Power Fetish
I am a top. I have noticed something recently; I have a power fetish. I love to dominate bottoms an treat them like shit. I have the best orgasms when I know that the bottoms are, well, in a shitty state in life.
Case in point, I was heading home from the bar in the Chelsea area last night and I ran across a ex-porn star (I'll omit his name, because he does not matter). He was popular about 5 years ago, but does not do any work now as far as I know. He looked like his life sucked and he was in a state of despair. He looked like the type that has a meth addiction. Anyway, that desperation attracted me to him. I offered him $100 to fuck him, but I made it clear that he was nothing but a fuck hole for me to destroy.
I took him home and fucked the shit out of him. His appearance was not what turned me on, it was the look of despair and desperation on his face as he endured being pounded by my cock all night long, which he obviously did not want. After I came in his face, I told him to put on his fucking clothes and get the fuck out of my apartment. I threw the money at him as I kicked him out. It was the best sex I have ever had in my life.
I want to know does anyone have this kind of fetish? What does this mean for me psychologically? I am a nice, kind person in my day to day life, but when it comes to sex, dominating and humiliating my partner and making them feel like shit turns me on.
| by Anonymous | reply 36 | July 7, 2020 6:57 PM
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You sound like Patrick Bateman. What does this mean for you psychologically? It means that you're a sociopath...
...in your mind because this obviously never happened.
| by Anonymous | reply 2 | November 19, 2015 2:10 PM
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An alpha power top posting on a gay showbiz gossip and bitching site?
| by Anonymous | reply 3 | November 19, 2015 2:12 PM
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You sound like a true sadist.
| by Anonymous | reply 4 | November 19, 2015 2:14 PM
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It means you're lying to yourself about being a nice, kind person. Or it would if this story was remotely true.
| by Anonymous | reply 5 | November 19, 2015 2:19 PM
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OP forgot to add at the start:
Dear Nifty Readers...
| by Anonymous | reply 8 | November 19, 2015 2:31 PM
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The fact you have to pay for sex means you have no 'power'. It's then becomes desperation and is an indication of your weakness. You're pathetic.
| by Anonymous | reply 9 | November 19, 2015 2:36 PM
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Time to re-read 'American Psycho' dear OP.
| by Anonymous | reply 10 | November 19, 2015 2:37 PM
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It means you're incapable of true intimacy.
| by Anonymous | reply 11 | November 19, 2015 2:39 PM
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Power hungry people are the most repellent and stupid on the planet. Life is too short.
| by Anonymous | reply 12 | November 19, 2015 2:39 PM
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I think it works well as gay fan fiction.
| by Anonymous | reply 13 | November 19, 2015 2:40 PM
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[quote]The fact you have to pay for sex means you have no 'power'. It's then becomes desperation and is an indication of your weakness. You're pathetic.
Exactly right. If this scenario actually happened (it didn't)... the person who pays for the sex is not the one in control. They might want to believe they are, but basically, it's the whore who's collecting the cash that's in charge.
| by Anonymous | reply 14 | November 19, 2015 2:44 PM
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Don't kid yourself, you are not a kind and nice person. You are portraying a nice and kind person to the public. The piece of shit that you describe is who you are. Your character is revealed in the dark.
| by Anonymous | reply 15 | November 19, 2015 2:45 PM
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Op, it's called a chemical imbalance. Call your gay Doctor.
| by Anonymous | reply 17 | November 19, 2015 3:13 PM
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OP I can relate. I'm a top guy who loves to pound a sub bottom, but because you pay for it and show no intimacy with the example you provided, I wonder if you subconsciously want someone to do this to you.
| by Anonymous | reply 18 | November 19, 2015 3:14 PM
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A bar in Chelsea? Poor dear.
| by Anonymous | reply 19 | November 19, 2015 3:16 PM
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OP, you wouldn’t treat me like that. I’d make you want to make love to me gently.
| by Anonymous | reply 21 | May 16, 2020 10:39 PM
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I'm glad you let the little bitch know who's boss and what side his bread is buttered on - nice work!
| by Anonymous | reply 22 | May 16, 2020 10:44 PM
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I like to wank to fantasies along these lines on occasion but I'd never do it, it's fucked and wrong to treat another person that way, even if they say they want it.
| by Anonymous | reply 23 | May 16, 2020 10:48 PM
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OP is about two stages away from serial killer.
| by Anonymous | reply 24 | May 16, 2020 11:17 PM
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"OP was always nice and quiet, never any trouble."
| by Anonymous | reply 25 | May 16, 2020 11:19 PM
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Read all the responses and am now more convinced than ever that the people posting on this site are 98% straight women. Or just 98% not gay men.
| by Anonymous | reply 26 | May 16, 2020 11:56 PM
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Who is bumping all these half-decade old threads?? It's so funny to me.
| by Anonymous | reply 27 | May 16, 2020 11:59 PM
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[quote] His appearance was not what turned me on, it was the look of despair and desperation on his face as he endured being pounded by my cock all night long, which he obviously did not want.
I hate skinny long dick.
| by Anonymous | reply 29 | July 7, 2020 4:37 PM
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[quote] I was heading home from the bar in the Chelsea area
EST. Nobody in NYC would say "the bar" in "the Chelsea area"
Next.
| by Anonymous | reply 30 | July 7, 2020 4:56 PM
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The $100 would have been effective if he had NOT been a porn actor/hustler. Just an average dude you sneered, "Here's your money- now get out!". His look of bewilderment and shame would please you.
| by Anonymous | reply 31 | July 7, 2020 5:09 PM
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Did you use a condom? I bet you didn't. I'm hoping someone writes a compelling counter fiction about an alpha top fucking the wrong power bottom.
| by Anonymous | reply 32 | July 7, 2020 5:12 PM
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It's just a primal extinct that lots of people have ‚— especially guys.
Don't worry about it if the bottoms are okay with you doing it. It makes a lot of us happy.
| by Anonymous | reply 33 | July 7, 2020 6:27 PM
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How could the OP "pound cock all night long" unless he, too, was a methhead?
| by Anonymous | reply 34 | July 7, 2020 6:51 PM
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[quote] I offered him $100 to fuck him, but I made it clear that he was nothing but a fuck hole for me to destroy.
And he replied, "OOOOH! Mary!"
| by Anonymous | reply 35 | July 7, 2020 6:54 PM
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Sometimes there's God... so quickly!
| by Anonymous | reply 36 | July 7, 2020 6:57 PM
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