Children who were scapegoats in the family.
I was interested to read that there are different categories of scapegoat children within dysfunctional families. Were you any of these? I've known a couple adults who were "collapsed" scapegoat children. I was a "caretaker". Still am and suffer from anxiety and burnout as stated in the article.
Caretaker
Problem Solver
Protector
Truth Teller
Perfectionist/Achiever
Rebel
Collapsed
Covert Narcissist
Offsite Linkby Anonymous | reply 9 | April 24, 2024 1:42 AM
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I was the Truth Teller. Still am. I went no contact with my narcissist father when I called him out on all his bullshit. Best decision ever.
I also was the first to go NC with him, but when my siblings saw that it was OK to no longer be manipulated by his bullshit, 3 out of the 4 of them also decided to end contact. It's interesting being the one to break free of generational trauma.
by Anonymous | reply 1 | April 24, 2024 12:16 AM
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I was the rebel. A juvenile delinquent, an angry person.
by Anonymous | reply 2 | April 24, 2024 12:36 AM
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Where is the option for Pass-Around Bottom?
by Anonymous | reply 4 | April 24, 2024 12:38 AM
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[quote] I also was the first to go NC with him, but when my siblings saw that it was OK to no longer be manipulated by his bullshit, 3 out of the 4 of them also decided to end contact. It's interesting being the one to break free of generational trauma.
R1, are you now in contact with your 3 siblings?
by Anonymous | reply 5 | April 24, 2024 12:42 AM
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I was the caretaker AND perfectionist/achiever
by Anonymous | reply 7 | April 24, 2024 1:19 AM
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I think these are less discrete categories than spectrums of adaptive response. None of them exactly fit me and how I responded to the conditioning I grew up as the son of a narcissist.
I had perfectionist tendencies especially with regard to academics until my twenties as a result of the unrelenting criticism and lack of recognition, and later went into a kind of decade long shut down that fits some aspects of the collapsed response category.
Regardless, the damage growing up with a narcissist as a primary caregiver is pretty terrible, lasting and deep. And whatever my dad suffered in his own childhood which caused him to develop such a personality must have been truly shitty indeed.
by Anonymous | reply 9 | April 24, 2024 1:42 AM
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