R166, not sure if you’re also OP, but I understand this thread. OP is, in my estimation, grieving a relationship with whom is most likes parent, that OP is about to lose, or has already lost, and not necessarily via the mortal route: death.
R166, I’m gonna say this in the most loving of ways, I promise you, I’m not giving you grief, but please understand that this thread is entirely subjective to the readers’ interpretations. And individuals’ tastes in music really has nothing to do with whether or not an observer corresponds to your musical preferences, or even to what you believe the intent for this thread, to be.
Please attempt to open your mind, and more so, your heart. Perhaps try to enjoy what others are sharing, because in the end, that’s what all threads are, people sharing things crafted and fine tuned to reflect them, not you. And if you see yourself in these reflections, great. The mirror isn’t broken, if you don’t. It just means that it isn’t your mirror, and that is OK, too.
When I left LA, I was very angry. I didn’t want to leave, and where I landed, is filled with people who are the penultimate antithesis of who I perceive myself to be. However, I learned an amazing lesson, it was up to ME to open up my heart and mind, and to accept others where they are, rather than to attempt to mold everyone into who I think I deserve as company.
Life on the top of a hill is interesting. You get to see everything below, but you end up lonely as fuck. That’s no way to live.
Xoxo 😘