I'm getting used to being officially alone
I think when this is over, I'll want to continue to hibernate.
People suck. They stab you in the back. TV and films give us an inaccurate and unrealistic idea of what relationships should be like.
I love books, watching TV, masturbating....I don't ever have to be around anyone again; it might be nice if I could find decent people, though.
Admittedly, I live in LA.
by Anonymous | reply 10 | August 11, 2020 4:15 AM
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Just wondering how old you are OP? I find that the older I am getting the more I feel the way you describe.
A lot of people are real assholes.
by Anonymous | reply 1 | August 11, 2020 2:11 AM
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I don’t ever want to go into an office building again.
by Anonymous | reply 2 | August 11, 2020 2:11 AM
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Lucky you have another year to make up your mind...
by Anonymous | reply 3 | August 11, 2020 2:11 AM
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I disagree. I miss a good mix of social life, even being with strangers - at the opera or sitting on a beach, and I miss my fuck buddies. I don't have the pleasure to have a boyfriend.
by Anonymous | reply 6 | August 11, 2020 2:16 AM
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I'll always be alone and it's not so scary the older I get
by Anonymous | reply 7 | August 11, 2020 2:19 AM
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I'm happy I have good friends. I'm also happy to be alone in my thoughts and physically. A good mix works for me. I'm just a little sad for you OP.
by Anonymous | reply 8 | August 11, 2020 2:22 AM
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Me too OP. People are highly overrated. Once a month or so, seems like a good compromise in being social.
by Anonymous | reply 9 | August 11, 2020 2:32 AM
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OP here; thanks for the kind words.
Especially you, R5.
R4, I hope everything works out okay.
I still want closeness; reliable friends. Someone I can trust.
I don't know whether or not I've ever had that in life or if I've just lied to myself.
I just wish I could truly let it go.
by Anonymous | reply 10 | August 11, 2020 4:15 AM
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