For me it was after my last breakup. I was actually quite fun and positive back then. But he used me and threw me away and I became jaded and mean like all of you whores.
When did you all die inside?
When did you become a bitter old bottom?
| by Anonymous | reply 8 | October 17, 2021 12:22 AM |
Yesterday.
| by Anonymous | reply 1 | October 16, 2021 5:58 AM |
1996
| by Anonymous | reply 2 | October 16, 2021 5:58 AM |
It was right before my 14th birthday...
| by Anonymous | reply 3 | October 16, 2021 8:01 AM |
Why are you only a bottom OP?
| by Anonymous | reply 4 | October 16, 2021 8:55 AM |
R4 I bottomed at least once in my life, therefore I may now never top.
| by Anonymous | reply 6 | October 17, 2021 12:15 AM |
Sometime when I was very young, pre-teen. I still don't know why, or if something happened that my brain has completely blocked out, but I have led a completely and utterly joyless life, filled with depression, anxiety, self-doubt, low self esteem, and self loathing. I'm a complete mess and I no longer give a shit what happens to me.
| by Anonymous | reply 7 | October 17, 2021 12:19 AM |
R7 I'm sorry dear :( I wish I knew what to say to fill that void where your self-esteem should be, but if I did, I'd say it to myself.
Just know that you're not alone.
| by Anonymous | reply 8 | October 17, 2021 12:22 AM |