there's nothing wrong with you, unless you'll just suck anything. THAT'S not good for the spirit or the breath.

You're an insatiable whore. Own it OP.

OP blame your mother. You have an oral fixation as a result of being breastfed too much or not breastfed enough.

What R8 said was exactly what I thought at first. A quick skim through of CL shows literally 90% of guys wanting to give head without recip. I always find that odd. Why don't they want recip? Are they micromeats or something and embarrassed?

The time it would take to get 700 dicks online would require it to be a full time job, so OP would have to be unemployed. If you went to bath houses every night in a major city, then you could easily rack up 1000 in 5 years, but you'd be sucking a lot of NASTY dick.

OP do you take a photo of each dick you suck?

Check out the frau at R10!

[quote]There aren't 700 men in the entire country wanting their cocks sucked on Grindr, A4A or Grindr.

Nailed it. The vast majority of guys on Grinder want to bottom, not get their dick sucked.

Keep on SUCKING ;O

OP, is it preventing you from doing things you want or need to do? Is it occupying too much of your thoughts and stressing you out? Then go find a sex therapist.

Otherwise it's not a problem, not if you're enjoying it. Of course you're at risk from a gazillion STDs but I assume you've figured that out by now.

OP here. As I said, this 700 number is an estimate of five years of activity, which is roughly 200 a year, or roughly 16 a month.

I live in a medium-large sized college town, and while there are a lot of cocksuckers, I've never had a problem finding dick. I also am selective, mostly going for fit guys under 35.

I was not sexually abused, but was emotionally abused by a step father as a kid. Could that really be the cause of this? I'm actually embarrassed to seek help.

Dude, you SUCK!

R9 yea yea

There's nothing wrong with you, OP. Like others said, if it's not a huge impact on your life (job, home, bills, family, friends), have as much dick suckin' fun as you want.

While you're at the therapist, ask him/her what the definition of "selective" is.

Also, sucking cock doesn't prevent me from kicking ass at work, but outside of work my time is mostly preoccupied with trying to find dick.

I really want to stop doing this.

There's no such thing as 'normal' OP, and you are performing a valuable charitable service.

You shame that hideous old fraud Mother Theresa, and if there is any justice in the world you will lie among the blessed.

Are you very fat OP? Do you bite your nails? Fat guys and orally fixated guys seem to need things in their mouths all the time.

R15 and R19 are triggering OP !

[quote]I also am selective, mostly going for fit guys under 35.

So is everyone else. A cocksucker is a commodity. How are you getting "fit guys under 35"? Seriously...cuz I need to know for my own whore self. I ran out of guys after about 40 and I am in a major city. Hot mens everywhere...all straight .

You know what they say: turn what you love doing into a business! You need to become a vlogger OP. Next year you could be on stage at VidCon!

Fit? Why does their body matter? Fat guys with nice thick cocks aren't ok? You'd think there face would matter more... do you ask for face pics or do you just ask for body and dick pics.

Let us in on your process. Or, is it patented?

I can not get enough donuts.

THEIR face, I meant. ugh.

[quote]I really want to stop doing this.

In that case, OP, you should find a therapist. If the first one is no good, find another one. If you're in a university town it shouldn't be that much of a problem. And don't be embarrassed, they've always heard worse. But there's no magic fix - you have to give yourself some time.

You may want to tell your doctor so you can be screened for throat cancer (from HPV). I'd assume you already have both types of oral herpes, whether you have outbreaks or not.

Other than that, there's nothing at all wrong with it objectively but since you seem to feel overly preoccupied and unable to resist your urges, therapy is probably the way to go.

Do you or either of your parents have a problem with alcoholism? If you're an addict (oral sex addict or otherwise) then a 12 step program or weekly support group may help you regain control of your life. If you're not an addict and it's a psychological problem, then a few years of therapy are going to be your best chance of changing your habits. It won't be solved overnight.

Do you want a primary partner? That seems like a good way to go. Get a bf with a nice juicy cock and suck him off 365 days a year. The thing about giving bj's to hundreds of anonymous men is that it indicates you're unable/afraid to become emotionally intimate with a man (which very well could be a result of your step-fathers' emotional abuse).

OP here. I live in a college town with a large number of horny, college guys so there is a never ending stream of cock.

I myself am fit an attractive and prefer the guys I blow to be the same. Yes, I typically require face pics but there have been times I haven't.

Also, I do bite my nails. Never considered the correlation.

Loveline is still on?? Holy shit, I listened to that in the 90s.

Doesn't your jaw hurt?

R31 I think, like most gays, it's the variety that keeps it exciting.

Do you swallow, OP?

I think it is still on in podcast form but I've been listening to the Adam Carolla era recordings ('95-05).

[quote]I think, like most gays, it's the variety that keeps it exciting.

Oh yeah believe me I get that, but at the same time, the OP can't keep doing what he's doing forever. Right now he's 30. But what about when he's the creepy over-35 guy who's still trolling the college town for 21 year old dick? It's not a sustainable pastime and OP knows it.

WHAT IS IT ABOUT AGE 35 FOR FUCKS SAKE?!?!?!?!?

I'm not being arrogant, but I follow a mostly organic, vegan diet, and easily pass for about 23 or 24. I also don't really drink much, and abstain from drugs. Sucking dick is my only vice.

I expect to be sucking dick into at least my 40's. And I've seen really unattractive guys on xtube, like Hoovermouth, who still get hot young cock. So I'm not too worried.

R39, have you seen most guys over 35?

There are plenty of hot guys over 35, OP. You're an ageist fuckhead. If your lifestyle is making you miserable, good, you deserve it.

And yes, as someone mentioned, you're well on your way to oral cancer.

Good luck, you'll need it!

So, where do you live?

I'm 55 and pass for 30 and I'm open for business to 18-25 y/0, 24h/7, in Princeton NJ. Suck and swallow no gag reflex here. Request my unique, private glory hole service if that's your thing.

R43, I live in a state west of the Mississippi. I don't want to say exactly where because I don't want too many cock hounds moving here.

R44 cool 32 but pass for mid 20's ;) NYC

Do you swallow? Cuz that ain't vegan.

I do swallow sometimes, yes.

I hope you use Lavoris.

I'd be a cock where too but I'm picky about dicks. Some are ugly AF.

You should spit. I know this because I used to swallow mine after jacking off to keep the evidence of it concealed. I did this for almost ten years, came down with gout. The doctor and I, after much consternation, figured out where all the Utica acid in my system was coming from. Semen is very rich in purines. I stopped swallowing and it has resolved itself.

*Uric acid

Age is no barrier! I've seen nannas on their last legs servicing youths. But after 50, it's helpful to purchase a garden kneeler. It could be tax deductable.

cut?

I would be appalled if anyone spat me out. What a thing to suggest R51. Gout or no gout. Get the kneeler and soldier on!

R55 = Letitia Baldridge

At least it's not ass.

There are plenty of hot guys over 35. The problem is they all lie about their age. Late 30's means mid to late 40's. Early 40's means late 40's to early 50's. Mid to late 40's means 50's.

Op, go see a therapist. You want to stop but you can't. You have a problem. You probably shouldn't get a hot guy therapist, though.

The therapist would help him assume his dick sucking and enjoy his good run while its easy and abundant. Not to stop dick sucking. If this is his ONLY after work activity, its a problem, however.

Sucking cock or as the OP puts it ADDICTED to sucking is not a problem...being a NARCISSIST or addicted to drugs-booze is!

I mean, that is where the EST factor comes in.... Any young guy in a high-dick-per-square mile density area shouldnt need to spend EVERY spare moment trying to get a dick to suck. Just put that grindr on and go about some other activities. The dick should present itself eventually in the evening or on the weekend. Multiple dicks. He could be doing any number of fun activities while waiting for the appropriate dick to present itself.

OP, just like AA there are Sex Addicts Anonyms in every major city. Find a group and get help. Just dont hook up with people afterwords.

This thread smells like herpes

Herpes smells like vinegar and hot dogs, no?

700? I had that many by the time I finished high school.

a COCK suck a Day keeps the Dr. away...;O

You say it like it's a bad thing OP.

Let your cocksucker flag fly high .......

All the men with drained balls thank you.

Ive seen your xtube videos Skaden, they are great!

OP any Xtube videos?

Funny you guys mention xtube, I've been thinking about videoing my cocksucking adventures. But eventually it would be seen by someone I know, with devastating personal and professional consequences. So I won't do it.

I never swallowed more than a few times, and I've sucked ~300 guys off. I can't stand the taste of cum. I don't spit either. No cum in the mouth. I took health class in the mid-90s and they were still teaching HIV in cum was infectious via oral (I know it's not) but the neurosis was seared in my mind....and like I said, it tastes foul.

Then came "Swallow or spit but don't let it sit". You can't really spit it out. It's too gooey and thick. That's the whole point of it . Even when it's dripping out of the vadge, it takes like 10 minutes - and some still stays up there for fertilization. So, the aftertaste lingers.

Based on the statements [OP] has made on the thread the problem will be taken care of for him soon enough, when he himself hits 30 and no longer has his pick of the guys with extremely restrictive qualities that he's insisting on.

you could video them for your own viewing, but why? You could video them for exhibitionism - but why? And you already know the likely consequences. The question is, why would it have interested you to do? What is the cathexis here?

He is 30, r72. It's the ***DREADED 35**** that will be the cliff, amirite??

Although, vegan OP will always look 23 or 24...of course.

Do you have HIV OP? Scary

R74 wtf does that mean

Ok, OP just went a bridge too far with the videotaping post. 4/10

R74, I missed that. Believe me, he's hit the cliff, he just doesn't realize it yet.

It's not your addiction -- it's your a-cock-tion.

No offense OP, but being around for a while watching people age, the Vegans and health nuts in general always seem to age worse then people with a moderate including all foods. Not talking about people who eat junk food all day or put on excessive pounds I am talking about people who eat right but dont cut out major food groups like meat, or dairy, flour or the latest trend. If you are the Apple Cider cures everything type of person, you will look like a dried out lizard in no time.

Vegan spunk tastes bad, fruit spunk or guys with a sweet tooth taste good. Go figure.

Agree w/ R80. Vegans tend to look sickly. That diet is really high in carbs too. I don't see how it's anti-aging.

Regarding my looks, no I certainly have not "fallen off the cliff". Far from it. People routinely assume I'm a college student and when people find out I'm 30, they are shocked. I am also thin and slight of frame. Not like it matters, since I know several guys in their 50's--who look it--and still suck the occasional 20-something cock.

As for vegans aging terribly, I just think it depends on the person and the type of vegan. High raw vegan diets generally produce much better results than potato chip and tofu vegan diets. Jared Leto for example, attributes his youthful looks to veganism.

Have you salted and licked Jared huge eggplant?

[quote]I am also thin and slight of frame.

Skinny guys never give good head. Wow, you've left 700 disappointed guys in your wake.

R85, really? I've never heard that. I think most guys suck at giving head, although they love having dick in their mouth. A good cocksucker, who makes love to a dick and doesn't use hands, is definitely rare.

Anyway, I'll be sure to ask my many regulars why they keep coming back if my oral skills are so disappointing.

OP, do you prefer cut or uncut?

You type OLD.

I like both, R87. Not many guys here are uncut, unfortunately.

Call me

Caitlyn is uncut?

[quote]Anyway, I'll be sure to ask my many regulars why they keep coming back if my oral skills are so disappointing.

She is defensive!

I wouldn't put my dick in an anorexic vegan's mouth. And I am over 35. We are picky too, boo.

Why does your dick care what its suckers eat, r92?

NO ONE likes a picky fussy cock sucker.

You lost me OP when u said you're not giving out your town so cocksuckers won't move there. Yes, everyone will quit their jobs and sell their houses to move where this never ending supply of hot college cock is.

I don't generally hook up with the guys who are on grindr 24/7 - every day (I go on from time to time, and certain guys have never NOT been online). It's like... I know they've sucked and fucked everyone in a 20 mile radius. The only other app I have is scruff, and some guys list their travel plans, for months of travel, to make sure everyone knows they are taking loads nationwide. So, they're best avoided too.

The sex is bad with a lot of those guys too because they're so detached and mechanical. They're damaged goods who just want endless cock in them to fill their bottomless emotional hole.

I love the self serving defensive comments on a boutique site that caters to discerning older gentleman. You know, the ones telling us how 'hot' older guys, and fat guys are. Looking at you R42 R27

The question R27 had was legitimate to me. If someone is overweight, and you are solely a cocksucking dick pig, why does their body matter that much? OP failed to reply to that. Would you pass up a hot 8x6 cock on a guy who is 6'1 220 if you were "addicted to sucking dick"? Seems a bit strange to be so picky...for an "addict".

But you are 5-7, 240 with 5 inches on a good day.

I don't consider 6'1, 220lbs to be fat, R98. Overweight sure, but then again at 6'1 150lbs, some people probably consider me underweight.

I guess the point is being in a town full of horny young, attractive men who love getting NSA head, I can afford to be picky.

And hell no, R95 I am not telling where I am. It seems to be one of the few places that isn't oversaturated with cocksuckers, and I sure as hell don't want that to change.

Its Utah

Do you do anything else? Or just blow n go? No recip? Yes 6'1 150 is skinny to me, but the CDC says you're not underweight yet. So kudos.

OP is blowing BYU students? Wow he could start an amaeteur mormonboys.com

OP, have you been tested for HIV, HPV, HS1, HS2, syphilis, gonorrhea, chlamydia, chancroid,, and cancer yet? You should be because the odds are definitely against you !

[quote]In the past five years, I've probably sucked off at least 700 guys.

OP what about your boipussy? Are you neglecting her? She need to eat too.

"I am not telling where I am. It seems to be one of the few places that isn't oversaturated with cocksuckers, and I sure as hell don't want that to change."

Aww, gee, that's too bad.

Because, if you had told us, I was going to sell my house, quit my job, and move to your town to join you in all the cocksucking merriment which you seem to have monopolized.

Only liars get HIV being a cum guzzling cocksucking whore.

Get help OP

I'M 60 and I easily pass for 22.

OP here. First of all, this thread is hilarious. I have been literally laughing out loud reading some of the responses.

No I do not have any sti's, never have.

As for my hookups, majority of them are just blow and go. Most are not interested in recip.

You've said that you want to stop but can't ; Something to think about,and perhaps talk over with a counsellor, might be: If you were prevented one night, what do you think would happen? How would you feel? What would you do? Could you let it go for that night and relax, or would you need a diversionary activity? Aside from craving dick, where would your thoughts go? Anyway, good luck with whatever you decide to do.

Learn English and punctuation, R112. Thanks.

I think OP is secretly proud of himself for being able to suck 700 cocks, as if its some kind of achievement or validation of his own attractiveness. In reality, it is just sad and pathetic.

As an extremely attractive guy myself, I reject hook up culture and have found a partner that I have a fulfilling sex life and emotional connection with. Anonymous sex will leave you feeling empty and used.

OP at link...

If OP went to a psychologist about his addiction, he better pick a female one.

Look guys, I know I need help. But it's hard because I really do enjoying giving BJ's, but on the other hand I know it's affecting my dating prospects.

I haven't dated anyone in 3 years. Anyway, I appreciate those of you who have responded in kindness and without judgement.

PS R115, that's hilarious.

OP, seriously, 'dating' is a ridiculous endeavour. In the course of your glory-holing, if you find someone that can accommodate your lifestyle, then he may be the right one for yo; ,there are all kinds of different people in the world, and not all are judgmental DL'ers. Follow your intuition, be careful, and enjoy yourself.

Yeah, the OP really doesn't want to change his ways, he just came here to brag about getting hundreds of young college dicks.

OP,

Did you record the numbers, over time, of each individual’s dick for you to be able to determine the numbers that you report?

(After so many, it would be reasonable for a person, including yourself, to stop counting.)

R119 Or fantasize.

R120, I have stopped counting long ago, but 700 is my best estimate of what I've done over 5 years, when I really started getting serious with this activity.

For example, in the last two weeks I've sucked 7 different guys. About 14 a month. So that averages out to 700, could be slightly more, or slightly less. But no doubt about it, I have sucked A LOT of dick.

And no, R119 I did not post this to brag. I really do need to stop. I'm 30 now and know this is not a good look.

How can you swallow and Bill yourself as vegan?

OP and a bunch of whores

Sittin' in a tree

K.I.S.S.I.N.G.

[quote]But no doubt about it, I have sucked A LOT of dick.

Honey, we BELIEVE you.

"I also am selective, mostly going for fit guys under 35."

The cock sucking is not the problem. I support it! It is the lies that are the problem.

LOL ok, R126. There may have been a couple of lucky 40-somethings. But 95%+ have been under 30.

[quote]at 6'1 150lbs, some people probably consider me underweight.

I'm assuming you're the one on your knees because at that height/weight, sucking you off would be like blowing a praying mantis.

Are you HIV poz? Are you a glory hole hunter?

No I don't had HIV and no I don't glory holes. I usually host.

Ok, I'll bite. Do you jerk yourself off while u suck them? Or are you sucking straight guys that don't like seeing dick? It seems like most gay guys are bottoms and want to do the sucking. Are you equal opportunity regarding race/ethnicity or do you only go for Abercrombie types?

Congratulations, OP.

You are now eligible to join Pat Robertson's "700 CLUB" and I'm sure he will LOVE to have you!

Please let us know when he invites you on the show so we can all watch.

You're nothing but a cheap, tawdry slut.

Dear OP, Nobody gives a shit. Next!

R131 He's already gone into great detail about how hot he thinks he is and that he would never deign to let a cock pass his lips unless it was attached to someone under 30 with a BMI over 18, you're just encouraging him now. Since he fits every single other self-loathing stereotype of a homosexual one can assume that the sign over his mouth says "Whites only."

R131, I don't know the sexual inclinations of most of my sexual conquests. Though some profess to be straight, I assume they must be at least somewhat bi to even consider letting another guy blow them.

Sometimes I jack off, but most times I don't. Most are white, clean cut but I have sucked a number of Latinos and a couple of hot black dudes. Ditto about most gays being bottoms.

"under" 18, sorry.

He seriously just called them "sexual conquests" as though getting someone to accept a free blowjob takes some sort of strength or talent.

Have you blown anyone famous like Ms Hiddleston?

Have any of the 700 asked you to play with their ass or rim? Did you?

Yes and yes R140. But for the most part, it's just a blow job.

Were you unattractive growing up OP?

[quote]as though getting someone to accept a free blowjob takes some sort of strength or talent.

As an over-45 gay man, NOBODY wants a blowjob from me, free or otherwise. I have to spend hundreds of dollars to just get a guy to sit still and let me suck him off.

R142, I was kind of dorky looking, yes. Then around 22 people really started making a big deal about complimenting my looks, but I always felt unattractive.

Yeah, I figured, OP. I'm in a similar situation and age, except I'm not successful because people still don't find me attractive. Even trying extremely hard, I only get to hook up once a month or so. People flat out ignore me on apps. When people want to hook up with me, I take it as an affirmation of how I am wanted. And at the same time I want to be used and don't want real intimacy because my interactions with gay men have made me feel I'm not deserving of any attention. Even if I were to be suddenly found attractive, I would not know how to handle the fact that people are now interested in me.

If people compliment your looks, then you have the possibility to do better at least. You have carried the attitude of your less attractive self into the present day.

Do you jerk off after they leave? You're not left unsatisfied that you don't cum?

How big is your dick? I just ask bc I have had a theory that all these bj queens have tinymeat, but I've been proven wrong on several occasions - though they still would hardly let me suck them off too.

Interesting hypothesis, R145. I never made the connection to that. And thank you for reiterating what I've known for years... Sucking off a lot of guys, particularly young and attractive ones, is not easy unless you're somewhat attractive yourself.

It's not like straight guys who will accept a BJ from any female. And R146, I'm 8 inches .

If he had tinymeat r145 do you really thing he would tell you here?

sorry i meant r146

He might... nobody has 8" so please measure again (see link below). Regardless, if you are "hung" - then why don't you let guys blow you?

I don't understand R148, we have no idea who he is. He's already disclosed his 700 bj count in the past few years. Is a small dick that horrific?

Imagine the same original post written by a woman, this thread would be very different.

R147 You clearly now no straight guys. But I'm glad the thread has helped you understand that the reason you're such a low-self-esteem whore is that you mistakenly think a guy letting you suck his cock means you're attractive, and not just desperate and available. That will be 200 for the session.

[post redacted because linking to dailymail.co.uk clearly indicates that the poster is either a troll or an idiot (probably both, honestly.) Our advice is that you just ignore this poster but whatever you do, don't click on any link to this putrid rag.]

I'd like to say for the record I don't judge OP for his cocksucking -- between the ages of 17 and 35 my sexual partners numbered in the qudrupledigits (it happens when you frequent sex clubs, cruisy locker rooms and orgies, and yes, I kept count -- there was a database and everything).

I judge him for his incredible narcissism; his delusion that sexual activity is equivalent to being 'hot" (I've never looked like a model and during my period of sluttiness I ranged from "average" to "overweight" and it never slowed me down); his somehow thinking that someone who admits to being a cum dumpster has the right to judge anyone else for their age and looks; and for the fact that he clearly came here to this forum to humblebrag and thought he could fool people by couching it in recovery language he no doubt got from an episode of Dr. Phil.

Seriously, OP, you are the worst.

Does OP have a womanly ass or yellow skin?

Does the 700 guys not include the ones you have fucked with? Or is that another number? I cant imagine how just sucking a guy with no reciprocation, not cumming yourself, no intimacy, no kissing, cuddling or anything else at all could be very satisfying.

Congrats on being a gold star cocksucker, but your reward is endless nights of loneliness. Hope it's worth it.

I am equal parts disturbed, disgusted and envious.

OP, have you ever been in a relationship in your entire life?

R155 is reading for filth... and I agree.

Seems like OP is the proverbial always the bridesmaid never the bride.

why can't you land a man that wants to be with you for more than 10 minutes?

Are you over-40 guys who can't get it actually saying that you can't get it from college boys?

I didn't hit my prime until 40, but I was hitting it in my own age group or a bit older.

OP here, R155 you're a moron. Stating that I'm attractive, in shape, and look younger than my actual age is not narcissism--it's reality.

And the only reason I even mentioned what I look like is because posters asked if I was fat and/or unattractive.

Sorry, but I have options and can choose to be picky. Good looking people attract other good looking people. If I can get attractive young guys, why the hell would I suck anyone outside those parameters?

Not wanting to fuck with some old, fat, balding 50-year old is not judging them.

Thanks, R160 ... I suspect the 5 WWs I've received in the last 15 minutes means that people are more onto OP than he thinks. OP's "reality" apparently includes believing that there's only one standard way to look any age and that all 50-year-olds are bald and fat, but I look forward to the day he looks in the mirror and realizes that guzzling copious amounts of semen is no substitute for staying out of the sun. Or the day he realizes that the dicks in his mouth have nothing to do with his tricks respecting him for his vegan lifestyle.

Isn't cum rich in animal protein?

I hereby offer my oral services to R155/R164.

Do you have recurring cold-sores?

He couldn't suck 700 if he had cold sores all the time. You can have HSV1 without breakouts.

LOL, I may take you up on that, R166.

Hmm- 700- I work out all the time and go to the steam room and probably jerk off with a guy a day- 25 guys a month- so about 1,500 in a year. Maybe even more than that because if there are 3 or 4 guys in the steamroom, its a party.

[quote]As an over-45 gay man, NOBODY wants a blowjob from me, free or otherwise. I have to spend hundreds of dollars to just get a guy to sit still and let me suck him off.

Well geez r143, stop your moaning and go on a vegan diet already. It'll take decades off your appearance!

What steamroom do you go to? Would think you would run out of new guys after a while

He's not going to tell you! You'll horn in on his free dick! Since this thread started four people checked on OP's IP address and have loaded up their vans with kneepads!

"Selective" ≠ "Everybody", OP.

Here's why I'd call BS on this premise. I've lived in one of the US's largest college cities, and in a couple other cities, and in some other random places. I've had my cock sucked at least a thousand times. I don't suck dick. Here's what I've learned.

There are way more suckers than suckees. Just look at the "dating" sites. Sometimes their profiles and posts beg wretchedly for a cock to suck (tip: Begging is highly unattractive and means you will attract only unattractive men). I've had guys tell me they haven't had a dick in weeks or months, only because there's too much competition, and I believe them. Like somebody upthread said, and I've investigated it too, it's usually 90% men offering to suck and 10% or less asking to be sucked.

It hasn't mattered where I live, there aren't THAT many guys out there, and the guys are all the same ones. Even in a city of over 4 million, I see the same profiles online on all the dating and hookup sites, and the same posts on Craigslist and Backpage and on Match and OKCupid. The actual population of people posting and replying to posts, and the guys on the apps is pretty small when it comes down to it, not more than a couple thousand even in the largest cities I've been in. At a club, if I tell a guy I'm only interested in getting sucked, it nearly always is a match.

If I post that I'm looking to get sucked, I get plenty of replies, but again, it's the same group of guys who are (constantly it seems) aggressively looking, and the same guys reply. The core N is probably less than 50, and maybe 20 of them reply each and every time I offer, which is 2 or 3 times a month.

I always mention that I prefer guys over 40, or even over 50. They're more pleasant to be around, less nervous, and are better at what they do. And I still get a few replies from 20-somethings, although I politely turn them down. I would think, since that age cohort is so large, that there should be lots of guys their age available for sucking. But I'm told by them that the 90/10 rule is in force even with young guys. Shamefully, the over-50s are nearly always only interested in guys under 30, even under 25.

I have a theory about why the 90/10 rule exists. I'll save it for another time.

Maybe the OP counts each suck as a new conquest, even if it's a repeat.

He mentioned upthread having repeat 'conquests.'

That could mean he's met up with 50 guys 14 times each and he counts that as 700 conquered

I thought all of the same things R175 did (I was the one who posted the 90% thing). The only exception to this might be if he's around multiple colleges and they are constantly getting frehsman... but the vast majority of frehman aren't gonna want to hook up with some 30 year old man, no matter how vegan and young he looks.

I live near a few large colleges, and I have lived here from 26-36 with a break in the middle. I have never ONCE hooked up with a guy from any school. They stay on campus. Even 26 is too old for them. Granted, I've always been into older - and I don't even bother replying to 19 year olds... but they're also not online or propositioning me.

This is possible to do if you go to multiple bathhouses in multiple cities... you'd get 700 in a year. With the length of time it takes to get laid online - considering the immense amount of cocksuckers at any given time, it's not possible to do, even as a full time job.

OP here. To clarify, the 700 number represents unique encounters, not the same person again. I don't factor repeats into this number.

And the 700 figure isn't in a year, it's an estimate of 5 years of activity--140 or so cocks sucked in a year.

Everything R175 says is true about there being 9 cocksuckers for every 1 guy looking to get sucked. However, there are evidently a few areas where the numbers aren't as disparate, such as where I live.

R177, I don't know what to say. Maybe guys here are more open minded than where you are? In the last month I've sucked a 19yo, a 21yo, four 22yo's, a 24yo, a several 25yo's, and a 28yo. I've had more opportunities to suck dick but haven't gone through with them.

And I never have and never will step foot in a bath house. Just not my scene.

r172- i was at Equinox at rock center, and 50& 7th ave, and yes, i started to have many repeat friends, but now at Mercedes Club since 2013 and its a constant dick parade. That place is the biggest bathhouse in NY that people don't discuss

OP when was the last time you got tested for HIV? You could be spreading disease to 100's of people.

R180 , How did you know that Danny Pinaturo got HIV from blowjobs?

Oops, it's Pintauro.

"OP here. To clarify, the 700 number represents unique encounters, not the same person again. I don't factor repeats into this number. And the 700 figure isn't in a year, it's an estimate of 5 years of activity--140 or so cocks sucked in a year.

Everything [R175] says is true about there being 9 cocksuckers for every 1 guy looking to get sucked. However, there are evidently a few areas where the numbers aren't as disparate, such as where I live.

In the last month I've sucked a 19yo, a 21yo, four 22yo's, a 24yo, a several 25yo's, and a 28yo. I've had more opportunities to suck dick but haven't gone through with them. And I never have and never will step foot in a bath house."

The longer this thread progresses, the more dubiety your claims merit.

Why bother stopping? Look at it as a hobby

Dubiety?

Something about the OCD factoid with the ages and the numbers in R183.

OP - do you want to understand your addiction or just go with it. The factoid suggests to me this is about your self-worth. Racking up a number of younger guys makes you feel worthy or feel that you are winning the game, or something along those lines.

Also, that your secret location is a place of privilege. Maybe you feel now or felt when younger, that you were gipped somehow - that your family or neighbourhood or opportunities in life were not "special", were not "entitled" like "the others". But now, its YOU on the gravy train, on the inside track. You've got what OTHERS want, and you aren't going to share it. Did they share before? NO! So now it's your turn.

You are servicing them, but the party is about you, and the award (cock, cum, and knowing you are the cock sucking champion) comes to you.

You are not a slut, or whore, or dirty cocksucker - because you have standards! (Unlike the others.) And you are heroic and not selfish. Not only are you servicing the young studs, it is, of course, YOU, and you have controlled the area and they will NOT have to suffer the horrors of disgusting cock suckers invading the terrain. They can have you, who would NEVER even go to a bathhouse, and they are lucky to have you, so this is also a signification, proof of your inherent value.

The time spent in the pursuit is probably not necessary. You could have cock while doing other things. So doing this exclusively, is avoidant behaviour. What are you avoiding? Think again about what you value in yourself.

That you self-label it an "addition" is sure correct. An addiction requires a chemical process in the brain with the pleasure and discomfort mechanisms. You found pleasure probably physical and emotional, in your early cock sucking meets, and now you are in a cyle of repeating the safety of your process - hunting for the quality cock, preparing yourself as you usually do, receiving the guy, going through your tricks of the trade while you are on your knees, getting him off, then getting him out of your home. The entire thing goes more or less as the one before and the one after. Its "exciting" because its a stranger and its "sex" of some sort but its also relatively controlled and very repetitive. So when you are repeating this over and over and over, what are you not doing, and is this avoidant, or is it simply a pleasurable hobby.

This is the most mathy DL has ever gotten.

Posting it anonymously on an anonymous message forum of most bitchy people would suggest there is some shame about it. Calling it an addiction, and asking "what is wrong with me?"

There isn't a firm rule of right and wrong behaviour and there are cumguzzing cocksuckers who live for it and would never ask "what is wrong with me" because to them, it isn't wrong.

But any shrink or therapist would have a pretty easy time helping you think through your repetitive choices and actions and how they relate to pleasure and discomfort or need. It's so very common, yours.

When I was thirty I used to go to sex clubs in NYC, they were just opening after they had been closed do to AIDS for years. My best friend went to. No we didn't go together. He said he felt that is was twilight zone there - he was outside his daily grind, the stress of the city, his thoughts, etc etc, and inside a very narrow world of almost inevitable "pleasures" and yet a dark cocoon of safety. No time, no nothing but the hunt and the sex. I agreed. And anyway we were both good looking and it was so EASY. It could be fast or slow.

One of the challenges of your generation is you homos and heteros too, have shifted too much to virtual - the hunt goes on endlessly all day long, virtually. The rewards might be love, a boyfriend, or sex, but its a bit addicting, the hunt and it can be anti-social. Such as in your case, no dating, just the hunt and the blowing.

In "old days" a horn dog could just go to the cruisy place at a certain time, turn on the mechanisms of hunt and sucking and fucking, then, finished, walk away and do other activities. It wasn't "all consuming".

You are young enough that you are viable on the market for friends and lovers and if you want to mix things up, you should. But it might be a good idea to let go of the worrisome "must be younger and hot" criteria. But, if you can't manage to do that, at 30 there is hope you could meet a younger guy for dates or romance or love. You do realise that dating men, or guys in a romance or in love or in a couple, HAVE SEX with each other, too.

[quote]And I never have and [bold]never will[/bold] step foot in a bath house.

Oh honey... when the dick dries up online, sex addicts don't just stop cold turkey...

You sucked off 700 anonymous guys in a few years, but you're too good to step foot into a bathhouse? I can't even laugh because it's so pathetic to make a statement like that. The statement fits in perfectly with what R185 said (Love the post, R185)

[quote]One of the challenges of your generation is you homos and heteros too, have shifted too much to virtual - the hunt goes on endlessly all day long, virtually. The rewards might be love, a boyfriend, or sex, but its a bit addicting, the hunt and it can be anti-social. Such as in your case, no dating, just the hunt and the blowing.

This is a very good point. I actually know a few people who have a non-stop obsession with grindr...and usually can't find anyone to meet - but are on it constantly. Fucked up mentality that really just emerged w/ smart phones. Even in the manhunt and gay.com days, you still had to go home to your laptop to use it.

I believe the numbers OP is stating, and with the millions of men in NYC it's really not that difficult if you are on the hunt during all of your free time (for pretty much anyone, but even easier for a younger in-shape guy-- trust me I have been there by now 50 (no, really 50!)). I do not believe the OP Is 8 inches and would bet money on that-- the struggle to compensate for something is going on and my guess is his 'short'-coming. OP, it's okay if you are not 8 inches, as most people are not... MARY!

This thread has become so very tiresome, so I will now "un-follow" it. CLICK. Buy bye OP troll.

OP back again.

Whatever. I really don't care if people on here think I am a troll or lying. I am not. I have not misrepresented anything, including the numbers of guys I hook up with. I posted this because I recognize that I have a problem, but don't know how to stop.

Upon further reflection, I do believe I am compensating for something. But it's not dick size or lack of privilege (I really am 8" and come from upper middle class).

Prior to age 25, I wasn't even really that much into sucking cock. Something triggered this, and I became progressively more addicted. I have no idea why the switch happened and why now it's all I want to do sexually.

To those of you who have provided constructive advice, thank you.

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OP I posted the long-winded armchair Mary Freud analysis above. Really if you label it an addition, there are now chemical processes going on around it - so I'm sure you could have a different perspective if you simply stopped for 6 months and see what happens. It may not be easy at first to stop, if its an addiction. Talk to a shrink.

OP here. R194, thank you. Your analysis really got me thinking. I was also severely abused emotionally and physically by a step father growing up, like I mentioned upthread. He made me feel worthless. I thought I got over it, but I do feel ugly/undesirable sometimes. Truth.

I am also obsessed with staying in shape and looking young. I really am terrified of aging, and that's why I went vegan in the first place.

Vegans frequently have OCD tendencies at least, if not full out OCD. Also, this current jag of being obsessed with draining dicks as a repetitive action. Really, just go to a therapist. Maybe your blocks are not all the difficult to identify and workaround - but a professional should be involved.

Well I guess R1 was pretty close to the answer... who would've thought?

[quote]I really am terrified of aging

Fine. That's your issue. Stop being a dick about guys over 35 ("Have you seen guys over 35?") especially on a website where the average age is 40. Only 20% of the poster here are under 35 based on many age polls. Were you unaware of that?

No R197, I was not aware of that. And I apologize, sincerely, if I offended anyone.

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You should attend Dick Suckers Anonymous. Next meeting is in my pants. I'll provide the pudding.

R180++, great analysis! You seem like a wise older man. I aspire to that.

R201, uh, someone is "older" because they are concerned about people spreading diseases? Could just be a "younger" person who has his shit together. Some of us do.

R202, I meant the guy who provided the long analyses over several posts in posts number in the high 180s. Not post 180. He said he went to bath clubs in NYC in the 90s so I assume he is in his fifties.

OP, can you go through the details of your typical day? When do you try to hook up, how long does it take for you to find fresh meat? How do you prepare yourself, what happens when you meet the guy, how does the encounter go? Is their kissing, do you drop to your knees immediately, do they facefuck and gag you, do you deepthroat, do you swallow, do they leave immediately, do you go back to finding another trick when you're done?

R204 STOP FEEDING THE TROLL

I drink plenty of Pineapple juice when I know I'm getting sucked....my cum is sweet tasting "like Jamba Juice" they say and plentiful ;O

OP here. Why do people think I'm a troll? Just because I suck a lot of dick?

I don't prepare per se. After a guy contacts me and we exchange pics, I give him my address. At the door, I make sure he looks like his pics, and if he does, I invite him in. There is very rarely anything other than me sucking. No kissing. Once the deed is done, they usually thank me and leave.

I like the commenter who said, if your stories are true, that you're avoiding something. Possibly something which may be hurtful or painful for you to deal with and/or accept.

What is your occupation? Education? Could you be doing a better job at work or with your career? Or is all your free time spent in pursuit of anonymous cock?

You are perfectly normal, Mary OP, don't worry!

But we hope that you ALWAYS swallow and that you never let a drop go to waste.

[quote]Jared Leto for example, attributes his youthful looks to veganism.

Except he kind of looks sickly. Trust me on this one you are 30? I am 50. As you get older, you can see how people age. There really is not much of a difference between 30 and 24 range. You can pull that off with just a good hair cut or style of clothes. The aging process shows up over a long period of time. By 50, the drinkers, smokers, junk food eaters, vegans all look like shit. They really do look 50 or 60. The guys who eat meat, drink milk, dont abuse drugs in excess, work out regularly look the best. They usually look 10 to 15 years younger.

In fact, there is a tribe in Africa call the Maasai Tribe. They live off of milk and cows blood. Healthiest looking tribal people you have ever seen.

Milk and cow's blood? *gag*

If I can't have pork ribs and bourbon once in a while, I'd rather die.

I love penis. I didn't know I'd have to go vegan, reverse my age by 6 years, and lose 40 lbs to get it. Cuz I get it now.

Yall are some nasty hoes up in here!

GURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRL, you gonna have throat cancer!

OP, did you study veganism? Human beings are omnivores and are at optimal health eating this way. The sickest people I know are so oftentimes vegans-- just eat a healthy diet...wtf with vegans!!! MARY!

like this?

We nearly lost our breakfast.

Op is very sad and disturbing. Smh

OP, you're not "really 8 inches." Maybe 8 internet inches. Look up "Straight Eight" on reddit. THAT guy is 8 inches.

You would literally be in the 99th percentile of human penises with a "real 8 inches." Since you can't figure that out I suspect you also have no real concept of how "young" you look.

OP, you're nauseating. FOAD already.

R219 an R220, funny how you bitchy old queens keep resurrecting this thread so you can hurl Insults at me.

Notice how I haven't even been replying. Was trying to let this thread die.

Whatever. Suit yourselves, you old bitter cunts.

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How many dicks have u sucked since you started this thread, OP? You sound hungry.

R222-R231.... ummmm, a life, please get one!

excellent thread

Who cares

Well done OP! You're trying to catch up to me during my salad days (75-95) when I was handling at least 5 a week (sometimes more). Yes, I was a whore darlin'.

OP, that's less than 3 guys a week you're having sex with. I used to have that many in one early evening. What you may not have noticed yet is that the same guys start showing up after a while. Apparently, as a whole, only a small percentage of gay men are super-mega sluts.

My goodness! Will nobody comment on the alien visiting from r170 ? If you do the math he lives on a planet where there are 60 months in a year! I wonder what a penis looks like there...

And 140 blowjobs a year does not work out to 14 a month. It's precisely 11 2/3. Apparently education does not rub off when one lives in a college town.

Including the OP, there are a few people in this thread who need serious help. Imagine a woman sucking 700 dicks. She'd be the whore of Babylon and most likely grew up being fucked by mom's boyfriends. It's not normal or healthy because we're gay men.

OP, if the habit of sucking cock occupies all of your off time, then you need a boyfriend. Also, people that have certain protein deficiencies can often find cum addicting. Like vegians addicted to cock, or pregnant mothers with an iron deficiency eating dirt or clay. It is not common, but it happens.

One, get yourself someone who you can suck on regular basis (700 strangers can present a health risk), seek a therapist in case your actions are part of an emotional trauma you've not been dealing with, and three eat some protein and make sure you eating a well rounded diet combined with activities that will use some of your time and effort. It could also mean you're completely unfulfilled with your life and work and need to completely change your life.

if nothing of this helps, then you're just a BIG whore.

No mentions of ever having an std, or testing etc? You in danger girl!

OP's mouth:

OP has no gag reflex. So all the long cocks go right down his esophagus.

OP, do you lick their ass too? It's the polite thing to do and greatly appreciated.

It's disassociation. There's things in your life that you can't mentally deal with, so you check out by indulging in sex activity which activates the pleasure part of your brain and soothes you. If you really feel this is a problem, a good therapist could probably help you identify some of the things that you're trying to avoid. Or keep on doing what you're doing if it's not disrupting your life. I'm married now and to be honest I miss sucking stranger's cocks. I don't think I sucked 700 but maybe I sucked 400 :-) I found my cocks at the video peep places on 8th avenue in NYC.

Do you ever feel that maybe the hygiene of an anonymous stranger is not good enough to put into your mouth? I know you've tasted urine and dick cheese.

I have a friend who is an executive level guys (C level) who is addicted to sucking random dick too, OP. Or maybe he's addicted to high risk encounters? In any case, as smart and as wealthy as he is, his thing is bookstore gloryholes in the sketchy parts of various towns he visits on business... I have never done ANYTHING like this kind of activity (other than a few visits to some bathhouses in my time). I can't imagine just sitting in a booth and sucking off any random cock that comes through a hole. Psychiatrists would say, from what I've heard, that you're trying to literally consume masculinity into your self. Who knows. Personally, I find the FANTASY of sucking cock much better than the REALITY of doing it. Although, there have been a couple of perfect men that I've had the pleasure of being with who turned me on so much it was like I was trying to suck the cure for cancer out of them.

I know a guy (casually) who spends his free time in adult bookstores sucking dick. He brings a big sharp knife and if there isn't a gloryhole he'll carve one out. Seriously!

You ARE a WHORE, darlin'!

R249 - Ummm

Does OP swallow every drop?? You go girl!

You're a whore, darlin.'

R248 Hah very creative!

weirdo

Get help, OP!

The amateur porn that kind of grosses me out is the guys with (it must be noted) tacky glory holes set up god knows where - all with slashed sheets for the guys to poke themselves through, and paint peeling off the walls.

It’s just grimy.

I'm perhaps the opposite. I'm addicted to getting sucked.

R248 I had a friend - may he rest in peace - who was barred from a video store's backroom when he was found using a hole cutter and portable drill for DIY gloryholes.

I guess the store wanted to make the holes themselves. Maybe it's the building codes?

That’s so humiliating r258.