I think I finally have. I haven’t had a serious relationship in 6 years. All my friends are huge disappointments and don’t appear to give a shit whether they ever hear from me again. I think I’m finally done trying.
Have you given up on people?
|by Anonymous||reply 60||Last Thursday at 3:31 PM|
My husband and my cat are m everything. My parents and my siblings, I love them, I just can’t stand them. As for friends, thrones I have in my life I don’t feel connected to. Life is complicated and I am at a point where I am being more selective about who I have around me.
|by Anonymous||reply 1||Last Wednesday at 1:53 PM|
YES. All 7.9 billion of them.
|by Anonymous||reply 2||Last Wednesday at 1:54 PM|
Life is what you make of it....if it isn't working for you, make some thoughtful changes. Everyday is a gift that we should truly be thankful for!
|by Anonymous||reply 3||Last Wednesday at 1:54 PM|
What we should be truly thankful for is that we don't have to ever meet R3.
|by Anonymous||reply 4||Last Wednesday at 1:59 PM|
I'm over my partner. He's a dick. Emotionally abusive. I think he wants to break up but doesn't have the guts to do it.
|by Anonymous||reply 5||Last Wednesday at 2:02 PM|
What a miserable bunch of sad motherfuckers we have on DL, happy that Covid has played to their misanthropy, agoraphobia, the inner instincts to scold and toward deep embitterment.
It kills the otherwise jolly mood.
|by Anonymous||reply 6||Last Wednesday at 2:04 PM|
R4, that is unfortunate. I still hope your life gets better and you can find happiness.
|by Anonymous||reply 7||Last Wednesday at 2:04 PM|
ALL your friends have peaced out, OP? Damn. WTF happened?
|by Anonymous||reply 8||Last Wednesday at 2:16 PM|
I find the older I get, the smaller my circle of support becomes. Covid accelerated this, but I am ok with it. Work is also sucking the life right out of me.
|by Anonymous||reply 9||Last Wednesday at 2:27 PM|
In retirement I have recently realized just how few people I am in contact with. The biggest reason is I have changed countries many times over the years. Another is I may just be hard to get along with. Who knows? Anyway, there are still hook ups and then there is Piratebay.
|by Anonymous||reply 10||Last Wednesday at 2:31 PM|
[quote] ALL your friends have peaced out, OP?
I wouldn’t put it that way, exactly. If I text them, most of them will respond in a timely manner. But if I didn’t initiate contact, I’d probably never hear from most of them again. The only one who I know appreciates me is moving 1,000 miles away, which depresses me beyond belief.
|by Anonymous||reply 11||Last Wednesday at 5:41 PM|
I should be miserable but i'm not, most of my besties live overseas...BUT we are in contact everyday 'cos that's what friends do. You've got to put yourself out there...lazy bunch of bums if you don't!!
|by Anonymous||reply 12||Last Wednesday at 5:47 PM|
R4 You should call him right now and end it. You don't want the sting of being dumped by someone you didn't even like.
|by Anonymous||reply 13||Last Wednesday at 5:58 PM|
Perhaps you're just an asshole? Or maybe not, people are nasty nowadays, it's just me and my eldergay and one friend from high school, I have banished almost everyone else for being toxic cunts. I feel justified because no one else liked them either, they were always opening their mouths and causing trouble with everybody. They could die for all I care, it's a nasty world.
|by Anonymous||reply 14||Last Wednesday at 10:37 PM|
People are hooking up with retirees? Really? Or do we mean men that we rent?
|by Anonymous||reply 15||Last Wednesday at 11:20 PM|
Yes, my very selfish brother, 26 years ago. only cared about himself and what he could get from others.
i have never given up on others who i had a disagreement with. only those that were abusive. people do make mistakes sometimes in the heat of the moment. but some things you will never let go of.
|by Anonymous||reply 16||Last Wednesday at 11:23 PM|
[quote]I'm over my partner. He's a dick. Emotionally abusive. I think he wants to break up but doesn't have the guts to do it.
And apparently you don’t have the guts either if you’re still with him even though you’re over him.
|by Anonymous||reply 17||Last Wednesday at 11:39 PM|
OP, there must be something in the air because the past few days I’ve had this peaceful feeling of not giving a fuck about most people anymore. I’ve always been the type to give and give and put effort into a friendship or relationship only to always get fucked over and I’m just done. I’m not lonely or sad anymore, just emotionless right now. And that’s better than being upset or depressed because of dealing with assholes.
|by Anonymous||reply 18||Last Wednesday at 11:42 PM|
I feel the same way OP.
|by Anonymous||reply 19||Last Wednesday at 11:45 PM|
I haven’t given up, but lately I’m noticing I attract people who talk nonstop. They deliver longwinded lectures and soliloquys, no detail spared, while I just listen, bored to tears. It’s happened three times this week. They’re not looking for conversation, just an audience.
|by Anonymous||reply 20||Last Thursday at 12:41 AM|
R11 I get that, too. Lately I’ve stopped being the text initiator. No one seems to care.
|by Anonymous||reply 21||Last Thursday at 12:46 AM|
yes, OP i have given up too. I'm sure there are cool people out there, but i have yet to meet them. People seem so wrapped up in themselves today. I have one friend that is pretty much homebound and we text and check in with each other. We used to get together but we got old.
|by Anonymous||reply 22||Last Thursday at 12:57 AM|
People like others who can provide constant excitement. That's why when we are either younger, attractive, have interesting life, money, lots of time or energy for non-essential things, we can easily find and maintain friendships. The older we get, the narrower our focus tends to be, whether just a partner, children, nuclear family or other small immediate circles living nearby.
|by Anonymous||reply 23||Last Thursday at 1:13 AM|
What's the saying? You win some, you lose some.
I know this might make me sound like a jackass, but sometimes it pays off to go through thick and thin with someone and other times it doesn't.
IMO in regular intervals one should ask oneself "Does this (material good / habit / relationship) hold me back to go after something I want (more)?" Usually the answer is "yes", but most of us have not the courage to let go, because - when it comes to relationships - that would be selfish. So we rather resent our current state and get passive-aggressive and more and more frustrated until a condition (a fight over basically nothing) finally frees up from our burden.
|by Anonymous||reply 24||Last Thursday at 1:16 AM|
[quote]Lately I’ve stopped being the text initiator. No one seems to care.
That's the way. Test all of your friends until you have none: Yea! You won! But remind me, what was the prize again? Oh, thats right, having no friends.
Your friends were always like that. Everyone's friends were always like that. There were one or two instigators and everyone else depended upon them.
You were probably born into a family that was the same: one or two of them always playing the role of trying to bring the family together, trying to arrange a new, interesting thing to do for dad on his birthday, that everyone will like. The sister who is only happy if its her idea and she organizes all, the mother who you might find shaking her head at the overplanning but grateful for the thought.
Every thread like this has the same handful of guys who complain that they are tired of being the initiator? After how many years or decades? You're not tired of being the initiator because that pattern is well established; you're just fucking tired and grumpy.
Either your friends are happy to hear from you or not. You should be able to tell in their voice and in their receptiveness to your idea to get together or to chat.
|by Anonymous||reply 25||Last Thursday at 2:08 AM|
r25 is right because they are describing me and my family life and yes, I'm usually the initiator but not always. It's always a pleasant surprise when someone else initiates. The thing is, we all want to be loved and sometimes when people are too busy to talk to us, it's really not personal. The minute I remember this, I let go of my feeling butt hurt. People have a lot of stuff going on. I promise you they think about you but sometimes it's hard to muster the motivation to meet up and they might just text you a quick "hey" instead.
Learn to be more gracious of your friends time.
|by Anonymous||reply 26||Last Thursday at 2:29 AM|
R25 Eh. I just would rather not feel like some unwanted eager-beaver texter, that’s all. Who would? Sone friends are into that kind of chitchat, but I’m no longer going to bother the ones who aren’t (and no, I wasn’t bombarding them all day long). It’s been liberating. I’m still here for them, and they know where to find me.
|by Anonymous||reply 27||Last Thursday at 2:34 AM|
OP and people who relate to him are the reason mass shootings are going up. There is nothing normal or understandable with letting yourself lose touch with your humanity.
SOME people are disappointing. SOME people are cruel. That's no reason to withdraw from the world. People who do so usually spend all their time online...and that makes them prime for radicalization by fringe groups.
Get involved in your community. Assess whether or not you've truly been a good friend to others and resolve to do better if that's not the case. Leading a solitary existence is no life...might as well jump off a bridge if you think it is.
|by Anonymous||reply 28||Last Thursday at 2:43 AM|
For years, I sent out holiday greetings emails to friends, acquaintances and associates. Most of the people I sent to automatically responded U2/whatever.
One year, I tried an experiment; I didn't send holiday greetings emails to anyone. And not one of the 45-50 people I'd sent to for years emailed back "didn't hear from you, what's up?" It was then I gave up on people.
|by Anonymous||reply 29||Last Thursday at 2:49 AM|
R29 I get that. It doesn’t make them bad people or anything, but the lack of courtesy is disappointing.
|by Anonymous||reply 30||Last Thursday at 2:55 AM|
Reminds of this nugget of wisdom I first read here:
If you go out in the morning and you meet an asshole -- well, you met and asshole.
If you go out in the morning and all you meet is assholes all day long: you're the asshole.
|by Anonymous||reply 31||Last Thursday at 3:00 AM|
Just what this site thrives upon, another "woe is me" drama.
Here's an idea, maybe you're a boring and dull person with nothing but DRAMA!!
|by Anonymous||reply 32||Last Thursday at 3:31 AM|
I've not given up on all people, but I've always been misanthropic and as I get older I get more so. I can't stand 99% of people, so I am just very selective of who I spend any of my time and energy with.
|by Anonymous||reply 33||Last Thursday at 3:57 AM|
At any age, if you are friendly, you will have friends. It’s pretty simple and up to you.
|by Anonymous||reply 34||Last Thursday at 5:12 AM|
I had throat cancer at 30, you'd be surprised the people who can't deal with illness. Wasn't like i was dying but it was messy for a while with surgery, treatment and downtime. I was someone who THOUGHT i had a lot of friends. People went missing in action. ONE friend visited me the whole time i was in hospital. It was then i realised what people were: selfish. I must add that i am always the first to text or send flowers if someone else is sick. Five years later i cherish that friend - my best friend- and i let ALL the others go, it was painful at the time but now I don't even care. Now i am very careful about who i let in my life and i don't apologise for that.
|by Anonymous||reply 35||Last Thursday at 5:40 AM|
R35 - Sorry about your experience. People's inability to deal with illness isn't always a sign that they're selfish. Sometimes it's the exact opposite. I've got stage IV cancer and one thing I've learned is that talking about it makes a lot of people who I know love me feel very uncomfortable BECAUSE they love me, so I don't do it. Others handle it well. I would never judge or lose a friend because of their human frailty.
|by Anonymous||reply 36||Last Thursday at 6:09 AM|
r36 - sending you love. i'm glad you have support.
and this statement right here from r28 is the dumbest fucking thing i've read in awhile... "OP and people who relate to him are the reason mass shootings are going up."
yes r28. a group of us gays on datalounge posting about feeling lonely and isolated during a pandemic are the reason MASS SHOOTINGS are going up.
jesus fucking christ. stfu and check yourself. what a disgusting thing to say and what a hysterical dumbass jump in logic to make.
because i can relate to being frustrated that my friends don't initiate texting, i am the reason MASS SHOOTINGS are going up?
sure jan. sure.
|by Anonymous||reply 37||Last Thursday at 6:23 AM|
Yeah most of them are awful.
|by Anonymous||reply 38||Last Thursday at 6:25 AM|
As R32’s post demonstrates, being a good friend is about more than being friendly or not an asshole. Sometimes you gotta show up. I may be miffed with my friend for not answering texts, but I’m already thinking about what I’ll send him for his birthday next month, because that’s what you do.
And I agree, there are some scolds in this thread. We’re just airing some grievances in a way we probably don’t do in real life. Hey scolds - what’s your dynamic with your friends?
|by Anonymous||reply 39||Last Thursday at 6:30 AM|
[quote] Learn to be more gracious of your friends time.
lol Fuck you. What about my time? When do they start “being gracious” of my time?
|by Anonymous||reply 40||Last Thursday at 6:34 AM|
Isolation is a cycle and it's not healthy. I get preferring to be alone most of the time--I'm a single introvert and I NEVER feel lonely when I'm at home. The only time I really wish I was in a relationship is when I'm dining alone at a restaurant. And the pandemic has forced me to withdraw from a lot of my friends because they act like everything is fine and refuse to follow common sense precautions.
What bothers me is the mindset of hating ALL people and feeding a general disillusionment with humanity. It's not healthy, and once someone is at a place where they don't feel connected to their fellow man, it becomes easier to hurt them.
|by Anonymous||reply 41||Last Thursday at 6:43 AM|
I’ve given up an both people and myself.
I never initiate anything and most of my friends are rightly pulling away from me. My anxiety and depression only make it worse. It was never a problem until recently, when I started talking to myself and making incoherent noises around my apartment. I realized that the pandemic pretty much eliminated any incentive I had to think and act like a normal human. I no longer seek people’s approval or attention.
Unfortunately, I’m also developing a substantial hatred for the universe, as it requires unending effort from me and I’m tired of trying. I just want to sit on my couch and watch TV. Like...I fundamentally disagree with effort and wish to be free of it. Of course, I’m still a coward, so no actions. But I’m just so tired of it all. It’s all so inelegant and disgusting. Can’t wait for it to be over. I’m hoping for an aneurysm while I sleep.
|by Anonymous||reply 42||Last Thursday at 6:45 AM|
[quote]It's not healthy, and once someone is at a place where they don't feel connected to their fellow man, it becomes easier to hurt them.
Not for me. I have a strong, religious “all people are endowed with Buddha Nature” impulse. I just think they also suck and aren’t worth my time any more. I’ve decided that I’d rather play the Sims.
|by Anonymous||reply 43||Last Thursday at 6:57 AM|
[quote]lol Fuck you. What about my time? When do they start “being gracious” of my time?
They were being gracious trying to be friendly with a grouchy old cunt, R40.
What is it in life that you think grows fuller and better by waiting for other people to contribute while you sit on your hands, fuming, with a face that would sour milk? careers? community organizations? neighborhoods? the attitude of staff at the local shops? education? family? marriage? friendships?
|by Anonymous||reply 44||Last Thursday at 6:59 AM|
R44, your reading comprehension skills are clearly limited.
Yes, I’m a grouchy old cunt for not continuing to reach out to people who have given no indication that such a thing is appreciated.
You’re exactly the kind of person I’m talking about. You expect us to give and give even though your time is so valuable that you can barely deign to acknowledge our existence. And we’re “grouchy old cunts” for eventually getting sick of it instead of understanding how important and busy you are. Build a bridge and get over yourself.
|by Anonymous||reply 45||Last Thursday at 7:22 AM|
r28 - okay fair enough. i actually feel similarly.
|by Anonymous||reply 46||Last Thursday at 8:15 AM|
Completely agree with r37.
It's pretty telling that the "OP is why we have mass shootings" dude is also telling everyone else to do more, accept that they were terrible friends, and kill themselves if they don't want to maintain bad friendships.
He's the shitty friend in bad friendships, no question, and he's unreasonably angry that people don't always want to put up with his brand of shit.
|by Anonymous||reply 47||Last Thursday at 8:24 AM|
My best friend and I are pretty brotherly in that we can fight or not contact each other for a bit and it’s all forgiven without a thought. We usually communicate when one of us has found an interesting or amusing piece of information that we both know the other would appreciate.
But when one of us is in the mud, the other is always there to pull him out.
|by Anonymous||reply 48||Last Thursday at 8:48 AM|
[quote] One year, I tried an experiment; I didn't send holiday greetings emails to anyone. And not one of the 45-50 people I'd sent to for years emailed back "didn't hear from you, what's up?" It was then I gave up on people.
You guys can hate me, but I feel like "what's the point" when I receive a non-personalized holiday greeting from anybody. E.g., a text with a bunch of emojis and a "Happy _____!"
I'm not saying people should write something long and personal. For some reason, I'm just not moved at all by those kinds of terse texts & greeting cards.
|by Anonymous||reply 49||Last Thursday at 9:06 AM|
Once you've gone through a few jobs and realize that your coworkers are friends until you're no longer coworkers, it changes the attitude, IMO. You can still be friends, but adjust your expectations. I quit a job where I worked for about ten years. I now keep in touch with maybe one person, maybe two people from that job.
|by Anonymous||reply 50||Last Thursday at 9:08 AM|
I haven't given up on people. I've just lowered* my expectations of them. I feel much better for it.
* really, really lowered
|by Anonymous||reply 51||Last Thursday at 9:12 AM|
[quote] At any age, if you are friendly, you will have friends. It’s pretty simple and up to you.
At any age, if you are willing to be used and become a doormat, you will have friends. It's pretty simple and up to you.
|by Anonymous||reply 52||Last Thursday at 9:57 AM|
After years of intense bullying, I gave up on people when I was 20.
In my 40s, I'm in therapy, learning how to connect to people, and being treated for social anxiety.
|by Anonymous||reply 53||Last Thursday at 10:00 AM|
IME, the easiest period of life for making friends was college, while getting my bachelor's degrees. Yes, people had jobs, part-time jobs, etc. But people were gathered on campus with time between classes. We were young, used to all-nighter studying and all-nighter partying. The attitude was different. People were seeking companionship, not "contacts." I still have one friend from those days, somebody that I met while working one of my part-time restaurant jobs.
|by Anonymous||reply 54||Last Thursday at 10:02 AM|
R53, are you taking any anti-depressants, Benzos or beta-blockers?
|by Anonymous||reply 55||Last Thursday at 10:07 AM|
R55, no, I'm not taking any kind of medication. I'm trying to get by with just the therapy. But if it doesn't work, I might consider the medicine.
|by Anonymous||reply 56||Last Thursday at 10:16 AM|
here ya go
|by Anonymous||reply 57||Last Thursday at 10:26 AM|
I find people around me are deceitful cheats. I’m disappointed in all of them.
|by Anonymous||reply 58||Last Thursday at 3:03 PM|
Inspired by this thread, I sent a bit of news to the friend I had stopped texting so much due to his late or lack of responses. He responded immediately and warmly. I guess it’s not the worst idea to make yourself a little hard to get sometimes. It’s like anything else you get sick of and take for granted.
|by Anonymous||reply 59||Last Thursday at 3:17 PM|
Maybe you texted too often 59. But some distance is good. I stopped texting a friend because she only wanted to talk about how hard her life is under lockdown and pandemic.
|by Anonymous||reply 60||Last Thursday at 3:31 PM|