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Do you remember your first load?

I can't remember when I first realized that if I jerk my dick, cum will come out.

by Anonymousreply 144May 17, 2020 4:37 AM

Oh yeah, it was a weird feeling. I thought it was pee at first, but realized the sticky factor wasn't normal.

by Anonymousreply 1July 19, 2012 2:28 AM

Dove into the pond with a raging hard-on and came underwater. It was an amazing feeling.

by Anonymousreply 2July 19, 2012 2:31 AM

I was walking down the street. Seriously. I went into a "candy store" that had the dirty magazines in the back. I went back there and there was some gay porn (this was in 1971?). I still remember the cover of the magazine I opened...young guy wearing a chain mail shirt. I don't know where I got the guts. Anyway, I didn't want to hang around too long and I also had a very obvious raging hardon. I left and walked maybe 25 ft and I started cumming. I had played with my hardon for a couple of years but had no idea of what to do with it. I'm embarrassed to say how old I was but old than 13.

So I came, and came ....and came.

by Anonymousreply 3July 19, 2012 2:39 AM

I think I was about 11 1/2, 12 years old. I would play with my hard on or rub the remote control on it, and it would feel good, but one day, I was using a hand-held massager on my leg and it hit my dick and I realized how great it felt and I kept it on there until I had a mind-blowing orgasm and came all over my underwear and pants. It was my first time seeing cum, but I realized what it was from reading a book about how babies were made. I finally started using my hands around the same time and realized I could get myself off quite well, but nothing like that massager. I didn't learn about edging and levels until I went off to college.

by Anonymousreply 4July 19, 2012 2:53 AM

6th Grade. A friend slept over. He did it for me. I had no idea.

I remember him saying, "This is what faggots do, but we're just doing it for fun."

by Anonymousreply 5July 19, 2012 2:55 AM

Same here, R5. But it was my older brother's friend (he was 14, I was 12). He slept over and my bro went to bed early, so it was just the two of us still awake. We had been kinda touchy-feely all night, and after my bro went to bed, we became more daring. I thought we would just fondle each other through our pants, but he had a better idea, he said. He pulled down both our pants/underwear and we began fondling again. He then said, "Let me show you something," and began stroking my dick. It felt so good, and he went faster and faster. I too got the sensation that I needed to pee and warned him. All he said, "That's okay," and didn't stop. Before I knew it, I ejaculated, but I thought I had really peed myself. I panicked, but wen I reached down it was sticky. My bro's friend told me, "It's just sperm," and I remember feeling proud.

by Anonymousreply 6July 19, 2012 3:02 AM

MORE!

by Anonymousreply 7July 19, 2012 3:03 AM

I'd been jerking off with a spit covered hand for quite some time with nothing happening - and then all of a sudden I came. I thought that all of my spit had gotten down in there and that I had broken something. It didn't take me long ti figure out what was what, but it was a confusing first day.

by Anonymousreply 8July 19, 2012 3:06 AM

You poor kids, getting molested like that.

Anyway, I had my first 'O' in 6th grade in the school bathroom. I used to go in the far stall and rub my boner against the tile wall (I still remember them...they were yellow tiles). Then one day I figured out I could just use my hand and that felt good too. I remember as I approached my first ever orgasm I could sense that something was about to happen, but I didn't know what. I just remember thinking to myself, "OMG something is happening!" It tingled, but nothing came out. In fact the first few orgasms I ever had, I don't recall anything coming out. And they didn't feel like the orgasms I know today, either. Not as intense and in a way uncomfortable. Anyway, there was no going back...after that my dick became my new favorite play thing, and I was late to MANY classes that year. I'm sure all of the teachers knew what I was doing in the bathroom, too, because my face would always turn beat red when I'd j/o.

by Anonymousreply 9July 19, 2012 3:29 AM

I remember daddy told me it was wrong, but to only do it in front of him.

by Anonymousreply 10July 19, 2012 3:44 AM

I remember having orgasms for at least 2 years before anything came out.

by Anonymousreply 11July 19, 2012 4:31 AM

First time I was about 14, and in the shower at my cousins house. I was thinking about one of the older boys I had seen at the high school gym, who was doing arm curls earlier that day. I remember having lubed it up with shampoo, and had started going at it. After a rather long time, actually, it just started to feel so good that I couldn't stop. I came, but I really wasn't expecting it despite having had sex Ed and knowing what cum was. It really was a "sexual awakening" as I hadn't even really jerked off before that. That visit to my cousins house it became a daily thing...

by Anonymousreply 12July 19, 2012 4:45 AM

listened to dr. ruth's radio show a few times and heard about this "ejaculate" and "ejaculation"

so, I fucked my pillow until white stuff came out of my penis

by Anonymousreply 13July 19, 2012 4:53 AM

11 years old. I could hear the TV in the living room.

"The FBI, in Color"

Blew my first load onto a pillow. And then next commercial, another. u I can never see Efrem Zimbalst Jr. after that without getting wood.

by Anonymousreply 14July 19, 2012 4:57 AM

I was 14 & lying in one saturday morning, idly masturbating. My brother must have been out of the room (shared a bedroom 'til I was 18) because I wasn't hiding under the covers. Next thing I knew I tensed, clenched, and spooged. Not much liquid that first time. Thrilled with my discovery I spent that day looking for private places to do it again, even when we went to visit my grandparents. Grandma walked into her bathroom and caught me. Noone ever said a word to me about it but she glared at me the rest of the day.

by Anonymousreply 15July 19, 2012 5:03 AM

I was 12 or 13 in the jacuzzi in the backyard. I had gotten into the habit of letting the jet stream massage my crotch, which felt so good, but that was the extent of it. Then one day, I let the stream linger a little too long on the same area and I shot my wad in my trunks. I knew what was up since we learned about it in health class, and I was thrilled. I promptly got out, hopped in the shower, jacked off, and blew my load again. I couldn't stop touching myself after that. It was a great summer.

by Anonymousreply 16July 19, 2012 5:09 AM

Another age 14. I knew about sex and wet dreams (never had one) but only a vague understanding of masturbation. I had erections but didn't know exactly what to do with them, even though it felt good to play with them. At lunch one day one of my classmates made the universal jerk-off motion and I finally put two and two together. After school I locked myself in my room and jerked furiously and was rewarded with a huge, globby cum. I remember it itched like crazy right before I came and there was so much cum I assumed I'd been backed up for at least a year.

by Anonymousreply 17July 19, 2012 5:23 AM

bumping for more

by Anonymousreply 18July 19, 2012 8:12 PM

Starting when I was about 11, I used to love to hike into the woods near my suburban house, take off every stich of clothing including my shoes & socks, pop a woody, walk around hard for a while, then sit down in the leaves and beat off furiously to a dry orgasm. Quite randomly, the first time I shot a load was not on one of my naked-in-the woods adventures but at home in my room. I was actually fucking one of my Adidas sneakers and came inside. Surprised the hell out of me but was way better than a dry cum. I think I had just turned 13. My woods fetish lasted through high school, btw. Weird stuff.

by Anonymousreply 19July 19, 2012 10:43 PM

I was on my high school track and field team and was often asked to collect the equipment after practice. So, many of my late showers was by myself and, interestingly, with the football coach. he had the most amazing body, and his ass could bounce off quarters.

One thing led to another and I found myself in his bed. I remember how he stripped me naked and put his mouth on my dick. That was the most amazing feeling I have never had. As his finger went near my ass, I just felt this warm rush from my crotch to my head. I thought I was about to pee in his mouth and he encouraged me. After what seemed like eternity of cumming and cumming, I was going to blackout. I had wet dreams but that was my first time cumming while conscious.

We did many many things to each other for the next year until my family moved overseas. When we moved back to the States five years later, he already married a woman. Sigh.

by Anonymousreply 20July 19, 2012 11:58 PM

I was in 8th grade - can't remember the age. I was reading erotic stories - I believe on nifty - and rubbing myself. I was wearing silk pajama pants. And then all of a sudden, boom. It was glorious.

by Anonymousreply 21July 20, 2012 12:13 AM

It was in front of the TV just as I hit puberty and noticed Leroy in Kids From Fame. I got carpet-burn, but it was worth it.

by Anonymousreply 22July 20, 2012 12:24 AM

Yes, and I thought I had some horrible disease. My parents never talked to me about sex, so when I started going through puberty I thought I was dying. I thought I had syphilis for a while because I looked it up in a medical book and one of the symptoms was "penile discharge."

It wasn't until a year later when I took a sex ed class in school that I learned that it was actually *supposed* to happen.

by Anonymousreply 23July 20, 2012 12:32 AM

I was a late bloomer. I didn't shoot a load until I was 16. I didn't even know how to properly jack off. I put my hands together, trying to create a vagina. I laid on my stomach, put my arms and hands underneath me and and started to "fuck" by sticking my dick between my clasped hands (thumb side towards floor.)

It actually took me a couple of times before I figured out I could just put my hands directly on my cock.

Dumb and full of cum.

by Anonymousreply 24July 20, 2012 12:48 AM

[quote]I didn't shoot a load until I was 16.

Me too. And it was huge.

by Anonymousreply 25July 20, 2012 12:52 AM

r20 = Jerry Sandusky's Nifty Library

by Anonymousreply 26July 20, 2012 12:53 AM

[quote]I didn't shoot a load until I was 16.

Me three.

by Anonymousreply 27July 20, 2012 1:09 AM

I was 12. His name was Palo. We were both in the Legislative Youth Program. He was a few years older than I: very cute, dark, curly hair, dreamy eyes. And then it happened.

by Anonymousreply 28July 20, 2012 1:11 AM

My cousin showed me how. I went home and jerked off sitting on the toilet. I came so hard I fell off of the commode.

by Anonymousreply 29July 20, 2012 1:14 AM

The first several dozen times I jo'd, I did it till it felt super good and I thought I did great. Then one day I did it and white stuff came out and I completely freaked thinking I broke something. I was ALMOST going to run to the parents for help. I didn't, i just cleaned up and worried until a few days later when I learned that is what is supposed to happen.

by Anonymousreply 30July 20, 2012 1:19 AM

I had just turned 15, it was 1987. I was a sheltered kid, and while vaguely aware of the concept of "playing with yourself" it had somehow not quite dawned on me that this was something I could do.

But I was thinking a lot more about sex, and other boys. One night, late, I had a raging hard-on and thought hey, I wonder if I could suck my own cock? So I started trying, and while I could just reach the tip with my tongue, it wasn't very stimulating. But then I started to sort of spit on my cock, and rub it in- and suddenly realized, WHOA, that feels awesome. Within seconds I shot a massive load all over my stomach, chest and bed.

My family didn't see much of me in the weeks and months following.

by Anonymousreply 31July 20, 2012 1:21 AM

My Dad had a massive porn collection which included a bunch of videos as well. He had the playboy channel on top of that. I discovered his porn collection when I was like 8 years old and watched it steadily with a hardon all the time.

It wasn't until I was like 12 that I got the idea to actually rub my penis when it was hard. I was looking at this porn magazine. The layout was a Valentine's Day one where this woman received a huge heart box and out popped a naked man. I rubbed my dick looking at it until I came.

I remember feeling so guilty right after that I threw the magazine down the steps. I realized when I was older it wasn't guilt but that post orgasm "sated" feeling I was feeling. I just remember I was horny about 20 minutes later and going down the steps looking for the magazine.

by Anonymousreply 32July 20, 2012 3:04 AM

Shut up, R26.

Even though I was under age at the time, but I wanted it to happen. Looking back, I probably started the whole thing, and both of us flirted with each other.

As the old saying goes, "you can't rape the willing" and I was the under aged willing.

by Anonymousreply 33July 20, 2012 3:16 AM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 34July 22, 2012 4:56 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 35August 6, 2012 1:15 PM

In a parking garage in Buffalo, NY - don't ask!

by Anonymousreply 36August 6, 2012 2:05 PM

Yes, quite distinctly! I didn't use any old wash day detergent I used Ivory Snow. Mother was so proud.

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by Anonymousreply 37August 6, 2012 2:11 PM

I was probably 15. No sex ed and we move a lot so no close friends to tell me what they had learned from their friends, relatives, etc. I really didn't know anything about sex. I picked up a copy of "Everything You Always Wanted to Know About Sex (But Were Afraid to Ask)" and it discussed masturbation.

I went into the bathroom and tried it and when I came, it shot everywhere, making one hell of a mess. I still didn't know anything, though, and I thought you had to rub really hard. I basically rubbed my dick raw over the next couple of weeks until I figured out how to jack off properly.

by Anonymousreply 38August 6, 2012 2:19 PM

I actually did not start masturbating until I was 17. I had no frame of reference for what was supposed to happen, just the usual up-and-down jackoff motion. I remember laying in bed one night, and I though to myself, "I gotta come tonight". So I finally did. I was listening to Paul McCartney.

by Anonymousreply 39August 6, 2012 2:31 PM

TMI

by Anonymousreply 40August 6, 2012 2:39 PM

17!? Holy shit, I'd already been fapping my guts out for six years by that age!

by Anonymousreply 41August 6, 2012 2:41 PM

I thought this thread was going to be about the first load we remember *receiving*, which of course I'll never forget. I was 14 and let an old troll blow me in the mall restroom. I reciprocated; I thought I'd die from how awful it tasted.

This was in 1981, before it ever occurred to anyone that this would later not be a good idea.

by Anonymousreply 42August 6, 2012 2:45 PM

I was 11 and in the shower washing my dick. A looooong time. I'd been giving myself dry orgasms for several years already, so I knew that I was building up to getting "the feeling." But when I shot that first load it was a shock. Then I sort of pieced together some odd bits of overheard conversations that I hadn't really understood before, and figured out what had happened and that it was alright.

Man, was it ever alright!

by Anonymousreply 43August 6, 2012 2:47 PM

It's just occurred to me that the "old troll" may not even have been as old as I am now. :/

by Anonymousreply 44August 6, 2012 2:48 PM

That was sort of a magical time in my life. I felt like I had the most incredible secret (although I knew that everyone had sex).

The first orgasm happened when I was 10 or 11. My parents had this odd device for your neck that vibrated. This antiquated-looking leather neck support that plugged in and vibrated. You would lie on it with the device right under your neck.

In my sexual adventures looking at my dad's porn, I discovered that if I straddled the thing, it felt good. Finally, one day, I stayed on it longer than usual and it happened. Wow, I was hooked.

I didn't actually shoot a load until I was about 12. I wasn't shocked about it since I'd seen and read enough porn by then.

However, having seen pictures and movies of girls enthusiastically swallowing, I had an overwhelming desire to taste it--while masturbating. As soon as I came, I lost interest. I finally solved the problem by flipping my legs up over my head. I couldn't get my dick in my mouth but got it close enough that I could literally swallow the jizz as it was spurting out. I was a little disappointed there wasn't more flavor but it didn't stop me from doing it a few dozen more times--until the novelty wore off.

by Anonymousreply 45August 6, 2012 4:01 PM

I was young for my class, so 8th Grade Health (Sex Ed) happened just prior to my actually hitting puberty so it was all speculation. I was confused about what "ejaculating" was and presumed it was something that spontaneously happened, and I really hoped that when I hit puberty and had my first ejaculation that I'd be lucky enough to have it happen near a toilet. I guess I thought it was like getting your period.

Anyway, summer after 8th grade before starting High School, I was playing Lun Tha in a Summer Youth theatre production of "The King And I" (it was a 100% caucasian cast, of course) and there were some older High School boys playing the shirtless slaves.

Well, it was all terribly intoxicating and exciting, and one day I was thinking dreamily about one of the Slave boys while in the bathroom at home, and just started rubbing my cock against the side of my thigh because it felt good. And continued to feel good, and then....

My first thought upon coming was, "Wait, this is what sex feels like? I'm going to be a huge slut!" I didn't even really know I was gay yet, I didn't quite put together that I had "jerked off to a guy". That was still several months away (it was 1988, so "gay" meant one thing and one thing only and that was AIDS.)

So for a few months, I thought the way to jerk off was to rub your cock against your thigh, which is really inefficient. It took me a while to figure out that stroking with your fist was a lot more effective, but once I did it was a joyous day. In fact, I even started stroking one day because I thought I was masturbating too much and should give it a rest, and so rather than actually masturbate, I'd just stroke my penis a little bit.

And in the end, I ended up not being a slut at all, but that was more time/place/circumstance than any moral puritanism on my part.

by Anonymousreply 46August 6, 2012 4:17 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 47September 25, 2012 6:45 PM

alright first time i busted i was in my room playing video games i was like 15.a freshman. anyway,i was playing zelda n64 i played all day and deep into the night i suddenly got a boner a realy hard one i went to the bathroom this would be the second time i masturbated so i grab the lotin and i started cankin it i was looking down on my wang cuz i was curios i just liked looking at it while masterbating . so my weiner got realy hot and started jump back and twitch and then boom it shot all over the side of my face i was in shock i didnt know what just happend all i remeber was i had to do it again the next night

by Anonymousreply 48September 26, 2012 7:49 AM

The bathroom stall was so blue that day...

by Anonymousreply 49September 26, 2012 8:44 AM

More to Cum!

by Anonymousreply 50September 26, 2012 9:02 AM

I started fooling around with boys way before I ejaculated. Shot my first load during a sleepover weekend when I was in 7th grade. We were both amazed at what it actually looked like to cum wore my cock out that weekend.

by Anonymousreply 51September 27, 2012 7:07 PM

i was 12 at my friends house his aunt and cousins where over she wa s33at the time and bent over the table color easter egges with her kid i was on the other suide her shirt hang down and no bra so i saw her tits and nipples got so hard see saw the blug in my pants and smiled as i went upstairts to use the bathroom she came in jerked it till i shoot my cum on her face and tits and smiled at me again

by Anonymousreply 52October 30, 2012 11:03 PM

First time I came I was shaking my dick after peeing. It felt so nice I carried on until it was white drips and I thought I had a disease.

by Anonymousreply 53October 30, 2012 11:15 PM

Francine, don't you know it's bad luck to associate with retarded people!

by Anonymousreply 54October 30, 2012 11:22 PM

I was in the shower i was thinking about what i was gonna do this girl so i made my hand in shape of a pussy and jerked and after a while it felt good i tried to stop but i couldnt it was like i coldn't move it felt so good

by Anonymousreply 55November 4, 2012 4:12 AM

Yeah I remember it.

Had been "experimenting" alone, not really knowing what I was doing, then something different happened.

Didn't take long to harness that ability.

by Anonymousreply 56November 4, 2012 4:17 AM

oh ya i do......even i swallowed my own cum

by Anonymousreply 57November 9, 2012 5:21 AM

December of 1966 when I was 12. I kept thinking about older men--older men then being ones in their 20s, 30s, and 40s and how I wanted to spank and fuck them, especially the ones in tight jeans. Someone at school said that if you rubbed your dick long enough white stuff came out and it felt good, that's how it happened. I was a nervous kid up until then but after I could orgasm things seemed a little better with the world. And I finally did get my share of the men I wanted to spank and fuck in the ass. Now that I'm pushing 60 I don't feel the need to orgasm/jack off nearly as much but now it's younger men in their 20s, 30s and 40s, but sometimes 50s and 60s if they still look halfway decent (no fats or fems though).

by Anonymousreply 58November 9, 2012 5:40 AM

I think it might have been at a sleepover at a friends house. He had an old pillow that he would hump so I gave it a try. Made a mess of that pillow and threw it in the back of his closet.

by Anonymousreply 59December 7, 2012 5:03 AM

I was 12. It scared me but I had to do it again

by Anonymousreply 60December 7, 2012 5:09 AM

What a great line, R5! LOL..

by Anonymousreply 61December 7, 2012 5:16 AM

The first time I jerked my dingdong was at the age of 10 I was in the bath bathing myself now when your at that age you love swiming so I decided to take a swim all of a sudden I felt a warm fuzzy fealing by my fuck machine and I decided to go on until one day at the age of 13 I decided to do it in my bed so I jerked off and it felt so good until I felt like I had to pee but I could not stop because it was so heavenly and then it happend when I took out my hand it was full of sperm along with my pants and underwear

by Anonymousreply 62January 7, 2013 1:08 AM

I've never posted this because I figured that no one would believe me. I was watching The Golden Girls the first time I ejaculated. I was watching a TV in my room and sort of absentmindedly playing with myself. I was NOT masturbating to Golden Girls per se, just watching it while fiddling around with my cock when I suddenly ejaculated.

by Anonymousreply 63January 7, 2013 1:35 AM

[quote]6th Grade. A friend slept over. He did it for me. I had no idea. I remember him saying, "This is what faggots do, but we're just doing it for fun."

I suppose he thought faggots do it out of duty.

by Anonymousreply 64January 7, 2013 1:43 AM

Masturebating is not for faggots its the way we boys and men satisfy our needs

by Anonymousreply 65January 7, 2013 2:19 AM

Jerking off aint for faggots only I aint no faggot but I LOVE IT!!!!!!

by Anonymousreply 66January 7, 2013 2:23 AM

Don't feel bad, R63. I could share the exact same story - just replace "The Golden Girls" with "Maude."

by Anonymousreply 67January 7, 2013 2:26 AM

October 1969. I was 15. Amazing. I can't remember what I did yesterday and yet I can vividly recall jacking off for the first time. Late bloomer. Was lying in bed and woke up in the middle of the night. Raging boner in my tighty whities. Rolled over on my stomach and reached in my brief with my right hand. I began to rub the shaft with my middle finger. Very, very intense feeling and suddenly I went off like a cannon. I was shocked at how much I came.

After that I jacked off every day all through high school. Just curious. How often did you guys rub one out in high school? Me? Oh. My. God. After that first load I was jacking all the time. At least twice a day in high school. I was convinced that I would become sterile by the time I was 25.

by Anonymousreply 68January 7, 2013 2:37 AM

Young cum is the best.

by Anonymousreply 69January 7, 2013 2:45 AM

It was at the hand of my fellow 13 year old. We jerked each other off in his bedroom. I was nice to everybody for 2 weeks.

by Anonymousreply 70January 7, 2013 3:05 AM

Don't feel bad golden girls is what made u feel good whoever want to say sumthin about it to hell with them

by Anonymousreply 71January 7, 2013 3:10 AM

I was maybe 13 or 14, it was early evening, and I saw the guy that lived next door getting undressed and taking a shower; don't know why but he left the window shades up that night. I started playing with my dick while hiding behind the curtain in my room, watching him. I had the lights out in my bedroom, so I don't think he could see me. At one point I pushed my shorts down around my ankles and leaned back against my bed, and next thing I knew, I shot a wad across the room. I became an avid masturbator and voyeur after that

by Anonymousreply 72January 8, 2013 12:00 AM

I forgot to separate my whites from my darks.

by Anonymousreply 73January 8, 2013 12:02 AM

I was 12. I had been fantasizing about my friend Dan whom I had just seen in the shower naked for the first time that afternoon. I was fascinated with the big bush of pubic hair he had and I was imagining sticking my face in it as I was laying face down on the couch humping a bolster type pillow we had. My rock hard dick was rubbing in and out of the elastic band of my underwear and all of a sudden I started to cum and cum and cum - it made a huge mess and went everywhere (still the case 36 years later) and I quickly cleaned it up as best I could. The pillow was stained then, so I hid it. My cock didn't get soft again for hours so I was afraid - I thought I was no longer a virgin and that's how everyone would know (how stupid). Needless to say, from that day forward I have probably jerked off at least twice a day and it's not slowing down.

by Anonymousreply 74January 8, 2013 12:28 AM

I was 16. Used baby oil and stood in the shower stall pumping away. I remember I ejaculated and instantly my asshole (prostate) began to burn. I thought I did something wrong.

by Anonymousreply 75January 8, 2013 2:23 AM

r75, the asshole and the prostate aren't the same place.

by Anonymousreply 76January 8, 2013 2:27 AM

I'm feeling horny right now anybody else horny tonight?

by Anonymousreply 77January 9, 2013 8:21 PM

I was 12. I had invited a friend over and he was changing clothes in my room and I was in my closet "changing clothes too". In reality I was watching him through the louver doors. I had been jerking off for a couple years, and this time something came out. I knew to expect it, but had no idea it would be then, there. Luckily, I had a dirty clothes hamper in my closet, so I just wiped it up and changed clothes quickly.

by Anonymousreply 78January 9, 2013 8:23 PM

What a birthday I'm having being fucked by 2 men at the same time is grate:-D

by Anonymousreply 79January 10, 2013 12:12 AM

[quote]I saw the guy that lived next door getting undressed and taking a shower;

Was he your age or a married daddy?

by Anonymousreply 80January 11, 2013 4:24 PM

I was kinda slow lots of wet drerams, my shorts were often wet in the morning and I would sniff them and knew it was not piss. had a close buddy and we talked about Jerking off he was about 6 months older, he tried to explain how to do it,i used to have a white kinda stuff under my foreskin I found ou later that was not what I was looking for any way my buddy Jimmy took hold of my cock one day in the woods and kept stroking it, we were both naked, it felt so good to have his hand on my cock, i got rock hard, and balls started to tighten up and I knrew something was about to happen, Jimmy kept it up and WHAMOOO I exploaded, cum everywhere I guess we were about 13-14 or so start to finish ity only tood about 3 or 4 min. He showed me how to finger my ass to increase the thrill. We I have not missed a day since, sometimes 2 or 3 times a day, always in the shower in the morning after that Jimmy wanted to suck my cock and I always let him, It took me a whie before i sucked his although he often asked.

He used to let me fuck him, and that was another learning experience we both enjoyed. we had no money for condoms at the time so it was always bareback.

We ran into each other years later and we talked about of younger years. we ended up getting a cheep motel 6 room and spent the weekend sucking fucking and showering and pissing together

Enough already I getting hard just thinking about it

That was about 25-30 years ago now

by Anonymousreply 81January 26, 2013 7:23 PM

R80 - He was married, I think in his late 20's or early 30's. He had dark hair, a lean build and wore glasses. Kind of a hot nerd

by Anonymousreply 82January 26, 2013 10:06 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 83February 5, 2013 4:16 PM

I was trying on dresses, put on some makeup, then a wig.

I came when I looked in a full-length mirror.

by Anonymousreply 84February 5, 2013 4:31 PM

Somehow, I can see that as being true, Cillian.

by Anonymousreply 85February 6, 2013 4:13 AM

When the new public swimming pool opened in the early 1960's I spent a lot of time there in my spare time, over a very hot summer. Although I had it was a pleasing size; and I started enjoying changing in front of other kids and younger men to show it off. I wasnt the least embarrassed about getting an erection in front of them; and then I started to do it deliberately, going from a relaxed dangle to a rapidly standing cock, which I left in full view for as long as I could. It was fantastic to pull-off later, with a strong dry orgasm. And one day spunk just poured out all over my hand; and from then on it was a regular competition (sometimes with school-mates) to see if I could hit the ceiling, from a stand-up position.

by Anonymousreply 86February 27, 2013 12:13 AM

yup i was 10 watching the fabulous moolah wrestle some hot blonde on tv started rubbing my cock cuz it felt good all of a sudden moolah was laying on top of the blonde crushing her bit tits and i blew my load

by Anonymousreply 87February 27, 2013 12:18 AM

Hi Billy here yeah i was 9 years old when these 2 boys that lived across the street from me one was 17 the other one was 20 years of age & their friend was 30 years old all of them shot off several real big loads down my throat I really did like it.

I am 24 years of age now & still having that done. I really do love swallowing other guys cum down my throat. I am originally from Chattanooga Tennessee & going to school in Baltimore Md.

Billy

WBelcherjr@gmail.com

by Anonymousreply 88March 27, 2013 4:47 AM

It's so cliche, I was maybe 14, 15? Came while jerking in the shower. First time is sort of bubbled up and gave a acouple spurts.

by Anonymousreply 89March 27, 2013 4:56 AM

Every year our family went to the beach for at least 10 days and dad stayed home. The year before I had met an older man who owned a Harley and would give us a ride when we wanted one. I had been jerking 2 or 3 times a day by myself and no cum was shooting yet. While there I made friends with 2 other boys my age and he invited us to go over for burgers around dark. Mother said it was okay to go so I did and he handed each one of us porn magazines to look at while he cooked. Then after burger were cooked he sat all 3 of us on the couch and could see we all had boners from the porn. He asked if he could she how big we were and undid our pants and pulled them down alone with our underwear exposing our throbbing cocks that were ready to explode. Then he said close your eyes and trust me. He gently grabbed my cock and slowly started stroking it and suddenly I felt the best warm sensation I had ever not felt in all my life. My knees got shaky and started breathing faster and faster as I felt this sensation growing in my loins. I had to see what he was doing so I opened my eyes and he was sucking my cock so gentle. I told him something was about to happen. He said don't worry and let it happen. OMG, that was the best, longest lasting orgasm I ever had but this time I had loads of cum shoot out as he pulled off and stroked me so I could see it squirt all over my chest, giant load after load. The next night he asked me to come again to spend the night and I did it was just the 2 of us and better than the night before. More cum shot out than I ever thought my nuts could produce. So, so good.

by Anonymousreply 90May 3, 2013 5:47 PM

I was 15 at my best friend George's house, sleeping over. I've had a major sneaker fetish for years and I would hump my friends sneakers, rubbing the sole on my dick till I felt it was enough or about to get caught. One time after he fell asleep, I started humping his size 9 Emerica Reynolds 2 black skate sneakers. I was really getting into it then my orgasm came. I had wet dreams before, but never a conscious orgasm. I put the shoe away and grabbed the head of my dick and tried to suppress it. It didn't work, It got all in my pjs. I was a bit shaken by it the following day.

by Anonymousreply 91June 2, 2013 9:56 AM

I was 11 when I came for the first time. It wasn't white yet, it just looked like mucus...I didn't care what came out, I just loved the feeling of that first orgasm!

by Anonymousreply 92June 2, 2013 7:20 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 93July 9, 2013 4:09 PM

Nice story r81. Almost touching in a weird way.

by Anonymousreply 94July 11, 2013 1:20 AM

I was 13, I’d grown up knowing gay men and lesbians and had realized that I was gay the year before. I’d already been playing with my ass before I ever ejaculated. I’d sneaked a few of my dads porn VHS tapes and had watched men ejaculate on them but for some reason I guess I’d assumed that the white stuff that came out only happened with straight guys. Anyway one random day I’m in the shower and start stroking myself, it went from being kinda fun to really good and suddenly I was on tip toes and ejaculating. I felt so proud. I kept wanting to tell people. (of course I didn't)

by Anonymousreply 95July 11, 2013 4:12 AM

Just finished this thread right after the "do you play with your own nipples during sex" thread. My shorts are now full of precum.

by Anonymousreply 96July 11, 2013 4:58 AM

I am 22 years old & remember my first load or loads i shot off , I cum several times 1 right after another it was real thick instead of thin or like pee that happened when i was 9 years of age. i asked my Dr. about it latter on he told me that i had just matured sexually faster for some reason .I shoot off even bigger loads today & i am trying to figure out how to make my cock as big as some of these porn stars .mine is already 9 1/2 in cut (on soft) but i want it some bigger rock hard i am probably close to 11 1/2 in. all of my moms brothers had anywhere from 8 1/2 in cut to 11 1/2 in cut on soft. she had 5 brothers.

Billy

WBelcherjr@gmail.com

by Anonymousreply 97July 31, 2013 12:40 PM

bump

by Anonymousreply 98August 29, 2013 11:42 AM

bump

by Anonymousreply 99September 9, 2013 1:33 AM

Remember it? I still have the receipt!

by Anonymousreply 100September 9, 2013 1:40 AM

I was 12 or 13 and in the bathtub. And afterward I had such an intense stomach cramp that I thought I'd never do that again.

Of course I was back at it the next day.

by Anonymousreply 101September 9, 2013 1:44 AM

I was 14.

My friend Geoff and I were always playing with each other's dicks starting at age 11, but neither of us climaxed. We even slept together naked and our parents knew (this was the 70's, after all).

One night, without Geoff, I was laying in bed playing with my dick and it kept feeling really good. I wasn't stroking it, just playing with it. It kept feeling like I needed to piss. I must have played with it for an hour. But it was getting really late and so I quit so I could get some sleep before school the next morning. But I decided to do the same thing the next night.

I had to be quiet because my little brother was in the same room. But the next night I started playing with my cock again. This time I didn't last long. Suddenly I felt piss coming out. I felt it going all over my stomach, chest and face and I couldn't make it stop. It was even getting on the sheets.

When it quit, I got up out of bed, quietly so I wouldn't wake my brother and went to the bathroom. That's when I saw all this white stuff and I had NO idea what it was for a minute, but was able to put two and two together. It took me so long to clean it up, my mom came banging on the door asking if I was sick. Of course, I WASN'T.

by Anonymousreply 102September 9, 2013 12:35 PM

I was a late bloomer too when it came to this. I remember I was at least 15/16 and it was a late early Saturday morning, like 1 or 2 am. I was watching tv in my bedroom and I was just playing w/my dick. I just happened to get it going and all of a sudden I shot my first load. The oddest thing about it all was I was watching a Laverne & Shirley rerun on the tv. Like the earlier poster who said they just happened to be watching the Golden Girls, not masturbating to them, it was the same for me.

That whole weekend I tried to replicate what I did that night. I finally got the hang of it and even skipped out on my Uncle's birthday so I could have the house to myself and jerk off as much as I could at that age.

by Anonymousreply 103September 9, 2013 1:57 PM

I was in my pjs under the covers laying on my stomach rubbing my cock against the inside my pajamas. I felt myself building to another orgasm, but this one turned out to be a gusher of fluid shooting out. My pjs soaked it up. Slipped them off to sniff them to find out if I had peed. From reading sex books I knew what the stuff was.

by Anonymousreply 104September 9, 2013 2:08 PM

Bump

by Anonymousreply 105February 6, 2014 1:35 AM

Not until I was 16. Someone at high school explained it to me. I made a lot of noise when I came.

by Anonymousreply 106February 6, 2014 1:56 AM

I grew up with some Mormon buddies. They used to have sleepovers all the time in junior high and have circle jerks. (I didn't know this at the time). Anyway my mom finally let me spend the night at one of their homes with 3 other guys. We were sleeping In the basement in sleeping bags and Scott, my first crush was jerking off under the covers. One of the other guys pulled down his covers and there he was jerking off. He had the biggest cock of anyone in our class, probably between 8 and 9 inches and really thick. He was the first to get pubic hair too. Plus he had a hot, muscular body and nice ass (and pretty blue eyes) But I digress......anyway he was so close to coming that he kept jerking and cum shot all over the place. I was clueless to what had happened but was so turned on by seeing his big hard cock when we finally went to bed I began playing with myself under the covers and soon shot my first load. I was so horns thinking about him I continued to think about that episode when I jerked off. He gave me a ride home once in high school and I was dying to reach over, unzip his Levi's and suck him off in his pick-up. Damn

by Anonymousreply 107February 6, 2014 2:32 AM

I was 12,and the 15 year old neighbor boy showed me how in our garage.He asked me if I jacked off yet,I said I didnt know how,he whipped out this fat purple thing,gave it a couple dozen pumps,and shot a huge load all over the floor.I was intrigued to say the least,went into my bedroom,practiced a few minutes,then shot a huge load all over my stomach.Mine was thick and white from the first,I never had that clear thing so many others talked about.50 years later and I still do almost every day!

by Anonymousreply 108February 6, 2014 2:51 AM

I was watching lady wrestling on tv and got so excited I started rubbing my cock and exploded. Fabulous Moolah vs. some blonde chick. Why female wrestling when I'm gay? I dunno. But it turned me on.

by Anonymousreply 109February 6, 2014 3:46 AM

I was 12 and knew about cum. One day I was jerking off when all of a sudden this white gooey stuff came flying out.

by Anonymousreply 110April 21, 2014 11:06 PM

Um, not really.

by Anonymousreply 111April 21, 2014 11:31 PM

I also would jerk until the tingling sensation became overwhelming but never shot a load until few years later, only to find out I was not mature enough to shot yet - still felt good.

by Anonymousreply 112April 23, 2014 4:39 PM

There are two things you have to know for this story to make sense:

1 - Puberty hit me like a dump truck the summer after I turned 11. Over a few months I went from looking like a 10 year old to a 20 year old, with heavy facial, chest and leg hair.

2 - My parents told my siblings and I absolutely nothing about the birds and bees. The beginning and end of my mother's handling of my sisters' first periods was, "There's some Kotex in the linen closet."

Therefore, you can understand that I had absolutely no frame of reference to process the brand-new sensation of feeling "horny." Though it's natural and normal for prepubescents to masturbate, I have no memory of ever associating pleasure with touching my junk before this time. I knew that sometimes my dick was hard and sometimes it wasn't, but I thought it was just something that happened at random.

So in the midst of this werewolf-like transformation I was going through, I spent about a week with a raging boner and blue balls, feeling like I was about to explode at any minute and having no idea why. I was too tense to deal with my family or friends, and I couldn't stand to have any clothes on, so I spent most of the time naked in my bedroom rolling around in misery. In hindsight I know that I was only a few pulls away from relief the whole time, but at that moment I only realized that touching my dick made "the feeling" more intense, so I avoided it to keep from making things worse. I thought I was going crazy.

Finally, one Friday evening, I happened to rub my junk against a soft blanket, reflex took over, and I stroked my way to my first climax and orgasm. I lay there stunned for several minutes, from a combination of relief, and amazement at the intense pleasure, and the surprise and fascination over the white creamy stuff that came pouring out of my unit. Remember from that show Murphy Brown, when Murphy first had her baby and compared breast feeding to "suddenly learning you can pull bacon out of your elbow"? Same for me, except at least she knew what the milk was and why it was coming out of her. I, however, was flummoxed by the entire situation.

I cleaned up, got dressed, and went to the kitchen. My parents were sitting in the living room, staring at the television. My first instinct was to swoop into the room and say, "You guys will [italic]not believe[/italic] what just happened to me!" But thankfully, by the time I sat down on the couch, some voice of reason spoke up from the back of my brain and said, "Maybe you'd better keep this one to yourself." So I sat there for a minute without saying a word, then just got up and left the room. I heard my father's growl behind my back, telling me he and Mom were rolling their eyes at each other over my weird behavior.

So I never told anyone. Until today, because y'all wanted to know.

The happy and ironic ending to this story is that I grew up to be a champion wanker who loves to edge over a period of hours, so I now relish the tension that I thought was killing me before that first time.

by Anonymousreply 113April 23, 2014 8:36 PM

BUMP

by Anonymousreply 114May 12, 2014 12:07 PM

Is this a serious thread?

by Anonymousreply 115May 12, 2014 12:10 PM

Yes I do. My best friend stayed the night and he was 12 and I am 15. I'm telling you this one cause it is really important to me! When he stayed the night we were watching ted and when my dad said the words blow job, me and him went in my rOom... He sucked my cock so fucking good his mouth did the job for me when my load was ready we both got naked. He insisted I penetrate him and cum in his hot ass! I did and right after I had the best feeling in the past four years that we did it every time he comes over! He's the best for a 12 year old and has a nice cock! "BiG"! For more please reply! 15 frenchtown, MT izzy. Cut. He's cruz!

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by Anonymousreply 116June 6, 2014 6:37 AM

I remember it being very intense! It was clear just one or two shots. After that I was hooked.

by Anonymousreply 117October 10, 2014 6:57 PM

You are like Bobo. You get your kicks, the same way that he does. No need to remind us all the time, though, ok hon?

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by Anonymousreply 118October 10, 2014 7:10 PM

Oh yeah - I got such a rush, that I nearly lost conciousness. LOL

by Anonymousreply 119October 10, 2014 7:28 PM

I never masturbated until I was 16. I had always heard other boys say they did, but rubbing your cock with your own hand sounded disgusting. You can imagine how many wet dreams I had and how many times I ruined the bedsheets. Still I didn't put two and two (or one and one) together.

Finally, one day, I was so overcome with horniness that I just did it. And then I did it three times more within an hour.

It took me about a year to get over the fear and guilt. But I managed.

by Anonymousreply 120October 10, 2014 7:28 PM

Most everyone remembers the first load.

by Anonymousreply 121October 11, 2014 2:58 PM

I was 11. I remember the positioning of the furniture in my bedroom (we switched it around, three different ways, over the years). I'd had dozens upon dozens of sex play sessions with my friends and neighbors between ages 6 and 11 but had only felt the sustained pleasure that comes from genital stimulation (jacking, humping). Nothing close to an orgasm. Never had wet dreams (such a bizarre concept). My penis definitely wasn't full grown, and my ejaculate was thin and minimal, but that was my first orgasm. I don't remember thinking about anything in particular, but I was mostly attracted to girls at the time. I remember being highly impressed with the feeling. Not an impressive story, though, I know. I *wish* I had been the "victim" of some older guy who mercilessly brought unsuspecting me to orgasm, but no such luck.

I absolutely did not use the standard grip jack-off motion. I used to hold my penis just under the head with my thumbs on the front and my index fingers on the frenulum and just rub that bundle of nerves. It's a really quick way to have an orgasm, actually -- I don't know why it seems necessary for most guys to stroke the whole shaft. Later in high school, one of my female friends said to me that one of our mutual friends (gay male) told her he saw me jacking off one time "and it looked like this..." -- and she made the thumb-and-forefinger circular motion. I was mortified and denied the whole thing.

R115, as threads on DL go, this one is rather light-hearted.

by Anonymousreply 122October 11, 2014 4:41 PM

I was 11. I had been jerking and dry cumming for a few years already. I always fantasized about my step-gramps who was in his 50's and built like a bull. Well it was Halloween and he dressed like Spiderman and walked us kids around. Thick, sexy fireplug with huge biceps and a big bulge that I couldn't take my eyes off of. Anyway my gram was a nurse and worked overnite (it was a Saturday) and when we got home I went through my candy and my gramps went through a 5th of jack. He passed out in his bed in his spiderman outfit and long story short, I "helped him out of it" while he slept... I was so deliously turned on looking at his naked body, smelling him and touching him that I completely stripped, and wrapped my self around his massive leg, rubbing my now wet boner on him, humping away like mad... suddenly this feeling in my gut felt like I jumped out of a ten story window, I lost my breath, felt like I was going to pass out and just the pressure of my dick on his leg made it more sensitive and more sensitive and more sensitive... it wouldn't stop... when I came too, my tummy and his thigh was covered in gallons of fuck juice...

by Anonymousreply 123December 23, 2014 4:24 AM

My Dad told me to get rid of the large wooden box we had been using as our stagecoach. We mounted it on an old wagon. I rode inside and Billy pulled us down the street. It was an old wagon with no rubber on the wheels. For some reason I decided to lie on my stomach. The vibrations from the metal wheels on the pavement transmitted through the bottom of the box to me. Not long after I began to feel a delicious feeling in my groin. I positioned by cock upwards. Stronger and stronger feelings tore through me until I cried out and felt my penis throbbing. I had had my first dry cum. Tried to get Bill to repeat my "trip" but he only went along for the ride to the dump.

by Anonymousreply 124December 24, 2014 2:03 AM

When I was fucking my foster brother up the arse, I was 14, felt great.

by Anonymousreply 125December 24, 2014 3:32 AM

Just before 7th grade I realized my equipment had suddenly gotten bigger. I showed two friends from my basketball team a few weeks later. They were both taller but developed a little later as I was the only one with hair.

One of my friends feigned sleep ( he was watching) as me and the red head( he was no ginger) ended up in a 69 under a sleeping bag on the floor. After about 15 minutes, I felt a weird sensation and thought for sure I broke something. I withdrew from his mouth, ran to the bathroom and saw a little cum left. I was relieved, shook it off and went back under the sleeping bag! I had to tip toe by his parents who were down the hall. Me and red never repeated as he moved to Florida and now supposedly works a dog track.

However, the watcher and I had a torrid middle school affair where I learned ( sorta) how to be a top! We would make out with girls at dances and then have a sleep over and do it all. shocker, we were both good dancers. He now has a (lovely) wife and at my 25th this past year he asked my BF at the bar if I ever shared any of our old stories. My BF grinned knowingly and said never.

High school was a huge dry spell. We stayed friends but I missed him when he got his first serious GF. Thinking back , I would never trade a minute of it.

by Anonymousreply 126December 24, 2014 4:24 AM

I was 14 and just getting pubes. My 15 year old friend showed me how to jack off when we were up in his tree house. He had a full bush and hairy pits too. I jacked off as well copying what he did but just got a painful feeling. A month or so later I tried it in bed and this time it was pleasurable and I shot my first load. I became an avid jacker after that.

by Anonymousreply 127December 24, 2014 4:24 AM

strip poker at 11. friend that lost had to suck me. first load was on his face and in his mouth

by Anonymousreply 128December 24, 2014 5:10 AM

When I was 11, I walked into my stepsister's room (She was 15) and showed her that my penis was hard. I was wearing my boxer shorts, but she could clearly see that I had a raging boner.

My stepsister then asked me if there were any celebrities that I had a crush on. "Britney Spears," I said. And so, we spent the next hour going through her massive collection of magazines, cutting out pictures of Britney Spears.

Lastly, my stepsister told me what to do with my erection. She even warned me, in these exact words, "White, sticky stuff will come out of your wiener at the end. It's normal and it's supposed to feel really good."

I went to my bedroom, laid out all of the Britney Spears pictures on the floor, and stroked my dick until I blew a massive load all over the pics. I stayed in my room for the rest of the day and jerked off three more times.

by Anonymousreply 129March 5, 2015 8:45 AM

When I was 12, I had a dream about being naked, being chased around by my science teacher in the school lab, who was wearing an animal mask. Finally, I stopped running and turned, wanting him to take me- and he did. When I woke up, I had come for the first time.

by Anonymousreply 130March 6, 2015 6:39 PM

My cousin had a copy of Ken Haak's photo book "Summer Souvenirs."

I was 14 and all of a sudden, felt the most amazing feeling, quickly followed by pure terror. I wet my pajazmes and told my couid I spilled water on them when brushing my teeth and threw them in her dryer.

It was the most amazing feeling prob because I had never felt it before.

by Anonymousreply 131March 6, 2015 7:29 PM

[quote] I wet my pajazmes and told my couid I spilled water on them

You must get excited just thinking about it.

by Anonymousreply 132April 25, 2015 4:23 PM

Weirdly, I don't.

I DO remember my first orgasm, nothing came out.

by Anonymousreply 133April 25, 2015 5:42 PM

One day when i was 10 or 11 i don't really know, I kept getting erections and i thought that meant i really needed to pee, and i was too embarrassed because i thought i was gonna be like that forever so i didn't tell anyone, though my mom probably noticed me on the toilet a lot, then 3 years later when i was 14, I made the most amazing discovery that you could rub it and it felt good, i wanted it to be better. I had some lotion in my room, and i don't know why but it just seemed like the best thing to use. I kept rubbing it then suddenly this weird white stuff came out, and i thought it was pee until i noticed it was white and sticky. I spent the rest of the night looking up basically "everything" and then did it nearly every night after that.

Puberty

by Anonymousreply 134February 7, 2017 7:08 AM

No "load" (woman)......but I do vividly remember masturbating to orgasm, for the first time, when I was 13. My best friend, who was almost 15 (and well-developed), told me about it, and encouraged me to try it in bed, before I went to sleep. We'd always showered together, after swimming and such....and she showed me what she meant. The first time I tried to "rub one out".....I liked it, and I got "wet"....... but I didn't orgasm. Didn't see what the big deal was. But then the second time I tried...while imagining HER rubbing her clit & nipples.....I came. Now I "got" what she was talking about!

We progressed to mutual masturbation, and then a few months later -- after discovering my mother's copy of DELTA OF VENUS: EROTICA by Anais Nin -- cunnilingus.

by Anonymousreply 135February 7, 2017 8:02 AM

He was German/Italian and 13. We were 12. He was about 8 inches long and 6 inches around on the tape measure. We still remember the wonderful fragrance of his magnificent sizemeat.

We swallowed every drop!

by Anonymousreply 136February 7, 2017 8:12 AM

Yes, I was probably 11, and didn't know what had happened, as I was casually stroking myself in my bedroom. It wasn't until later that something actually came out, though. And at least another year before I connected the (gay) thoughts in my head to what my body was feeling.

by Anonymousreply 137February 7, 2017 10:19 AM

Yeah I remember because believe it or not my first load from jerking didn't happen until I was 21, and I was still a virgin sexually. I say from jerking because of course I had wet dreams. It happened in my college library restroom, someone else had jerked off in the stall prior to me going in there on the stall door. Something inside me just decided it was time for me to jerk off. While I didn't deface the stall door with my cum, I did have my first jerk off session then and have been a very regular masturbater since then.

by Anonymousreply 138February 7, 2017 11:53 AM

By the time we were 13 we were cruising for sizemeat in parks and T-rooms on a daily basis.

We recall with fondness some of the monsters that we were able to wrap our lips around!

by Anonymousreply 139February 7, 2017 12:26 PM

I cannot remember a time when I didn't play with my penis. As a child, my Dad called me the "wiggle worm" because I couldn't hold still, and at night in my bed, I was exploring my little cock, usually humping a pillow. Everyone in the family could hear my bed squeaking, but no one mentioned it.

I can remember being four years old and proudly showing off my erection in front of my mother and older sisters. Mom gave me "the vibe" that meant showing my dick was not something to be proud of. So I grew up with a real sense of shame about sex. But I still played with my dick every night, and I knew that I liked looking at naked men, and I was very intrigued with boys' dicks and pubic hair.

I can remember that it was touching the top side of my penis that felt good. For some reason, getting hard was an annoyance, but I would still play with it until I had to get up and go to the bathroom -- this happened just about every night.

Learning about sex confused me, because everything I learned was hetero-normative. I kept waiting for the time when I would be attracted to girls, but that never happened.

Anyway, I was 14 years old. I had come home after school and went upstairs and was alone in my room. Just out of habit, I was wearying my tighty-whiteys and dry humping my pillow, I think masturbation had become a habit of teenage stress relief. But this time felt different, because for a moment it started to feel really really good in an intense kind of way, and then there was a little bit of pain as some jizz squirted out of my dick for the first time. It was such an odd sensation that it scared me and I thought there was something wrong. But I didn't tell anyone about it.

A day or two later the fear had subsided and I wanted to feel that feeling again. Thus began my daily habit. I started the same old way, dry humping a pillow and jizzing in my underwear. That made for a lot of stained underwear. I can remember seeing a TV movie, That Certain Summer with Hal Holbrook and Martin Sheen, that implied that shaving cream was a good lubricant. Then I started stoking my dick with that. I would get home from school, lock the bathroom door, lay on the floor and use shaving cream or hand lotion, and cum into a wash cloth.

I started clipping photos of hot men from People magazine and the National Enquirer for my masturbation fun. The ones I remember most were shirtless photos of John Schneider and a young Sean Connery. I also remember getting turned on looking at the underwear models in the Sears and Speigel catalogues. I would hid the photos under my mattress in my room.

When I was a senior in high school, I could drive, and I would borrow the car to drive to the book store by myself. It took a lot of courage, but I bought my own copy of Working Out by Charles Hix (photography by Ken Haak). This book was full of hot men, it never dawned on me that it was written for gays. I hid the book in the air vent of my bedroom, and it gave me hours of pleasure.

Hard to believe that it was only three years from the time I first ejaculated till I moved out of the house and went to college. I was in college only one year when I met my first boyfriend and had real sex. Have loved it ever since. But still have fond memories of jacking off, and like to get together with other men just to jack off together.

by Anonymousreply 140February 7, 2017 2:28 PM

No one told me about the facts of life by the point I discovered masturbation by accident. I was probably 11 and was in the shower and decided to give my pits, ass and penis a good wash because someone at school told me I "smelled" and I was going to show her a thing or two. So I soaped up my hand and grabbed my soft dick and was instantly gripped by the most amazing sensation. I must have stayed in the shower for 30 minutes, I'd never felt anything so good. Something 'popped' but nothjng came out that I could notice. With steady practice over the next months I began to notice after the 'pop' some clear mucous would come out of my penis, a tiny bit. Finally one night in the shower there was a particularly big pop and I saw a rope of off-white thick fluid shoot out and run down the drain. I was amazed but also horrified, it looked disgusting. I didn't know about semen yet, I thought it was some kind of disease. Only later that year they took us boys to the gym and showed us a film strip and explained about sex. I had a self satisfied feeling because it all made sense and I felt more advanced than the other boys because I was already ejaculating. They probably were too, but I didn't really have close friendships with boys that crossed those boundaries.

by Anonymousreply 141February 7, 2017 2:59 PM

[quote]Everyone in the family could hear my bed squeaking, but no one mentioned it.

How do you know if nobody mentioned it? Do I detect BS?

Sorry for the bump... was looking for another thread.

by Anonymousreply 142May 17, 2020 3:53 AM

First time was a surprise. Didn't understand it.

Second time I was expecting it. That one was awesome. I felt electric sparks behind my eyes.

by Anonymousreply 143May 17, 2020 4:04 AM

I was in 8th grade, laying in bed on my stomach with a painful raging hardon. I kept pounding my dick into the mattress, almost reaching orgasm but just short. I rolled over, gave my shabonkadonk a good couple tugs without even thinking what was gonna happen. And viola ! I came! I linked the episode to the hand gesturing and tugging. I then perfected it for the rest of the day.

by Anonymousreply 144May 17, 2020 4:37 AM
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