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Disturbing Novels

What is the most disturbing novel you've read?

For me, the one which stands out the most is "American Psycho" by Bret Easton Ellis. I read it when it first came out because many people were talking about it and Eliis was the enfant terrible of American literature. So many passages left me feeling uneasy and disturbed.

by Anonymousreply 215February 20, 2021 4:06 PM

Pet Cemetery by Stephen King. I never read another one of his books after that. It was too scary.

by Anonymousreply 1April 10, 2015 10:47 PM

After by Francine Prose

by Anonymousreply 2April 10, 2015 10:54 PM

RED DRAGON by Thomas Harris.

by Anonymousreply 3April 10, 2015 10:55 PM

Geek Love

by Anonymousreply 4April 10, 2015 10:58 PM

Children of the Night by Richard Lortz. It was a horror novel about five children (two Hispanic, one black, on white, one "God knows") living in New York. New York is depicted as a hell on earth for these children; they live in grinding poverty (except for one of the girls, whose mother does well as a prostitute and wants her little girl to go into the same profession), are attacked physically and sexually by adults (including their own family members) and see and hear the most appalling things imaginable. As a form as escape, at night they come together and dissociate not into different personalities but into beasts. They take on the characteristics of a hungry, flesh-eating animals; they lose the power of speech, run around naked on all fours and devour anything that crosses their path. It sounds ludicrous, but the novel makes it seem very real and plausible.

by Anonymousreply 5April 10, 2015 11:12 PM

Forty Words For Sorrow by Giles Blunt. Not a horror story, but scary because there are real serial killers who go unnoticed for years. Also has an interesting gay story line.

by Anonymousreply 6April 10, 2015 11:15 PM

Less Than Zero was more disturbing to me.

by Anonymousreply 7April 10, 2015 11:15 PM

A Shore Thing, by Snooki.

"Gia danced around a little, shaking her peaches for show. She shook it hard. Too hard. In the middle of a shimmy, her stomach cramped. A fart slipped out. A loud one. And stinky."

by Anonymousreply 8April 10, 2015 11:56 PM

The Charcoal Burners by Susan Musgave. The person I gave it to read passed it on to someone else and afterwards said that passing it on must have been our way of trying to get rid of the feeling that lingered long after we'd finished reading it.

The White Hotel was more horrific, but it wasn't as disturbing.

Of course this was before things like Saw and Hostel became part of regular culture, so who knows if young readers today would be bothered by them.

by Anonymousreply 9April 11, 2015 1:10 AM

The Choirboys by Joseph Wambaugh.

by Anonymousreply 10April 11, 2015 1:17 AM

Hands down, THE ROAD by Cormac McCarthy

by Anonymousreply 11April 11, 2015 1:19 AM

Yes, The Road.

by Anonymousreply 12April 11, 2015 1:21 AM

Strange how I loathe you, OP.

by Anonymousreply 13April 11, 2015 1:23 AM

R11 & R12, was that the one that was made into that great movie?

by Anonymousreply 14April 11, 2015 1:25 AM

What is The Road about?

by Anonymousreply 15April 11, 2015 1:25 AM

The Road is about an ICE FLOE ROSE

by Anonymousreply 16April 11, 2015 1:31 AM

"Salems Lot" scared the shit out of me. "A 1000 splendid suns" left me emotionally drained.

by Anonymousreply 17April 11, 2015 1:33 AM

The most disturbing is one I read in the early '80s -- Mendal Johnson's "Let's Go Play at the Adams'."

The babysitter is staying for a few weeks while the parents are in Europe. But the children, along with the neighbor children, play a "game," in which they bound and gag her so they can be in charge. It all gets progressively worse until they realize they can't let her go.

Like I said, I initially read it as a teen, and recently found and purchased it on Amazon. I thought a re-read as an adult would temper the horror. Nope. Just as disturbing.

by Anonymousreply 18April 11, 2015 1:34 AM

50 Shades of Grey. I was disturbed that someone actually had a whole lot of trees cut down to publish something like that.

by Anonymousreply 19April 11, 2015 1:36 AM

Postcards by Annie Proulx. A young man accidentally kills his girlfriend and runs away from his abusive Vermont home. He sends his mother a postcard every year not knowing that life back home has changed as well. Heartbreaking, depressing. Cried buckets at the end.

by Anonymousreply 20April 11, 2015 1:37 AM

R17,I agree completely. Both novels haunted me for days. Great reading if you're into being spooked and amazed at humanity. The Kite Runner was disturbing as well, yet the ending was somehow exhilarating.

by Anonymousreply 21April 11, 2015 1:53 AM

Last Exit to Brooklyn

by Anonymousreply 22April 11, 2015 1:56 AM

The Alice series for girls. It was about a pretentious girls with nothing to do in life except think about friends and boys.

by Anonymousreply 23April 11, 2015 2:00 AM

Another vote for Red Dragon.

by Anonymousreply 24April 11, 2015 2:01 AM

A Child Called It

by Anonymousreply 25April 11, 2015 2:04 AM

The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks

Off Season by Jack Ketchum

Thread closed.

No, seriously. Thread. Closed.

by Anonymousreply 26April 11, 2015 2:09 AM

I remember "The Wasp Factory". VERY strange book, especially the ending.

by Anonymousreply 27April 11, 2015 4:52 AM

Another vote for The Wasp Factory - although I found it on the funny side of disturbing.

But I think Johnny Got His Gun by Dalton Trumbo upset/disturbed/unsettled me most.

by Anonymousreply 28April 11, 2015 7:36 AM

From yesteray's Guardian, borrowing from DataLounge:

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by Anonymousreply 29April 11, 2015 7:54 AM

Another vote for Johnny Got His Gun.

A Prayer for Owen Meany is another tough read, as is The Road.

by Anonymousreply 30April 11, 2015 7:59 AM

Why? Why? Why?

by Anonymousreply 31April 11, 2015 8:04 AM

I agree, American Psycho.

by Anonymousreply 32April 11, 2015 8:32 AM

Another vote for King's Pet Sematary

Ann Rule, The Stranger Besides Me

by Anonymousreply 33April 11, 2015 9:14 AM

"The End of Alice" by A.M. Homes. Think Lolita re-imagined by Dennis Cooper. Beautifully written like much of her work, but I couldn't stomach it a second time. And I tried.

by Anonymousreply 34April 11, 2015 9:42 AM

The Demon by Hubert Selby Jr

by Anonymousreply 35April 11, 2015 9:45 AM

john fowles's 'the collector' was creepy and ick somehow.

by Anonymousreply 36April 11, 2015 9:47 AM

Shutter Island by Dennis Lehane. The mind is a tricky thing.

by Anonymousreply 37April 11, 2015 9:52 AM

Margaret Atwood's Alias Grace disturbed me - either Grace is a murderess or she's not, and Atwood makes her unknowable. It makes you realise how the people we may think we know well, may have secrets we know nothing of.

The Road sent me into a depressive episode, though oddly my friend who is prone to depression wasn't emotionally affected by it.

by Anonymousreply 38April 11, 2015 10:26 AM

I find American Psycho not so scary because, well, the narrator Patrick Bateman is obviously extremely UNreliable, and so for me many of the carnage scenes were like his fantasies/mind games and therefore lacked the necessary reality to be truly frightening.

I mean, he lived in this fabulous door-maned building (whose tenants included Tom Cruise!), and none of his neighbors, let alone the guards/concierges, heard or saw anything untowards happening while he carved and sawed victim after victim in his apartment? Highly unlikely, right?

That's why when the feminists mounted a huge protest when the novel was launched, I thought they really missed the boat big time, mistaking make belief for the real thing.

by Anonymousreply 39April 11, 2015 10:47 AM

American Psycho was badly written and a bore. BEE is not a good writer.

by Anonymousreply 40April 11, 2015 10:59 AM

"House of Leave" didn't seem like it should be scary, but I had nightmares after reading it. I recommended it to some friends, and most of them said it was terrible, but others said they also found it disturbing.

by Anonymousreply 41April 11, 2015 11:17 AM

"We need to talk about Kevin."

by Anonymousreply 42April 11, 2015 4:53 PM

Agree that Pet Sematary was creepy as hell.

by Anonymousreply 43April 11, 2015 4:56 PM

Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro. It's beautifully written (like all of Ishiguro's work) but the story is devastating.

by Anonymousreply 44April 11, 2015 5:05 PM

Pet Sematary. I was so creeped about by it that I stayed up until sunrise after I read it.

The Amityville Horror... is that novel? Much scarier than the movie.

by Anonymousreply 45April 11, 2015 5:05 PM

Torsos by John Peyton Cooke.

by Anonymousreply 46April 11, 2015 5:10 PM

r14, it was made into a movie.

r15, The Road is about a man and his young son trying to survive in a post apocalyptic world. It's very moving.

by Anonymousreply 47April 11, 2015 5:59 PM

Salem's Lot, The Stand and The Shining by Stephen King.

by Anonymousreply 48April 11, 2015 6:00 PM

I read Pet Semetary, what was so disturbing in it? Just a random horror novel.

by Anonymousreply 49April 11, 2015 6:08 PM

We Have Always Lived in the Castle

by Anonymousreply 50April 11, 2015 6:14 PM

I always considered American Psycho satire, and hilarious.

by Anonymousreply 51April 11, 2015 6:23 PM

Death Is My Trade by Robert Merle

by Anonymousreply 52April 11, 2015 6:56 PM

"Exquisite Corpse" by Poppy Z. Brite.

It's basically the love story of serial killers Jeffrey Dahmer and Dennis Nillson and the destruction they cause as a couple.

The worst section was when one of the main doomed characters crosses their paths and is slowly tortured and murdered by them. You give up hope pretty quickly that another main character will arrive to save the day. Part of what was most disturbing was the way the author made quick cuts in the scene ....to the victim's thoughts as the killers were doing their gruesome work....

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by Anonymousreply 53April 11, 2015 8:09 PM

It' only a disturbing novela, "The Unpleasant Profession of Jonathan Hoag", but you'll never pass a mirror with the same confidence again. In fact, you may be inclined to paint it black. It was written by Robert Heinlein and is a Hugo award winner.

by Anonymousreply 54April 11, 2015 8:39 PM

Has anyone ever read Thomas de Quincey's prose poem "Susperia de Profundis"? I found it strange and haunting in a way I can't describe. Wallace Stevens' poem "The Emperor of Ice-Cream" gives me the chills as well.

by Anonymousreply 55April 11, 2015 8:57 PM

Glamorama owns this thread.

It's a masterpiece, and the ultimate pre-9/11 novel. If you want to know anything about the zeitgeist of late 90's-early '00 that's the book to read.

by Anonymousreply 56April 11, 2015 9:28 PM

For me I would say " The Girl Next Door" by Jack Ketchum.

A lot of V. C. Andrews works deserve honorable mentions. Most people know her for " Flowers in the Attic", but she wrote a slew of novels that victimize females with corrupted purity.

by Anonymousreply 57April 11, 2015 10:14 PM

R57 .... "The Girl Next Door" is another good choice. Disturbing fictionalization of the Sylvia Likens murder case.

The final question of whatever became of the rest of those teenage sociopaths that contributed to the murder is disturbing (when added to the fate of the couple that the storyteller was successful in tracking down)

by Anonymousreply 58April 12, 2015 1:23 AM

Like Any Normal Day by Mark Kram Jr.

It's about one of Dr. Kevorkian's suicide patients; a man named Albert "Buddy" Miley who broke his neck playing high school football that left him a quadriplegic.

by Anonymousreply 59April 12, 2015 1:32 AM

Nos4R2 by Joe Hill

by Anonymousreply 60April 12, 2015 1:48 AM

Agreed on THE ROAD and NEVER LET ME GO. Both disturbing as hell and brilliantly written.

by Anonymousreply 61April 12, 2015 2:32 AM

Madonna's Sex Book owns this thread

by Anonymousreply 62April 12, 2015 2:35 AM

Zombie by Joyce Carol Oates. Based on the life of Jeffrey Dahmer. I can't believe that the little old lady pictured on the back cover wrote such a fucked up, disturbing novel. Ice pick lobotomies, anyone?

by Anonymousreply 63April 12, 2015 2:36 AM

The summer after 7th grade I read Bram Stoker's Dracula. I was terrified the rest of the summer. My sophomore year in college I read Helter Skelter. It was a couple of years after the events and was really creepy to me.

by Anonymousreply 64April 12, 2015 3:46 AM

A M Homes owns this thread!

Please read Music for Torching and This Book Will Save Your Life.

Both wonderfully disturbing and original.

by Anonymousreply 65April 12, 2015 3:55 AM

The Stand by King. The disturbing thing was that after what seemed like a thousand pages THAT WAS IT? I was so disturbed that I ripped it to shreds, set the pile of shredded paper on fire and then stomped/danced on the embers.

What a piece of shit.

by Anonymousreply 66April 12, 2015 4:10 AM

The Hollywood novels of Bruce Wagner.

by Anonymousreply 67April 12, 2015 1:15 PM

Never Mind by Edward St. Aubyn

At the End of a Dull Day by Massimo Carlotto

by Anonymousreply 68April 12, 2015 1:25 PM

'The Stolen Child' by Keith Donohue. Beautifully written story but there's something so horrible and despairing to it. Loved it, but revolted by it at the same time.

by Anonymousreply 69April 12, 2015 1:26 PM

A lot of good choices here and I have added some of them to my Kindle wish list.

"The Wasp Factory" by Iain Banks - it's about a child psychopath written in the first person.

"The German" by Lee Thomas - it won the Lambda Literary Award.

by Anonymousreply 70April 12, 2015 1:35 PM

I couldn't finish American Psycho because it was so boring.

by Anonymousreply 71April 12, 2015 1:46 PM

Peter Straub's Ghost Story

Orwell's 1984

(both read when I was around 12 or 13 , I think. I also used to be a huge King reader up until about the Talisman was released, then stopped. I don't remember being terribly disturbed by anything King ever wrote - well, one thing which was when a child had been magically infested with botflies (or something like botflies) in the Talisman and they were squirming out of his skin (and nose, I think?). ...but then, botflies are disturbing all by themselves.

by Anonymousreply 72April 12, 2015 1:59 PM

[quote]I read Pet Semetary, what was so disturbing in it? Just a random horror novel.

While I didn't find it disturbing either, I can't dismiss it as random. I really liked the idea of putting into a horror format a family being unable to cope with death within the family and how it falls apart as a result.

While I can't think of any book that disturbed me, Thomas Tryon's The Other certainly stuck me at the time as being very weird and creepy.

by Anonymousreply 73April 12, 2015 2:22 PM

The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood Disturbing in the sense that to me it foreshadowed where this country was/is heading with these nut-job right-wing "Christian" evangelicals.

A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry The conclusion was most disturbing and at least to me, totally out of the blue - but not unbelievable.

by Anonymousreply 74April 12, 2015 2:36 PM

I assume the people "disturbed" by Stephen King's novels must be 16 yo. I certainly hope so.

by Anonymousreply 75April 12, 2015 4:02 PM

"Pages from Cold Point" and "A Distant Episode" by Paul Bowles

by Anonymousreply 76April 12, 2015 4:08 PM

I was a huge Stephen King reader when I was 12. A couple of years ago I read my fist book of his in over 20 years - Under the Dome. And I found it incredibly disturbing, r75. How could such a famous and best-selling author could write something so embarrassingly, childishly bad? And were the novels I'd read in my childhood just as terrible? I haven't gone back to find out

by Anonymousreply 77April 12, 2015 4:25 PM

"Salem's Lot" by Stephen King kept me up one summer night in the 1980s, clutching a cross. I was a teenager living in a small Southern town and the characters could have very easily been my neighbors. (FYI-it has nothing to do with Salem or witchcraft.) In the film that followed the book, David Soul was hot and in his prime as Ben Mears and Lance Kerwin was cute as Mark Petrie.

by Anonymousreply 78April 12, 2015 4:44 PM

I found Edith Wharton's "Age of Innocence" to be a horror novel! The manipulations of women to "get" men to do what they want. He lost the love of his life because he barely understood the fuckery going on around him. The ending was very sad, but eerie too. True to life.

by Anonymousreply 79April 12, 2015 4:49 PM

"Room" by Emma Donogue told from the perspective of a young boy who, with his mother, is being held captive in a small room. Donogue is an amazing writer and her gritty portrayals of real-life situations are heartbreaking. I might also nominate her "Slammerkin" about a prostitute in the 1700s.

by Anonymousreply 80April 12, 2015 5:06 PM

Not a book, but a short story called The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas by Ursula K. Le Guin. So fucking depressing and a testament to mans inhumanity to man.

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by Anonymousreply 81April 12, 2015 5:18 PM

Oh, and Never Let me Go must be one of the greatest snoozefest ever put on paper! I was furious after reading it: ishiguro is usually good, but this novel was a drag, and so fucking twee. I still hate him for killing a very interesting subject in such a godawful fashion

by Anonymousreply 82April 12, 2015 5:23 PM

Anything by Candace Bushnell makes my vagina dry.

by Anonymousreply 83April 12, 2015 5:25 PM

Atlas shrugged by Ayn Rand. So poorly written and full of inconsistencies. Not to mention the disturbing ideology it promotes.

by Anonymousreply 84April 12, 2015 5:31 PM

Gave me nightmares.

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by Anonymousreply 85April 12, 2015 5:32 PM

The Alienist by Caleb Carr

by Anonymousreply 86April 12, 2015 5:35 PM

May we include non-fiction? If so, Jean Hatzfeld wrote a trio of books about the Rwandan genocide - one interviewing survivors, one interviewing perpetrators, and one some time later, looking at the reconciliation process. They are profoundly disturbing books but also enlightening and powerful.

by Anonymousreply 87April 12, 2015 5:55 PM

...bumping for more fictional disturbance.

by Anonymousreply 88April 12, 2015 10:51 PM

The most disturbance per word (it's a fairly short story) has to go to Shirley Jackson's THE LOTTERY.

by Anonymousreply 89April 12, 2015 11:04 PM

Anyone who still thinks The Lottery is disturbing must be 80 years old.

by Anonymousreply 90April 12, 2015 11:30 PM

Let's stick to fiction, please.

I've read a lot of disturbing novels. One that comes to mind is "Looking for Mr. Goodbar." Theresa Dunn is one of the most emotionally crippled characters I've ever seen in a novel. It's hard to feel sorry for her; she's chilly and unpleasant and it's excruciating when she tries to be funny or amusing (she has no capacity whatsoever for humor). She's really unable to have a relationship with anyone, even her own family, and of course her encounters with men are terrible. She has casual sex with men, which makes her feel like a liberated woman, but her encounters seem to only emphasize how alone she is. A nice man falls in love with her (there must be something wrong with HIM; her finds the unappealing Theresa "charming and interesting"), but sex with him is awful. Theresa, of course, comes to a very bad end. The novel is very disquieting and unsettling; the tale of "a woman's descent into hell", as one critic called it.

by Anonymousreply 91April 13, 2015 1:53 AM

The Robber Bride by Margaret Atwood. If I didn't know so many female sociopaths, perhaps it wouldn't have bothered me so much...

by Anonymousreply 92April 13, 2015 2:04 AM

Love The Robber Bride (I must reread it!) but would hardly call it disturbing. Complex female relationships, yes, but nothing weird. Atwood's best novel, IMHO.

Then again, I'm a gay guy so maybe I missed something?

by Anonymousreply 93April 13, 2015 2:56 AM

Squirrel seeks chipmunk by David Sedaris. A repugnant book that I had to throw in the trash. Mean spirited and cruel. Horrible stories about animal abuse.

by Anonymousreply 94April 13, 2015 3:18 AM

Books have rarely disturbed me as an adult (partly because I don't read that much anymore and let the movies do the scaring) but I do remember couple that really upset me when I was a teen. One was William Peter Blatty's The Exorcist which scared the shit out of me. I watched the film about 10 years after reading the book when it was re-released in the theaters and I was surprised how little effect it had on me since it didn't scare me at all.

The other was Stephen King's Salem's Lot. I read loads of King's books as a kid and sure most had their scary moments but for some reason it was Salem's Lot that pushed me over the edge. I seriously wore a silver cross for weeks after reading the book.

Oh and yes I remember being disturbed by those bloody horrible V. C. Andrews books with family trapped in the attic. I hated them but still managed to read few of them.

by Anonymousreply 95April 13, 2015 3:54 AM

The Wasp Factory wins this thread.

by Anonymousreply 96April 13, 2015 4:52 AM

Lolita.

by Anonymousreply 97April 13, 2015 5:36 AM

Peter Lefcourt's The Dreyfuss Affair disturbed me. In a good way.

Why wasn't it ever turned into a feature film? It's not too late and quite relevant.

by Anonymousreply 98April 13, 2015 11:33 AM

Bump.

by Anonymousreply 99September 13, 2020 6:48 AM

Where the Red Fern Grows fucked me up when I was 10.

by Anonymousreply 100September 13, 2020 7:03 AM

Christ, the 2015 Troll has struck again. They are quiet for awhile and then they strike multiple times in a short period of time. I can’t figure out how they find these threads and how there are any still left. I almost more believe the have the ability to set the dates and construct whole threads from scratch just to then bring them up as if it were five years later.

by Anonymousreply 101September 13, 2020 7:05 AM

Adam Rapp’s YA novels are definitely leading contenders in this category. 33 Snowfish has damaged young characters including a boy who escapes from a pedophile after hearing he is going to be killed in a snuff film, a 14 year old female prostitute, and a violent pyromaniac who communicates primarily in pictures and murders his parents and abducts his infant brother they look to sell.

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by Anonymousreply 102September 13, 2020 7:14 AM

The Sluts by Dennis Cooper. I am a huge fan of Bret Easton Ellis and this was probably one of the most disturbing reads ever - way more graphic than Ellis. I recommend.

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by Anonymousreply 103September 13, 2020 7:26 AM

Is Adam Rapp the nom de plume of a certain someone?

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by Anonymousreply 104September 13, 2020 7:30 AM

“Where are you going, where have you been?” Joyce Carol Oates - short story or novella Very disturbing . Oates based this story on an article she happened to read. The bad boy protagonist, also called the pied piper has a strange power over innocent high school age girls he picks up at the local mall.

He murdered several girls, with the assistance of other girls. There’s a youtube with Laura Dern based on the story .

by Anonymousreply 105September 13, 2020 7:48 AM

"We Need to Talk About Kevin" by Lionel Shriver and, although it's not fiction, "Helter Skelter" by Vincent Bugliosi.

by Anonymousreply 106September 13, 2020 7:49 AM

R101 It’s an interesting thread. Fuck off

by Anonymousreply 107September 13, 2020 8:08 AM

R106 - I love "We Need to Talk About Kevin" and Lionel Shriver. Kevin was really good in Audible format. There is a book that was made into a shitty movie with Richard Gear called "The Dinner" by Herman Koch that explores similar themes.

by Anonymousreply 108September 13, 2020 8:14 AM

Sophie's Choice. I read this when it first came out, and then again maybe 20 years ago. I found it horrifying then, and over the years, I have grown less and less able to finish a novel that takes place during the Holocaust.

YA dystopian lit.

The Dave Gurney series of detective novels by John Verdon, recommended by someone in a DL "What Are You Reading?" thread (no gay content, though). Dave Gurney gets in such awful circumstances because, even though he retired as a NYC detective, he refuses to stop doing freelance detective work upstate, and he constantly gets his wife, whom he loves very much, and who wishes he would just stop it, into situations where it would be more logical for her to end up as collateral damage than not. The situations in each novel are so dire, the longer the series exists, the less sense it makes that the series exists. Just stop, Dave!

by Anonymousreply 109September 13, 2020 8:39 AM

[quote] Richard Gear

Oh, DEAR.

by Anonymousreply 110September 13, 2020 9:34 AM

"Perfume: The Story of a Murderer" by Patrick Süskind, 1985. An historical fantasy novel which really made me think on what exactly it is murderers think of. It's especially interesting to anyone with an interest in fragrances or the art of perfumery.

by Anonymousreply 111September 13, 2020 10:35 AM

^ or In German "Das Parfum: Die Geschicte eines Mörders". It is one of the very top ten best-selling German novels of the 20th century.

by Anonymousreply 112September 13, 2020 10:38 AM

I was just about to mention Perfume. I read it as a 6th grader after reading a review in People Magazine.

by Anonymousreply 113September 13, 2020 10:57 AM

R113 Did you enjoy it, or did it leave you feeling a bit disturbed? It was recommended and loaned to me by a German speaking Japanese friend. She had both excellent and odd taste in novels.

by Anonymousreply 114September 13, 2020 11:19 AM

J.G. Ballard’s CRASH. Constant descriptions of penis insertion into open wounds, on people of various inappropriate ages and mental abilities.

The Cronenberg movie (with Elias Koteas & James Spader) was a very tame adaptation.

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by Anonymousreply 115September 13, 2020 2:13 PM

After Claude by Iris Owen

A dumped woman wants to hire a rapist to take care of a woman she feels wronged her. Her rage consumes her until she becomes a submissive.

The book is a comedy.

I remember the commercials for it on daytime TV in the 70s.

by Anonymousreply 116September 13, 2020 2:27 PM

[quote] don't remember being terribly disturbed by anything King ever wrote - well, one thing which was when a child had been magically infested with botflies (or something like botflies) in the Talisman and they were squirming out of his skin (and nose, I think?). ...but then, botflies are disturbing all by themselves.

The cultish, Fangoria-style crime-horror film PHENOMENA (1985) aka CREEPERS with Jennifer Connelly has similar disturbing scenes. There’s one with maggots that I don’t even want to describe in detail.

As a whole movie it’s a relatively airy, stately, fantasy giallo meant for moody sensitive teenagers. However, the gratuitous and vile bug-related fuckery along the way counteracts this effect. And I say that as a lover of insects, of noir/Gothic foreign supernatural horror, and of the resplendent Jennifer Connelly.

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by Anonymousreply 117September 13, 2020 3:09 PM

“Music For Torching” by A.M. Homes.

I see “The End of Alice” has been mentioned, which was also disturbing. “Music For Torching” upset me more, because the setting and characters were so commonplace.

by Anonymousreply 118September 13, 2020 3:35 PM

For disturbing content, nobody comes close to Sade.

by Anonymousreply 119September 13, 2020 4:27 PM

R119, but it was the sweetest taboo.

by Anonymousreply 120September 13, 2020 4:29 PM

The Stranger by Camus.

by Anonymousreply 121September 13, 2020 4:53 PM

1984. I remember telling myself toward the end that I was not going to read it again.

by Anonymousreply 122September 13, 2020 5:17 PM

R114, it definitely stayed with me. I can't imagine my kid reading it.

by Anonymousreply 123September 13, 2020 5:23 PM

[italic] Le Peau de Chagren [/italic] or en Anglais [italic] The Wild Ass's Skin [italic] 1831 Honoré de Balzac

by Anonymousreply 124September 13, 2020 5:23 PM

I want to read The End of Alice but am afraid they’ll put me on a watchlist.

by Anonymousreply 125September 13, 2020 6:45 PM

R124. I read that for the first time earlier this year. Fascinating and haunting. I’d read some of Balzac’s more “realistic” novels in high school and college (some in French, like Le pere Goriot) and always enjoyed him.

by Anonymousreply 126September 13, 2020 6:48 PM

"Turn of the Screw", Henry James (who otherwise bores me witless(

The original "Dracula" by Bram Stoker - it is seriously atmospheric and terrifying

"The Haunting of Hill House" by Shirley Jackson (and that primo 1959 film version, "The Haunting")

And another vote for King's "Salem's Lot".

by Anonymousreply 127September 13, 2020 7:01 PM

[quote] I've read a lot of disturbing novels. One that comes to mind is "Looking for Mr. Goodbar." Theresa Dunn is one of the most emotionally crippled characters I've ever seen in a novel.

You know, of course, it was based on a real story: that of the murdered Roseann Quin.

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by Anonymousreply 128September 13, 2020 7:02 PM

We Need to talk about Kevin was a good one. Very creepy characters.

Tampa was a book about a woman pedophile and it made my skin crawl.

I wish I could save this thread for when my psyche recovers after this goddamn period of covid, trump fuckery, protests, wildfires and one half of the country trying to kill the other half. Once that is all squared away, I think I'll be able to handle fictional insanity.

I've tried to get into Never Let Me Go, but I keep stopping and starting. Maybe I'll give it another shot.

by Anonymousreply 129September 13, 2020 7:08 PM

"Prime Time: a Novel", by Joan Collins

by Anonymousreply 130September 13, 2020 7:11 PM

It took 130 replies to mention the classic Hogg by Samuel Delany? For me, it's the height of perversion.

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by Anonymousreply 131September 13, 2020 7:13 PM

Lolita, The End of Alice, & Tampa. Anything by early AM Homes is pretty grim (and great).

In Cold Blood

Devil in the White Castle

I like books that take something gruesome and horrifying and present it in a banal everyday manner.

by Anonymousreply 132September 13, 2020 7:17 PM

What is The Charcoal Burners about?

I can't find a review about it online.

by Anonymousreply 133September 13, 2020 7:43 PM

R126 J'adore all the French 19th century Realists, but he's probably the best, alongside Zola. I read some in French as well. It's a shame so many consider them rubbish, or "not quite the classics".

by Anonymousreply 134September 13, 2020 7:50 PM

In that 19th century territory [italic] The Birth-Mark [/italic] 1843 by Nathaniel Hawthorne is nicely disturbing as well.

by Anonymousreply 135September 13, 2020 7:54 PM

The Day of the Locust.

by Anonymousreply 136September 13, 2020 7:56 PM

[quote] What is The Charcoal Burners about? I can't find a review about it online.

Young woman in a failing marriage encounters two strange cults in the remote forests of British Columbia. It’s pretty bleak.

by Anonymousreply 137September 13, 2020 8:01 PM

The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles--nihilistic

by Anonymousreply 138September 13, 2020 8:05 PM

Confessions of a Justified Sinner

by Anonymousreply 139September 13, 2020 11:32 PM

Although I don't think it was meant as such, I found A Handful of Dust, by Evelyn Waugh, very disturbing in the end. It's supposed to be black comedy, I understand.

by Anonymousreply 140September 13, 2020 11:37 PM

Animal Farm by George Orwell. The Long Walk by Stephen King, The Collection by Bentley Little. Joe Hill's twittering from the circus of the Dead.

by Anonymousreply 141September 13, 2020 11:39 PM

Flannery O'Connor's A Good Man Is Hard To Find is a short story but...it still freaks me out every time I read it.

by Anonymousreply 142September 13, 2020 11:52 PM

The Japanese novel OUT by Kirino Natsuo. It is also the most honest portrayal of Japan I have ever read.

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by Anonymousreply 143September 14, 2020 12:00 AM

Can’t believe I’m the first to mention The Secret History by Donna Tartt. Creepy as all hell.

A Clockwork Orange was pretty disturbing too. I read that Anthony Burgess had to drink heavily when writing it to cope with certain parts.

by Anonymousreply 144September 14, 2020 12:01 AM

R140 I laughed all the way through A HANDFUL OF DUST. I was a bitter, mean-spirited, lonely teen when I read it, though.

by Anonymousreply 145September 14, 2020 12:13 AM

Nathaniel Hawthorne's novella "Young Goodman Brown" about a man's transformative encounter with evil. Hawthorne's ancestors had been judges in the Salem witch trials and the horror and guilt that haunted him over that influenced his writings, including this title.

by Anonymousreply 146September 14, 2020 12:15 AM

The Painted Bird by Jerzy Kosinski. Read it nearly 40 years ago in college. It still haunts me.

by Anonymousreply 147September 14, 2020 12:18 AM

I had a college class and the reading list was: The Painted Bird, Naked Lunch, Last Exit From Brooklyn, and The Assassination of Marat As Performed By the Inmates of some fucking asylum I forget.

All we freshmen were practically suicidal after those books.

by Anonymousreply 148September 14, 2020 12:21 AM

R147, excellent choice. That was a tough read.

by Anonymousreply 149September 14, 2020 12:24 AM

Bastard Out of Carolina

by Anonymousreply 150September 14, 2020 12:40 AM

I read John Saul as a teen instead of King, and I remember one story where kids we being held in a cave by ghost children and one of them had a dead cat shoved up their ass.

by Anonymousreply 151September 14, 2020 12:47 AM

Jack Ketchum has some really disturbing novels. His short stories The Box and the Rifle creeped me out for days. He died not too long ago. We lost a talented horror writer.

by Anonymousreply 152September 14, 2020 1:03 AM

Anything written by Ayn Rand or Faulkner. The south lost the civil war, get over it. And I read Rand's "Atlast Shrugged" It was utter fucking dreck.

by Anonymousreply 153September 14, 2020 1:18 AM

R148 There's no excuse for foisting that material on young people. I'm so sick of violence porn being lauded as "great literature".

by Anonymousreply 154September 14, 2020 1:27 AM

Glamorama was just gross and disgusting. Amityville Horror scared me.

by Anonymousreply 155September 14, 2020 1:47 AM

The Hellhound Heart - Clive Brker

by Anonymousreply 156September 14, 2020 1:50 AM

R154, Yeah, I agree. But the movie of Naked Lunch was kind of entertaining.

by Anonymousreply 157September 14, 2020 1:54 AM

The Witching Hour

by Anonymousreply 158September 14, 2020 1:55 AM

R91 Are you sure it isn’t a Madonna biography?

by Anonymousreply 159September 14, 2020 8:14 AM

I read “The Exorcist” by William Peter Blatty as a 13 year old (as I was too young to go see the movie). It completely freaked me out.

by Anonymousreply 160September 14, 2020 8:42 AM

Torn over whether or not to suggest Chuck Pahlaniuk’s short story compilation HAUNTED.

His writing style is puerile, limited, and broken, and he relies too heavily on schlock and body horror. He’s basically R.L.Stine with better press.

But the fact remains that, on record, over 70 people have publicly fainted or vomited on hearing readings of his short stories, especially the cult favourite ‘Guts’. The latter sure does stick with you and make you freaked out, though I wouldn’t call it good horror or disturbing in a sophisticated way. It’s just disgusting.

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by Anonymousreply 161September 14, 2020 11:15 AM

Another vote for Kosinski's "The Painted Bird".

And for what it's worth for those looking beyond the 20th century, "King Lear" is extremely disturbing, and so is "Wuthering Heights" given its male protagonist is clearly a sociopathic misogynist. When you read stuff like WH as an adult male rather than a starry eyed teen-aged girl hung up on "Ro-Mance", things are apparent that wouldn't be to the starry-eyed teenaged girl. It's a really horrible story.

by Anonymousreply 162September 14, 2020 11:55 AM

It's scary because France is crumbling towards submission already

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by Anonymousreply 163September 14, 2020 12:15 PM

Faggots

by Anonymousreply 164September 14, 2020 12:31 PM

Though I liked Dancer from the Dance more than Faggots, Larry, I found Dancer more disturbing, because it was easier to take it seriously. Faggots was more of a joke extended to 300 pages.

by Anonymousreply 165September 14, 2020 12:57 PM

One of the creepest Stephen King short stories I've ever read was Survivor Type. Basically it's about a drug dealer that gets shipwrecked on an island. And slowly starts eating himself to survive. I've always enjoyed his short stories more than his novels. Shirley Jackson's The Summer People is pretty creepy too.

by Anonymousreply 166September 14, 2020 1:07 PM

After reading Glamorama by Bret Easton Ellis I never had any desire to read any other BEE novel. So, I guess that spared me of American Psycho. To me Glamorama was disturbing enough with fashion models as murderous agents torturing and killing people. Then the vivid description of the plane blowing up. BEE is one fucked up dude.

by Anonymousreply 167September 14, 2020 2:15 PM

R148 What was the name of that class?

by Anonymousreply 168September 14, 2020 3:19 PM

R168, I don't remember. Maybe "You're Fucked!" LOL

by Anonymousreply 169September 14, 2020 3:53 PM

"A Little Life" by Hanya Yanagihara. An extreme of gratuitous misery-porn. It reminded me of all the criticisms people had about "The Last Temptation of Christ" and how over-the-top that was.

I checked it out from the library ahead of a snowstorm, figuring I'd have extra time on my hands due to weather-related closures, and I felt just as insufferably trapped in the book as I felt in the blizzard. Emotionally exploitative and gross.

by Anonymousreply 170September 14, 2020 7:50 PM

We Have Always Lived in The Castle by Shirley Jackson...

by Anonymousreply 171September 14, 2020 8:11 PM

I second a lot of these, but especially Tampa. The nauseating sex scenes got all the attention, but the ending haunted me.

SPOLIER The man character, a lady pedophile, moves to a resort town and seduces young teens on vacation. She talks about how once her looks go and no boys will want her, she plans on moving to a big city specifically so she can pay runaways to fuck her. I like sex, but can you imagine building your entire world around it?

by Anonymousreply 172September 14, 2020 8:52 PM

Peyton Place

by Anonymousreply 173September 14, 2020 9:01 PM

I remember American Psycho mostly because no publishing house would print it. I can remember setting it down a couple of times with what Bateman did to women. When I was done, I got up and threw in the trash.

by Anonymousreply 174September 14, 2020 9:26 PM

I remember American Psycho mostly because no publishing house would print it. I can remember setting it down a couple of times with what Bateman did to women. When I was done, I got up and threw in the trash.

by Anonymousreply 175September 14, 2020 9:26 PM

I remember reading Rosemary's Baby by Ira Levin. At one point I became so scared that I whipped it under the bed, then couldn't sleep in the bed with it under me. That was when I was 22 or so. I wonder if it would have the same effect.

by Anonymousreply 176September 14, 2020 10:03 PM

R175, I've done that a few times--not wanting to pass trash on to others.

by Anonymousreply 177September 14, 2020 10:06 PM

BEE’s Imperial Bedrooms has a disturbing part in the end where he hires a male and female escort and rapes, tortures and humiliates them.

by Anonymousreply 178September 14, 2020 10:07 PM

Miller’s TROPIC OF CAPRICORN kind of grossed me out with the scene of lice and bedbugs crawling out of a girl’s hair.

And all the rest of it was boring, self-indulgent, incel drivel.

by Anonymousreply 179September 14, 2020 10:09 PM

The Mad Man by Delany

by Anonymousreply 180February 19, 2021 7:06 AM

Samuel R Delany should be a favourite writer of Erna’s!

by Anonymousreply 181February 19, 2021 7:06 AM

Interestingly, R159, Madonna used it as the basis for her video for "Bad Girl".

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by Anonymousreply 182February 19, 2021 7:36 AM

50 Shades of Grey.

I nominate this book due to the spelling and grammatical errors. The author should be locked away. The editor should vow to never again work in this field. I could not finish the book. The idea that it was published with so many errors is truly disturbing. I read about one quarter of this trashy book and then threw it in the garbage.

by Anonymousreply 183February 19, 2021 10:21 AM

Painted Bird by Koskinski

Everything by Hubert Selby

by Anonymousreply 184February 19, 2021 2:55 PM

OP, just chiming in to say I stopped seeing someone not long after he declared American Psycho as his favorite novel and proceeded to quote multiple passages at length from memory. I have no answer to your actual question; I just wanted to share my experience.

by Anonymousreply 185February 19, 2021 8:07 PM

In Cold Blood by you know who.

by Anonymousreply 186February 19, 2021 8:38 PM

The Exorcist. It frightened me off and on for years. I was very young when I read it. The movie was scary as hell for the times, but the book frightened me much more than seeing the movie.

by Anonymousreply 187February 19, 2021 8:42 PM

Homeboy by Seth Morgan.

The absolute absence of morals or safety really freaked me out when I read it as a young'un. It was also peculiar that the neighbour who lent me it was a very conservative, middle-aged Iranian Muslim lady. What the hell was she doing with such a depraved book?

Anything by Donna Tart but especially The Goldfinch - I got about halfway through it, hot tears pouring from my eyes at the utter sadness and desolation of the young protagonist.

The Road set me on a depressive episode. Thanks Mum for leaving both the The Goldfinch and The Road at my house. Come to think of it she's left several more of the books mentioned here which I've fortunately not read as I've learned my lesson when it comes to her book choices. Much happier when she leaves trash like Jack Reacher books, they are fun nonsense and its enjoyable to imagine Jack's fabulous physique.

by Anonymousreply 188February 19, 2021 8:45 PM

No Country for Old Men by Cormac McCarthy. I'm scared of horror novels though and won't read them.

by Anonymousreply 189February 19, 2021 8:47 PM

Silence of the Lambs by Thomas Harris. Read it prior to the movie coming out.

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by Anonymousreply 190February 19, 2021 8:53 PM

These dogs are called Lap dogs.

People buy lap dogs because they can't make friends with human beings.

by Anonymousreply 191February 19, 2021 9:27 PM

Hubert Selby's The Room -- basically 200 pages+ of sadomasochistic fantasies

His Last Exit to Brooklyn is up there too

by Anonymousreply 192February 19, 2021 9:29 PM

R129- I was just looking up some of these on Wikipedia and I thought the same thing. I am not ready yet. Still slowly trying to heal from the apocalyptic trump years.

by Anonymousreply 193February 19, 2021 9:30 PM

I'm no longer a student so reading novels is all about enjoyment for me. And so I won't be reading any of these, haha. I used to be all about "deep" reading, but I don't want horrible images in my head anymore. The real world is bad enough.

by Anonymousreply 194February 19, 2021 9:32 PM

The Bible

by Anonymousreply 195February 19, 2021 9:36 PM

It's lame compared to what has been mentioned here, but when I was a teenager I read La Terre by Emile Zola , and I was distubed because it was the first time I read a novel where the evil won at the end. The main female character was raped by her brother in law while the sister was watching and laughing, and the lover left the village sad and broken. I know Mary! but it was 15 years old.

by Anonymousreply 196February 19, 2021 9:41 PM

Oz by Geoff Ryman. The narrator is traveling through Kansas and meets a young girl named Dorothy and her life inspires the man, Baum, to write a story. That’s all I’m going to write about it. The author is very good but the novel is harrowing.

by Anonymousreply 197February 19, 2021 9:48 PM

Querelle

by Anonymousreply 198February 19, 2021 9:56 PM

^I think I saw the movie of that on TV in the 90s. Or a bit of it anyway. Someone dressed as a sailor getting buttfucked?

by Anonymousreply 199February 19, 2021 9:57 PM

The Sluts by Dennis Cooper was pretty disturbing. I read it in a state of shock.

by Anonymousreply 200February 19, 2021 10:00 PM

Can anyone recommend a good, non-gory phycological thriller? Non-fiction as well. Tia

by Anonymousreply 201February 19, 2021 10:01 PM

"Kiss the girls" was a bit too much for me, but I was probably a little too young to read it at the time.

by Anonymousreply 202February 19, 2021 10:07 PM

House of Sand and Fog.

A friend gave it to me to read while I was reeling from a break up. Horrible, frustrating, tragic book about people making stupid mistakes over and over. Highly depressing. I wanted to kill my friend afterward for giving it to me. As someone who was forced to move from my childhood home in the middle of the night because my parents got divorced and my father just let the house, where all his kids lived, go into forecloser. It struck FAR too close to home and I hated it.

by Anonymousreply 203February 19, 2021 10:20 PM

Call me precious but I avoid overly disturbing novels nowadays. Too many modern authors are too fixated on pointless degradation. The worst are the authors who create a vulnerable or marginalized character and then just relentlessly abuse them. It's like they are getting off on it. If I see a book where one character is constantly degraded I put it down. There's a half way point between Pollyanna naivety and rancid nastiness.

by Anonymousreply 204February 19, 2021 10:23 PM

The Secret History by Donna Tartt

by Anonymousreply 205February 19, 2021 10:24 PM

I love so many of the books listed in this thread. I swear I’m not depraved, but I do know I have a high tolerance for disturbing content. I like being challenged when I read.

by Anonymousreply 206February 19, 2021 10:27 PM

If you're precious R204, then so am I. Everything you said I identify with. There are some authors who are almost juvenile in their belief that exploring human nastiness make their work of higher value. When I used to belong to writing forums as a teen, there were always other teens who had their characters raped just because they thought it was deep and edgy. So much so that that kind of thing became a trope. If you can back your work up with themes and writing, fine. But most can't, they're just showing off how horrible they can be.

by Anonymousreply 207February 19, 2021 10:32 PM

Flowers in the Attic. Those poor kids. What their mother and grandmother did to them was pure evil. I think the mother was the worst. So selfish and greedy just like all those Republican politicians.

by Anonymousreply 208February 19, 2021 11:07 PM

Palahniuk’s “Invisible Monsters” was really fucked up but also hilarious.

by Anonymousreply 209February 19, 2021 11:52 PM

All of my disturbing novels and short stories have been mentioned. Shout-outs to Day of Locust, Pet Sematary, The Excorcist, 1984 - all disturbing when I read them. But -- The Stranger by Camus?

I reread it recently. All Mersault needed was anti-depressants and vigorous face slapping.

by Anonymousreply 210February 19, 2021 11:53 PM

Out by Kirino Natsuo

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by Anonymousreply 211February 19, 2021 11:54 PM

Don’t forget some blue sky, R210.

by Anonymousreply 212February 20, 2021 2:06 AM

'"American Psycho" was so out there that I couldn't take it seriously, so not disturbed by it.

Don't ask about the cheesy film made based on the book.

by Anonymousreply 213February 20, 2021 3:18 AM

"Strange Sisters"

by Anonymousreply 214February 20, 2021 4:18 AM

Probably "Lord of the Flies". I read at the age of about 12 because my teacher had recommended it to me. He knew I was becoming bored with the selections chosen by my school and thought I was ready for some literature that had a bit more bite. It was the first thing I read that blew me away. It was the first thing I read in which completely horrible things happen. It was the first thing I read that demonstrated how low humans could go. I have never forgotten it.

by Anonymousreply 215February 20, 2021 4:06 PM
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