What a bunch of low rent, uneducated sociopathic cunts this site attracts. Fuck you all and go jump of off of a bridge! The whole lot of you. This place has gone to shit concerning compassion.So many losers who've been abandoned IRL and throway kids who are covert narcissists who envy everyone..that's why they have no empathy for anyone, including poor, struggling animals. You fucking losers. Yeah, it's me. I'm gonna check your asses and expose you, be it a pasta draining thread or light summer wool.A fellow human is asking for help but you're too sorry for the raw deal you got with shitty parents and genetics to have compassion .OP will be fine and I admire his/her candor. You fucks have a lifelong personality disorder ingrained in your spreading asses.OP can stop the booze and be fine but you stinking uneducated know it all ghetto losers are irreparably damaged - and you know it!Besides doling out legal advice which I hope an actual member here will pick up the slack.
It's getting late, so I'll just say you probably have Asiatic and or Irish genetics going on Get tested. DNA. some sort of Native American mix in there indigenous. You can't metabolize alcohol. It causes violence in Asian and Americas, indigenous peoples. An admixture of Norse, European or African American can hide this in appearance.Unlike idiots on here who never bothered bettering themselves after high school either by education or worthwhile research on their own, there are some of us who showed up for life, even with your identical problem.Anthropologically, I could go on..asking questions on your phenotype but if you do go to meetings, just view it with the concept of the speaker doing stand up comedy routine. Meetings are filled with secret crackheads (hopeless) and sociopaths. Go, listen, laugh but,keep your distance. Especially the ultra religion bullshit. If you were a diabetic or had cancer, would you go to meetings for a cure? Of course not. And totally ignore the poster mentions Naltrexone. If in an accident, you could bleed to death on the spot. That suggestion and drug, old as the hills plus you'll be so fucking exhausted and sick on it.Listen to me, find a nurse practitioner privately.. Not a psychiatrist.They're in bed with pharmaceutical company and reps and most think they are gods. They're usually crazy, trying to figure themselves especially out..why they went the long haul in med school. Coocoo birds, especially ones from foreign med schools like India. So out of touch with our advanced culture. Like paying hundreds of dollars to a culturally deprived teenager.
Find yourself an American/Canadian NP to write you a script for Campal invented in Germany and success all over Europe since early 90s. Merck lost patent so the generic is produced in India. Very methy, watch for weight loss. Take less than 2 tabs 3Xs a day if you can. Maybe low dosage of Zoloft to keep the seratonin a flow and a sleep pill to counter the methy effects. If you're physically addicted, go to a detox. But if you're Native, you probably can't physically become addicted, like Inuits. Different and bigger livers. Tend to black out and get violent but no physical addiction . That's for another thread. You can pass for WASP but still have this phenotype. Weed is fine. FUCK old fashioned AA.
Shame based, God talk. We the agnostics. Shaddup. There's no shame in having a fire inside of you. The gifts that come with your disorder make you better than most others. Be proud in seeking help. And while in transition, no wine, whiskey or clear liquors. Limit yourself to beers. If you've ever watched Cops, Alaska , you know smugglers of liquors are going away to prison for a long ass tiime.why? Cause smuggling liquors into an Iunit community can risk death to many. You going away for a long time. OP could be Black, Mexican (really Inuits BTW) or blondy blue. Legalizing marijuana is the answer for the Americas. Fuck newly arrived white people!OP fuck these commenter right in the ass. Listen to me. Go get that Campral. Cured so many Nordics and Scandinavians.