Does anyone here still do meth?

Still?

I would never touch meth. And I am [italic]far[/italic] from a teetotaler. I've done tons of psychedelics, molly, coke.

But meth? Not even once. Heroin? Not even once. Don't get why people would.

I hear getting fucked while on meth is close to heaven for us gays.

I used it for 2.5 semesters in college and then quit after graduation. Of course I also used it for clubbing and spent some lost hours on the computer totally forgetting I had another line to do. Loved it when it was pure, but would use anything if I had a paper due. The only other time I did it was at 26ish when my ex-roommate/supplier informed me that "X" was out of prison." "X" being the Hells Angels dealer/maker of the best stuff and the co-sponsor of the best summer of my life and not a few kick ass papers.

And that was it. Don't think I'd do it now. It'd be too sad. 😂 If college were now I'd have an Adderall prescription.

Stopped in 2002. But people still party. Or is that parTy? Just go on Grindr and look for the capital Ts.

Meth is a subculture within the drug subculture of the gay subculture, so you have to venture a ways before you find it. But don't delude yourself into thinking no one does it anymore. Those tiny little empty baggies you see on the streets of NYC every so often, what do you think they're from? Someone's coin collection?

Ewwww, no. I really don't understand the risk-assessment functions of people who do street drugs of completely unknown origin, and quality. I always assume they are vaguely suicidal, and this is how they express it.

Meth has been adopted by two generations of gays as their "tired ass self-destructive" go-to. You'd think there was no other way to quickly seroconvert and be institutionalized anymore! Nothing beats seeing a longtime friend on the sidewalk on a Tuesday morning with half of his teeth missing, forty pounds lighter, screeching incoherently into a cell phone for a great example of HOT FUN!

Yeah. Not quite as good as it was in the '90s, but then, neither am I.

LOVE IT

Good times. Good times

I get hit on my tweekers on Grindr still

Meth, the quickest, and most effective way to lose your looks, and your teeth, other than being in a near fatal car accident.

Omg.

Does anyone still wear....a hat???

It's on the rise again in NYC.

I don it one weekend a year with a FB who lives a few hours away at this point. Used to use every other weekend a decade ago...then the people I'd meet got sketchier and sketchier. It just wasn't worth it any more.

My "drugdar" is actually better than my gaydar. So I usually end up doing it for free.

Jealous?

Meth is awful stuff. Just terrible.

Just stick to LSD for mind-blowing sex.

Does anyone still ... do meth? I'll drink to that. And one for Tina.

Meth is for LOSERS!

Wow, you are a true moron, OP.

I do it everyday! It makes Natalie's incessant phone calls almost bearable (ALMOST). She's a spinster, you know?

Meth = future rehab stint.

Must you? Really?

"you all"? How dare you assume everyone here is a fucked up drug mess.

I've always been somewhat naive about illegal drug use. One time at a bathhouse these two guys invited me to their room/cubyhole for a threesome. Once in the room they pinned me down and before I knew it they were biting me hard all over the place at a really fast pace and making weird noises. I freaked and fell to the ground as I ran/stumbled out of the cubyhole/room. Was this meth or something else?

R15 = bag whore

Just stick your head under the sink and start munching.

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Never did it, never will. I have very late hours, so I tend to get a lot of meth heads hitting me up on Grindr. They've always been around.

Ewww...no. When I lived in LA in the 80's for a brief time, It had just hit the streets I believe. They called it "ICE" and my weed dealer gave me a free sample, thinking I might be a repeat customer. No thanks. He'd given me a nice sized chunk (I think he had the hots for me and thought he was hooking me up :-)

I was so wired for sound and unprepared for the intensity of the drug's effect. I did the chunk over the course of a 3 day nauseous bender, working on a huge jigsaw puzzle. I lost track of the time when I had begun on a Friday evening, and finished the puzzle and the free chunk on the following Monday morning. My head hurt for a week. I was slightly dehydrated also. I swore right then and there NEVER again would I do meth, and 30 years later this remains true. I chalked it up to a youthful experiment and a life lesson learned.

I'd rather do a little toot action toots. Weekend fun. On occasion. What? Don't judge me. I said occasionally...

3 day meth bender to do a jigsaw puzzle.

Yes. I lie when confronted and get my panties in a wad but I love to suckle in Tina's crystalline teat.

Much better oh newly authenticated one. Miss Crystal if 'ya nasty...

BTW, nobody confronted me...they wouldn't dare confront a Scorpio 'mo. I volunteered my true confession. I'm a white lines kinda guy, not white lies. I OWN everything I say or do and stare back at the world in defiance.

Like the new YOU boo. Flame away...

It's all the rage in white supremacist society.

What causes those scabs on their faces?

Why are you all looking at me???????!!!

R34 Compulsive skin-picking

No one looks at you voluntarily KellyAnne.

Sure, Jan.

I still do it occasionally. Feels good but not as much as it used to. Not sure if the potency has gone down or I'm just used to it.

Never!

METH is WHACK!

R32 AIKC = ALWAYS MAKING THREADS OFF TOPIC AND ABOUT HIMSELF.

GROSS.

The gay community uses meth like candy today. WTF are you talking about, OP? It's the #1 toy of gays right now.

Do the gay methies think they're cooler than the rest?

Have a look at the profiles on Scruff. If there's a rocket icon it means they like 'blasting' -- the latest euphemism for meth. It's very VERY popular and addictive for people who don't have anything in their lives -- it temporarily fills up that hole of feeling worthless and useless. For the seriously pozzed and unemployed who feel they have nothing left to lose, meth is like the warm fluffy cat who loves them and tells them they're strong and beautiful when in their hearts they believe the opposite. At core, I think meth dependence comes down to low self esteem, and to overcome it means addressing that first.

I have a story I could share...but won't because even several years later it still too raw and I I'm not up for the cunty comments. If you're going to do it, then do it. But....really you know you shouldn't do it. Especially if you are one of those people prone to depression, addiction and compulsive dangerous behavior. R44 said it well.

[quote] I'm not up for the cunty comments.

Oh darling, ignore the fraus & prisspots. You went on a three day bender, and shared your sphincter with the neighbourhood, yet you're still here to share with us. Celebrate it!

Those meth nightmare before and after pics always confuse me. Nothing close to that happened to me and my teeth were perfect when I stopped after 2.5 years of repeated, but not constant use. Perhaps I was too vain? I kept up working out, dental hygiene and the like. I ate a lot less and looked great. If you did too much or did it constantly the sleep deprivation alone would do you in.

[quote][R32] AIKC = ALWAYS MAKING THREADS OFF TOPIC AND ABOUT HIMSELF.

See why I hate him?

The shut they mix it with destroyed my septum, it's like Drano and shit they mix in there. Don't fuck with it.

R49 = Stevie Nicks

I think meth addiction that leads to injecting it and losing teeth is likely genetic. I know many people who used it casually and then gave it up cold turkey without any issues. Others spiraled out of control and couldn't stop.

Some people just genetically get addicted to this as some do with alcohol

A lot of reasons why meth addicts lose teeth is because they stop producing saliva and they usually have poor dental hygiene anyway.

Why do most meth heads turn out to be bottoms?

The most sickening part of this obscene thread are those trying to make it sound like anyone can start doing or quit doing meth when they want to. The truth is that a shitload of those that get hooked on that shit never get off of it. And, they do a shitload of damage to their loved ones and themselves in the process.

I do not fuck my cousins.

Ergo, the answer is "never."

R41 - No sweetpea, YOU make it all about me. I gave my personal account with the background story of how I arrived at my decision to NEVER try meth again. You just get so hot 'n bothered by me, you get distracted, befuddled and your brown panties in a twist, and cum for me with personal attacks. Yawn...

R48 - if you're the raging, ragging, dried up old cunt that I suspect you to be, baby you're just jealous. Everything about YOU is all about ME. Your posting tags are somehow related to, and/or about little 'ole me. I see your other posts and you're a pest, nothing more. Hate is such a strong word..I affect you that much huh? I DO tend to have that effect. Love me, hate me...whatev. I provoke visceral, polarizing reactions in others just casually doing my thing. Being me, myself and I. Try it.

Sorry to pile on, but:

[quote]they wouldn't dare confront a Scorpio 'mo.

How would people know you're a Scorpio? Is that you share right away with everyone? And why would you assume everyone else believes in the nonsense that is astrology?

That should've read, "Is that something you share right away with everyone?"

Oh, and NO, OP, "we all" don't "still" do meth. Some of us know what not to do to maintain our health, sanity, relationships, and jobs.

Totally over meth. My fave is bath salts now. It helps me misbehave.

R57-R58, I referenced being a Scorpio for my dumbass clone. That "they" knew I'm a Scorpio, and that since they seem to obsess over me, cloning me and my tags....it was an instigator I like to do. You know, since you're piling it on...

Mentioning that I'm biracial (ALWAYS to make a valid/related point on a thread topic :-) a Scorpio, or an ENTP personality type, tends to make my stalker trolls, clones and haters...apoplectic with rage. I love triggering the snowflakes who make it personal with me. They like dishing out the pointless bitchery, but become rather toxic when I throw it back in their fug little faces...

MOF, I might become the full-time SCORPIO troll. Hmmm.

Look everybody! More meth! Pizza for everyone!

That pizza looks more like your fucked up meth FACE R61.

Sweetie, didn't I tell you meth would ravage my good looks? One doesn't mess with Mother Nature if one doesn't want to get smacked down.

I didn't worry about finding a new job. I ALWAYS land on my feet. Being my age, that isn't a guarantee... by keeping my "pretty" -You wish you had unwrinkled, flawless skin like me. A natural gift that I do the minimum maintenance to maintain. I know, right? Sorry, but no YOU don't Pizza Face aka Peter the Piper aka Miss Crystal. Moisture that hot mess above your neck OK? Your before and after photo^ was a brave thing to do. Bless your heart.

I'll be starting which of the offers I finally decide on next week. Gonna miss me much? Alas, my endless idle nights endeth.

There's more than one person signing themselves Anonymous in Kansas City. I just blocked one yet I still see another.

People who used this always turned into the most unfeeling creatures, we used to call them ice queens. Or else they would end up shaky and forgetful, not knowing who you are. And with black teeth, boasting about how skinny they had become, and how evil they were as a prostitute. Who would use this drug? You would need to be silly to try it.

Shit. My stoma ruptured and the colostomy bag spilled everywhere. But on the upside, I found that teefer I swallered the other day!

Hoo, DOGS!

Meth and Poz go together

Like I said, I get the boring, witless stalkers R65.

Flame away baby...It's almost noon-ish, when a nightowl gets sleepy. Please enthuse my snooze...lose..er, with your droll troll-isms. I'm the real deal troll, on a roll, doing night patrol, & busting holes, with my big ole' pole, with the goal of smoking a bowl...meth would take too much toll on my soul, so I just say NO! Got it ho?

R52 that makes sense, but don't coke and weed also give a person cotton mouth?

Well fuckaduck, y'all. I OD'd again on my usual park bench. I'd probably be dead if that owl hadn't have shit in my mouth. Who knew methbreath attracts birds? I didn't. It's gonna be a while before the feeling returns to my remaining three toes and I can walk again so I'll just sit here. That and the prolapse thing flared up again. Something may have crawled in. I haven't felt that kind of flutter in my swimsuit area since before the colostomy. Cheers, y'all!

I have never tried any drug, including weed, and I never plan to.

Hmmm... I really like my sig in my last post. I might have to start signing all of my posts that way!

OMG, OMG, hell yes... okay, I admit it now... oh, goddamn it all to hell...! Hell yeah, i am a total meth-head, and an unrepentant one at that, LOL. Hail Meth!

I was talking to a meth head last who was planning to travel to get away from his environment. He was still as high as a kite. "Well I'm a DEALER!"

"I've been in hospital with three organs shut down."

Oh the glamour.

Why is it that rampant drug taking is acceptable for many gay men? I just don't understand it.

The counter culture movement of the 60's came of age like gay rights movements at the same time R74. The anti 50's suppression backlash. Everybody was doing drugs not only gay men. The current epidemic of opiate abuse and deaths from overdose are much, much bigger than just the gay community. It's a national scandal and crisis.

OP, so sorry your thread was hijacked by my "stalker groupy trolls" -- I tried to give my honest personal experience on the subject but things went askew because I have obsessed wannabes.

Psycho-boy...is that you R72? Dude...what do I say? Ignore/block functions do track preposterous pests. I knew you had issues but come on...Living in your parent's basement, hustling for "a hit," toxifying DL with your drug fueled drivel, stalking me, sock puppeting. You're a nasty little piece of diseased crap. Is your ass worn out and near prolapse from barebacking all night? Is that why you're so repetitive and fixated? What happened to you? Drugs caused your downward spiral into madness?

I'm struck by how general and arbitrary discussions surrounding drugs are so here are some facts....For anyone who hasn't tried meth, hopefully this will help you understand why you shouldnt' touch it or go back to it.

Can't remember the substance (maybe dopamine) but a chart was released recently (go looking if you want, i don't have time) and it made an impression on me--I think the units mentioned were seratonin, maybe dopamine? Can't remember. But the numbers are accurate and gives you a picture of how dangerous it is in terms of messing with the pleasure center of your brain:

Eating ice cream - 150 units Orgasm - 200 units Cocaine - 350 units Meth - 1100 units

Once you get used to 6x the power of an orgasm, it's hard to get away from wanting more and more of that!

Why are most 'out' homosexuals on drugs?

I'm a big square. Never tried anything more than weed, and even that was only a few times. I don't like the feeling of being on anything, even a prescription drug. I hate the feeling of losing control, and I hate the side effects. I guess when I read a thread like this, I'm surprised-but-not-surprised at how casually people use drugs. To each his own.

Worst part of meth when I did it: the boils.

The first one I got was near my pelvic bone, in the front obviously. At first I thought it was a spider bite. But no. Joshua Pribe, my meth buddy, explained to me that it was a boil brought on by meth. He said that since your liver was bad at filtering it, it would come out in your sweat. You get that impurity in your sweat gland, and *boom* boil time.

So that thing got bigger, and bigger, and bigger. Until it felt like the size of a golf ball (the top part, but also you could feel the rest of it). It was like a white hot throbbing golf ball. It hurt so much. Like some of the worst pain I've ever felt.

I squeezed it to no avail. Finally (DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER IF YOU'RE QUEASY, THIS IS REALLY GROSS)... (I'M WARNING YOU)

I decided to pop it. I dug at at and dug at it with tweezers and whatever else I could find. Finally I could see the white- and the white was congealed. I pulled it out with the tweezers, and it was so thick it conformed to the shape of the hole I'd made. It looked like a fucking worm, I thought it was and I freaked out.

FINALLY it started to run blood and pus. And it ran for over an hour. It had been so densely packed in there. And finally relief.

You'd think I would stop the meth at this point but nope. And eventually I got boils all over my ass. It was just as bad as you'd imagine.

The funny thing is, I always looked fucking good on meth. I guess I knew when to stop, because it always made me more lithe, gave me cheekbones, and a healthy glow. I swear to God! I never had a "faces of meth" thing going on. But I quit after a year or so.

OMG, OMG, hell yes... okay, I admit it now... oh, goddamn it all to hell...! Hell yeah, i am a total meth-head, and an unrepentant one at that, LOL. Hail Meth!

OMG, OMG, hell yes... okay, I admit it now... oh, goddamn it all to hell...! Hell yeah, i am a total meth-head, and an unrepentant one at that, LOL. Hail Meth!

All the drug related organ failure issues I know about tend to be related to coke, not meth

R44 "the seriously pozzed and unemployed"?

So the frivolously pozzed don't do meth?

My best friend's ex-husband had been on and off of it for 14 years now.

It is not pretty. He has lost multiple well paying jobs, been arrested and convicted for 2 different felony charges and has had the crap beaten put of him several times.

He now is also apparently showing the physical effects: teeth are looking horrible and he is aging rapidly. Which is funny in a way because his nickname was Pretty Sean.

This is a guy who never drank, smoked, or used drugs in high school. It is nasty stuff and has ruined his life.

Sorry babe R80-R81, I'm starting my new job Tuesday. Glowing, radiant and refreshed.

Bitch, you're slipping and tripping. It took you 2 posts to get that lame shit right eh? Hands shaking so bad and mush for brains has your feeble minded ass disabled. I would smoke crack before I ever would meth, and I don't do that one either. Sorry. But at least crack isn't 100% chemical concoction. It supposedly was an earth grown plant at first. I hear poo is an excellent fertilizer. I wouldn't know. You're going to miss me M.C. aren't you? Maybe with me out of your way people might remember you even exist huh? Good luck with that.

AIKC make our day and say your new job is on an alien spacecraft far far away in another galaxy.

Meth is popular in my small town in Illinois. Scary shit.

What's this "our" & "we" shit you twit R86? There's just YOU stalking me, wanting to be me. Sorry hon, that job is taken. The position has been filled. There's a big vacancy in that toxic mess of your head. Probably those craters in your face. You probably look like an alien creature after your meth-od acts.

Brevity and wit land the retort.

Hey, y'all. I love my new job! I'm the new urinal cake in the pisstrough at the Herron County State Fair! It only took four interviews before I landed the job! I can't wait to start!

Hoo, DOGS!!

I hope you aren't a female stalking me R90. You do them a disservice. It's usually guys that have a "bone" to pick with me.

For the most part, females have been kinder or more helpful to an eldergay newbie here on DL since I came aboard. A few exceptions.. It is a female that I picture when anyone mentions that humble me has "fans" and mutual pals who post hellos.

And when chicks do come for me and at me, they do it stylishly, cleverly and with a little W&W. Not so much you R90. Unoriginal, unfunny...you just take up space and pollute the planet. Zzzz. I put MYSELF out there, too bad you're a chicken shit with nothing of your own to offer the world.

What about Ritalin?

I never replied to AIKC before , but in case there's a tally going, put me on the list of those who find him annoying.

He posts long winded comments in almost every thread I read. I usually just skip over them, but since there's so much complaining, I just want it to be clear that there's more than one person who doesn't appreciate his "humor".

I have a story I could share...but won't because even several years later it still too raw and I I'm not up for the cunty comments. If you're going to do it, then do it. But....really you know you shouldn't do it. Especially if you are one of those people prone to depression, addiction and compulsive dangerous behavior.

Yeah R93, there's a tally going, you can suck my tallywacker. That work for you? Why bother commenting on me instead of making it NOT about me and stick to the subject of the thread. Yeah, how about you do that. You only add to my "mystique."

I'm only prone to being me sweetie R94. I wouldn't dare sock puppet, or imitate someone else. I like being me too much. I don't hide behind, shrink away from...whatever. I'm ALWAYS me, and I'm quite an expert on the subject. Imitation is most sincerest form of flattery. I've got wannabes.Ahhhh. A newbie has finally arrived.

No matter how many times I hit the ignore button he reappears, so he must clear his cache and cookies each time.

I'm scared to try pot, much less something as destructive as meth.

I'd rather do a little meth toots. Weekend fun. On occasion. What? Don't judge me. I said occasionally...

AIKC does meth.

Quelle surprise...

No R99, I don't. I'm a part-time cokehead, part-time pill popping male Nurse Jackie. But only since being unemployed. But I AM a fulltime pothead.

R96 - Baby, It's really quite simple. Ignore is a variant of IGNORANT, a word already very familiar with I'm sure.

R98 - It sounded so much better the first time, you know, when I said it.

I don't owe you twerp purps PR fees do I. I'm so not paying. You retarded bitches are incompetent.

My reason for this guts spill is I’m having a drug dependency assessment in order to get my drivers license back (where I live, if you get picked up driving under the influence twice they take you license for the rest of your life, or until you can give a clean urine and answer their questions in the way that they want to hear). So, my poor mum has already forked out the $450 required for the assessment with all expectations on me to pass it. I can’t let her down again, not this time. I managed to quit pot, but still hang for a toot every day. Ten years from now I hope I’m not sitting here still hanging for a toot!!

Holy shot, AIKC is a drug-taking black elderly male nurse who had his drivers' license taken away????

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Now I understand why he's so fucked up.

Holy SHOT^ Batman. You got 2 out of 3 of those descriptions right. Girl, there's still more than 3 brain cells left in that pickled, puddle, vodka soaked blob of gray matter between your ears huh? I'm so happy for you baby, brain death is still a wee bit away...not much.

OMG R131 - a female is flaming me alive. Hey cunty...I see you doll. An EST with PMS. Are you the fishy that pretends to be my BFF? Or the other dried up old sea bass that's been stinking up the joint with lost ambitions, and hack writing skills? You're a bimbo and not a HIMbo is apparent. You're still not me honey. Skill at writing requires more than technical skills and expertise. Baby you gotta have some flavor. A personality. Zing. Spark. Pizzazz. Boo-boo, uh...you're boring. You write like a tired old soccer mom from Scranton. Your tits are sagging so bad, they keep causing your typos. I see you there Boo-boo. You still aren't a Scorpio ENTP. Water has more flavor than you do Boo-boo. Since you're a chick, I can call you Boo-boo kitty. Meow. Kitty don't smell too pretty.

AIKC is doing meth and posting - and trying to RHYME!

Sad!

I smoked meth for the first time when I was 14. I started using because I had a huge crush on an older boy who used. Once I took a hit I fell in love with it. I smoke and sniff almost a ball a day. I use crack, e, oxys, heroin, coke, whatever I can get my hands on. At 15 I started prostituting. I lie, cheat, steal & hurt everyone who knew me & I don't care.

I take pride in the fact that imma junkie. Its sick how I enjoy all the pain and the suffering. I was even thrilled when I started hearing voices inside my head. I hear and see things, laugh & smile because I know it was meth doing it so I love it.

Wow, AIKC, you're a mess. No wonder you sound so nonsensical and stupid when you post on here.

The only to do Tina right is to chase it with 8mg of Klonopin when you are done.

Takes the edge completely off.

Yawn. R106, you dumb bitch. I didn't even know what the hell Tina is, was, wtf. I'm not much of a druggie. I don't know all the lingo. Psycho-boy would know. Or Boo-boo kitty.

R107- If that were true then that doesn't say too much about your level of intelligence does it? If I'm so strung out and wasted, and can chew you up and spit out your carcass..well, I guess you ain't all that.

I'm sorry, AIKC - I don't speak Ebonics.

That's not my problem Boo-boo. Girl..better get you a black friend. Or...just a friend. It's hard finding a soul sock puppet. Besties forever. He'll never, ever leave you. A lie. Until he upgrades to a hotter sock puppet than you.

But no I will not beat this addiction. I dont think anybody ever fully kicks an addiction. Everyday I have to live with the guilt and trauma of crimes I commit. I have horrible, horrible dreams every night, I taste it, smell it, see it. Its an obsession of the mind and I hope it never leaves me. I will never be able to turn back, I will always be a prisoner to meth.

Please, if you are new to the drug game, get out now. Its worse than words can describe.. it will own you , it will throw you away and take over your body.. I am no longer me, I am merely a shell of the person who used to be me, I’m empty & I dont wish that upon anybody.

I used to use a lot of meth when I was hustling in the early 2000's. Sometimes I would get paid in meth, especially if I was doing parties with groups of men. I slowly replaced that habit with heroin but then I OD'd in 2010, the ER folks told me they were sure I was already dead when they arrived, but they "brought me back" to life somehow. That was a wake up call. I just smoke weed and drink wine now and again. I am back to a healthy 165 pounds at 5'11", at my low point I was 120 when I did meth. I am surprised I got any tricks when hustling considering I looked like I had a serious disease if you know what I mean. Those days are behind me know. Thank goodness.

Good for you R113.

SORRY OP. Your thread could really help someone who needs it. I'm outta here. Any and ALL future posts by AIKC on this thread are bogus. Sock puppets.

I also find aflac insufferable & unintelligible. It should go away & stop shitting on all these posts.

He authenticates and makes himself a target then gets his panties in a wad when he gets called out on his shit.

No sweetness, I don't want to pollute THIS thread anymore. Someone who is really addicted might need help or intervention, and all our foreplay might block their attempts to reach out.

R116 - was it good for you baby? Did I wear that ass out? Money is on the nightstand ho. Gotsta go. Flame you later okay? I give it good don't I? Scorpio hellfire. Yeah bitch, you like it rough don't you? I can assure you, my panties ain't in a wad. That wad would be my chunk tickling your epiglottis. A pickle tickle for ya' -

Told you he'd be back.

AIKC- you say you're going to stop posting, then you go and post again. This is why people don't like you.

It says its leaving, but it keeps shitting.

To say my farewells dahling. Miss Crystal is coming undone. LOL. Adieu. Ciao bello? Belisama?

R119- people don't like me? I'm devastated. You're going to make me cry. Boo-boo made me boo-hoo. Bad kitty. Brooklyn Psycho-boy or Miss Crystal?

Phoenix fire blazes bitches. Beware of getting engulfed. Let's let OP have his thread back shall we? Incinerate you another time? Another place? Til then Mon Petit...au revoir.

Damn, you sound retarded.

He has to have the last word. It fits his narcissistic personality disorder.

A Freak in Kansas City is histrionic.

Histrionic personality disorder is one of a group of conditions called "Cluster B" or "dramatic" personality disorders. People with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions and distorted self-images. For people with histrionic personality disorder, their self-esteem depends on the approval of others and does not arise from a true feeling of self-worth. They have an overwhelming desire to be noticed, and often behave dramatically or inappropriately to get attention. The word histrionic means "dramatic or theatrical."

AIKC is the Queen of Ebonics!

Bitch could have posted here with no authentication but did anyway.

Since AIKC said he's checked out of the Mega Meth hostel, I'm his favorite sock puppet and he said to tell R124, he's an hysterical histrionic. Cheap stunts are what he responds to and puts in check.

Getting attention, and keeping that attention are 2 different things. What's that? Danny Torrence says "redrum" - OK, where was I? Yeah, AIKC sock puppeting and he said to tell R124. What's your DX doc? Obsessive borderline personality disorder? He said, why do you target and obsess over him. Do you have the hots? I think his narcissism is a triggering mechanism he used to get an elicited response from his stalker wannabes.

He says you can be a little narcissistic when you're self-aware of it...and you really are hot and pretty and can back that shit up. KC says it takes balls to authenticate himself and put his experiences out here for others to see and judge. He said he wished you were as fearless and brazen. Instead of living FOR him and through him vicariously. That's some really sick shit. Oh, one last thing. He told me to ask you why do you make it your business and mission to be all up in his personal business. Don't you have ANY of your own. Why are you on this thread? What advice have you contributed for others? He said he didn't think so. You're too fixated and infatuated, caught up in someone else you could NEVER be. Ask Doc what mental condition/dysfunction is. Pod person-ism?

I'm DL's prolapsed-assed bitch.

You bitch ass niggas don't know nuffin bout me. I's an educated black man.

We wuzz kangs!

Bitch will never ever leave. He's as addicted to getting the last word in as he is to Tina.

Listen, just because I sound like a bloviated word salad spewing imbecile, y'all hates me see? Well let me be, cause I's free like a tree! That's me, bay-bee! I is a meth smokin', turd tokin', elderly bi racial scorpio and don't you forget it, because I remind you in every thread I be shittin' in cause I knows y'all be forgettin' cause nobody cares about me. That's why I be making every post about my crusty azz, cuz I'm invisible in my real life.

[quote]Since AIKC said he's checked out of the Mega Meth hostel, I'm his favorite sock puppet and he said to tell [R124], he's an hysterical histrionic. Cheap stunts are what he responds to and puts in check.

Will you just stop? You're fucking embarrassing me.

I do it. About every 3-4 months. Get fucked by tons of guys with mind blowing sex. Return to work two days later like nothing happened

isn't meth the crystal of the 70s?

nothing new.

I'm always unsure if I'm using the term 'meta' correctly but I think this thread qualifies.

Meta = a thread about a psychosis-inducing drug that ruins gay lives being ruined by a psychotic gay guy on drugs?

I'm still unsure if this is a correct usage.

Freak in Kansas City is histrionic. He is not a drug addict - those testimonies are from fake AIKCs. AIKC said he took speed 1 time and did a giant crossword puzzle. That is SO LAME AND SAD, it must be the truth.

Does anyone here still beat their wife?

No? But, you used to?

....

There's a bunch of webcam sites where guys are "playin' in the clouds" or "slammim", smoking and shooting up, wanking and having group sex....very strange. Very sad. Seems most are pretty serious users.

R131 made me laugh.

Well done.

There was a thread a long time ago that had a video where AIKC, er, a meth head, injected Tina into his dick before fucking. It was repulsive.

Nasty!

[quote]Since AIKC said he's checked out of the Mega Meth hostel, I'm his favorite sock puppet and he said to tell [R124], he's an hysterical histrionic. Cheap stunts are what he responds to and puts in check.

He's so fucking pathetic. Which other favourite sock puppet will respond next???

Isn't AIKC just Janbot pretending to be a different person? I've never seen someone try so hard to be funny and interesting and fail so miserably. Talk about cringe.

AIKC is Janbot!

He's such a tard. He tries so cringingly hard here, he must have zero real life interactions.

[quote]im a Scorpio

And I'm a centipede!

My cat's name is mittens.

I did blow recreationally, once a guy offered me a line, it was meth...it was like snorting shards of glass..It was so bad of an experience I stopped using coke altogether.

Had a hook up once where I brought G he had Tina and we smoked it and did G...that was fucking great sex and I came down even from the G/Tina combo...that was it. These days I just use Kratom.

R148 do you use Kratom for pain or to get wasted?

Back by popular demand. Since this thread is withering on the vine...guess what bitches? I'M BACK!!

Parting was such sweet sorrow. Tomorrow. Today it's flame throwing time. You troglodytes better be flame resistant. If you're going to imitate me baby, you need to bring it better than the soccer mom schtick.

Brooklyn Psycho-boy, have you missed me? Taking your crazy pills? That not-so-tight ass of yours holding up? It sees more action than a Jersey turnpike during rush hour.

Is that the reason for your toxicity, that I've outgrown and surpassed you? You've been here since...? And a country bumpkin cums along and totally upstages you. My Phoenix flames make yours seem tame in comparison? Staying in the background and lighting people up ain't my style. I like to do my business right to/right in your face and look 'em in the eye when I do. What?

So, we can "borrow" this obscure thread, and flame fuck each other. Sound good? Getting you hot 'n bothered Psycho-boy? Got something for you too Griselda the Grimlock. Sweetie, even with all your devices and experience, you're no match for me. I'm just getting set up and running. Huge upside potential. Take advantage while you still can witchy woman. Once I get it all figured out, to troll or not to troll, to be or not...I'm going be ME.

My sock puppet said to tell you granny grimlock you're a has-been hack. I'm not going anywhere. You can try to pollute my tag on other tags ALL you want. I'm as stubborn as a MISSOURI mule. You don't fight fair and out in the open. Your spirit animal is obviously a chicken (shit). And granny dear, we both know that's not a match for an eagle...let alone a Phoenix. Psycho-boy, go hit your pipe and watch this from the sidelines baby.

Look everyone. The meth-addled retard (or his OTHER favourite sock puppet) scored some Tina and is BACK, stupider and more wasted than ever!

Bitch must think he's Cher what with all these farewell tours she does.

I was called a DIVA on the DataLounge play thread. I laughed for days...a diva. As if. But if the satin pumps fit.

If I'm going to be a DIVO, sweetie I could make Cher look like Hannah Montana.

Didn't know what Tina was until you enlightened me Boo-boo kitty. I just lightened me up a joint, so yeah dahlin' -- The Divo is feeling it. But sadly, I'm not feeling YOU Boo-boo. What's with FAVOURITE instead of the usual..FAVORITE? Do you fancy yourself as cosmopolitan, granny grimlock? Hahahaha.

And you're attempting a battle of wits with a retarded person huh? And still a loser.

Adderall like meth makes you feel every pulse, itch, twitch on your body. thats why many abusers wind up picking their skin like crazy.

AIKC. Claims to have a big dick. Demonstrates low IQ.

Does anyone have an in on a good used couch? My prolapse just won't get any better. My old couch looks like I've dropped a thousand chocolate mini donuts on it that were dipped in raspberry jam. If you close your eyes and run your fingers over them you'd think you were reading braille.

No. I prefer Russian roulette. It's safer.

Meth heads are the only people to ever become HIV + through giving a blow job.

Any and ALL future posts by AIKC on this thread are bogus. Sock puppets.

r149 both - not wasted - just smoof..and the pain relief benefits are good too - and it lowered my blood pressure I am off my meds.

As an annoying garden variety drunk, I've had very good experiences working with opiate and alcohol addicts. They go with the flow and want to get along.

Every single physical assault I've encountered has been with early recovery meth heads about to go on a run.

Meth addicts are fucking strong and insane...like full r-tard strength

Brooklyn Psycho-boy, let a Scorpio from MO show your ass what prolapse means. You are the prolapse troll. I'll plow YOU and your twin. 2 for one baby...I'll tear you both up. You're going to need a bigger sock for my meat puppet. Your Jersey turnpike booty needs to be shut down for heavy traffic. Maybe I can rock you so fiercely, it'll reboot your methed out brain from being stuck on stupid and the word prolapse.

I'M BIRACIAL!!!!!

I'M A SCORPIO!!!!!!

I RHYME POORLY FOR NO DAMN REASON!!!!!!

I'M AN OLD FOSSIL!!!!!!

I'M THE QUEEN OF EBONICS!!!!!!

I'M HATED BY MANY, LOVED BY NONE!!!!!!

I'M BORING AS FUCK!!!!

I'M ANONYMOUS IN KANSAS CITY!!!!!!

I met someone I thought was a great guy a couple months ago. An educated professional, smart. We were getting along real well, going on dates, having good sex, talking about getting serious. Then he disappeared for a few days. He called me from the hospital, said he had been in an accident. I went to visit. The nurse gave me a side-eye that told me something was up.

His face was all black and blue. After some talk, he admitted he'd been "occasionally" doing meth. Some guys he had previously partied with came to his house, beat and robbed him. He claimed he was done with meth for good. I kept him at arm's length just in case. On another date a month later I noticed he had a track mark on his arm. He tried to claim it was from a blood draw at the doctor's, but that was no needle mark. The vein underneath had become inflamed and the mark was pretty big. So much for that relationship. As a top I run into meth bottoms all the time.

I think my theory on meth is pretty accurate:

Most drugs are used to enhance sex. With meth, the sex is used to enhance the meth.

Watch a group of meth heads fucking. They'll play for a few minutes then sit around naked watching porn for hours, playing with their limp dicks.

My Scorpio prolapsed ass has a twin! It's spread to my brain! Meat puppet sock puppet I'm my own Pinocchio!

I got no strings to hold me down!

R148 What's Kratom?

The minute someone starts injecting Meth, it's a downward spiral and very very very difficult to stop

I (seriously) once read an article about how black people with really low IQs and little education are socialized by he black community to just talk and talk and talk endlessly with laughable braggadocio, thinking they are somehow "covering up" their stupidity to the world.

Ever since I read that, black people like AIKC make total sense to me.

r169 Die in a grease fire you racist piece of shit. And this coming from someone who hates AIKC too.

AIKC is a pathetic, method out elder.

I can now tell within the first sentence if its AIKC posting, which allows for scrolling right on past to the next (sometimes past a few) poster.

Flying thru a lot of threads these days. What a tedious asshole

Well gosh...chuckle chuckle. I was thinking about acquiring a new ID tag. But why should I? Don't like me or my posts (this flame-tastic thread not included) then keep the line moving. My posts are usually as clear, concise and on point as ANY of you. So bitch and whine to someone who gives 2 fucks...that sure as shit wouldn't be me. Waaa waaa.

Brooklyn Psycho-boy, flame away all you like sweetpea, but your storm front-ish terms and tendencies are beneath contempt.

Bitch pointlessly all you want haters, I'm uniquely myself and that's just how it's going to be. No wonder there's few authenticated posters here. But they weren't me. The true attention seekers are those that seek and target me, and attempt to ride my coattails, instead of being themselves. Or whoever their sock puppet tells them to be. At least I'm me.

Why not just block him like I do? Why not block everyone that annoys you? That's why they gave us the feature. Who has time to read their bullshit?

Kratom sounds like that stuff whales eat.

R173, all the authenticated posters are still here, but their delicate sacks have shriveled in fright, quite understandably. I actually wish we had to sign, it would likely week out the maniacs.

*weed

Wow. R176/177 is just as stupid as that one is.

R176-R177 - You're sweet. A doll. You've triggered me in a good way with your "weed" reference. LOL.

Lot's of authentic authenticated posters have flown the coop from the malicious vitriol. I'm a Scorpio eagle so I have wings to soar...I won't be flying from the coop anytime soon. As far as "flying high" however... well that's a different story. What? I told you not to judge me..

Could all of the AIKCs please fuck off? I didn't mind the original one, but the constant troll crap is killing this site. You are like fingernails on a chalkboard.

We're not your family, AIKC.

Get a fucking life.

By the way, it's so obvious when you sock puppet your "supporters". We all know you do it.

You are really a pathetic human being.

I still add, subtract, multiply and divide.

I still add, subtract, multiply and divide.

Sound familiar?

Pulling at hair nervously or unconsciously, until the hair falls out, leading to sudden appearance of "new bald spots" or patches of very little hair coverage on the head.

The "flat effect" : As is common with with schizophrenic patients, meth users when high develop the inability to show emotions of shock, empathy, compassion, when presented with a situation which should normally evoke such emotions. For example, a meth user responds to news of a horrible tragedy or someone's death with a blank facial expression, and only a superficial comment of recognition spoken in a voice devoid of emotion, such as, "Oh. That's too bad."

Constant humming of repetitive tune, especially while doing tasks such as cleaning, working on computer, or any chore-related activity.

Odd and superfluous repetition of words, phrases, sentences which have no context to the current conversation or situation, such as is the case with some autistic patients. For example, a meth user is driving down the road with passengers in the car, talking about a certain subject. For no reason whatsoever, the meth user passes a billboard and blurts out a word or phrase from the billboard which has nothing to do with the conversation, leaving the other passengers puzzled as to the relevance.

Clenched jaw, grinding teeth constantly. Very loud grinding of teeth when sleeping.

Quieter speaking voice, almost hushed, as if they are not wanting to be overheard. Tone of voice often changes to less-baritone, possibly due to labored breathing and not enough air taken in before speaking.

The inability to be still. Involuntary movements of fingers, hands, picking of fingernails or cuticles, wiggling of feet or toes while sitting, lying down, watching TV or sleeping.

The inability to be still while sleeping - constant or frequent leg or arm movements while asleep, ranging from twitches to full-on calisthenics-like motions.

Development of dark or twisted fascinations, such as a fascination with the darker realms of the occult, joining cults, or even partaking in black magic. Development of sadistic tendencies, either emotional or physical, coupled with the need to shock or scare others.

Blisters on or around lips/mouth from burning skin with lighter or pipe. Lack of facial hair around nose and mouth, from singeing with lighter.

Frequent cold sores, and frequent acne, from toxins and immune system impairment.

Severe rigidity of neck and jaw muscles, even when at rest or relaxing.

Disappearance of lighters or matches around the house. Tweakers often develop a fixation with compulsively stealing lighters, and may accumulate dozens of them.

A smell similar to Drano, or strong cleaning chemicals on breath or emanating from skin/sweat.

The possession of and overuse/abuse of anti-psychotic drugs such as Seroquel or Risperdal in an attempt to sleep or to hide symptoms of being high/spun.

Compulsive need to eat sweets, particularly upon waking in the morning or when waking from sleep in the night.

Avoiding brightly lit places with crowds, such as grocery stores, malls, shopping centers.

Hiding or destroying phone bills to hide calls to dealers, or suddenly carrying around lots of quarters. (for using payphones)

Frequent and often unsolicited rationalizations/explanations for why they have so much hyperkinetic energy...such as "I had too much coffee today", or, "my antidepressants make me hyper".

Inability to stop talking, and periods of time when they speak non-stop for several hours, often about a variety of unrelated topics run together in rapid succession.

Fascination with "dumpster diving"...compulsively searching through others' trash to salvage and collect various items, both usable and non-usable.

Finding excuses to leave the house for a few minutes and returning shortly afterward in a dramatically altered mood. Nervously offering an unsolicited explanation of where they went and why.

Dilated pupils and increased sweating, coupled with any or all of the above symptoms.

"Odd and superfluous repetition of words, phrases, sentences which have no context to the current conversation or situation, such as is the case with some autistic patients. For example, a meth user is driving down the road with passengers in the car, talking about a certain subject. For no reason whatsoever, the meth user passes a billboard and blurts out a word or phrase from the billboard which has nothing to do with the conversation, leaving the other passengers puzzled as to the relevance."

Yep, sounds like AIKC.

jaw clenching, lip sucking, sucked in face. emotional outbursts when coming down, lots of crying. dirty hands, sweaty gunk on skin. excessive makeup to cover sores on skin. nodding off as soon as you sit down (when coming down). talking very fast, and in spurts. "AnywayIneedto... callyoubackbecause... iamjustdoingto"rinseoff"intheshowerfor... 5minutesand..." doing strange projects at strange hours.

For me.... and everyone is different. I'm normally very introspective.....deep, reflective.. On meth....too much talking, hyper-social (for me).....new "friends"..... Emotionally colder, able to block out emotions...... or become overly emotional, crying ........ over things that normally would not make me cry..... I had a hard time focusing, except at work.....working long hours......at the end of the day.....last person in the office......or absent.....coming down.....late, tired....overwhelmed to do it without drugs..... Constant drama....because things that aren't drama, get turned into it..... Hanging out with people that normally would repulse me...... Getting caught in lies..... forgetting what I told people.... I could have a conversation with a client....and forget the entire conversation before we were even off the phone, or 2 sentences into it....I faked it....hoped I made sense to them...... Super paranoid. Everyone is talking about me...... but they probably were cause I got caught making out with a 19 year old guy in the office....... Morals change.......total personality changes......Total confidence ....then real insecurity..... Long 7 hour conversations on the phone....not letting anyone else get a word in edgewise.... Not having the patience to listen to anyone else....HURRY UP AND MAKE YOUR POINT..... I started really hating "nice" people, unless I had a purpose for them.....which I was pretty good about.....(I didn't realize this)..... Not being genuinely friendly.....but fake, or needy... Bottomless pit of attention, reassurance, validation....could never get enough.....complete opposite of my regular healthy self. Arrogance vs. Confidence..... endless list......skin didn't look good. Too skinny. Dry hair, dry lips, huge pupils, repetitive behaviors.....could fix my hair for hours....twisting it turning it, moving it around.....I hated when someone was late....cause I couldn't get away from the mirror. Love/Hate relationship with looks. Looked like a demon....evil cold eyes, looking for the worst in everyone....feeling like a victim.......pretty much everything that is fundamentally important changes, in order to empower more shallow priorities.

tRe: Odd Behavior When You're High on Meth my mom could tell by my breathing on the phone.. ....she said it was labored, and a dead give away.

I was very metaphorical, just one after the other...plus real bad musical terret, flight of ideas... ..meaning skipping subjects, singing in between, doing metaphors... ....major manic...I was a very happy idiot. I use to cut my hair, every time I got too high...and way short on top like rod Stewart...it was an obsessive compulsive thing, I'd cut and cut, until I was wearing a hat. ....pixie haircuts were another obvious sign. sweating. motor cortex retardation (standing/sitting in odd positions)(for hours) .....I'd be looking very pale and greenish after a few days. translucent skin, especially my upper thighs, you could see the pattern of veins and arteries in them. ...dark circles under my eyes when I hit my 30s... real bad. I dressed in some strange clothes too.

A friend of mine is rather a hopeless meth user. Often I'd pick him up at his gay doctor's office after a weekend run. The office had every examining room full of dehydrated gay guys on glucose drips and the endless STD treatments for guys who were ALL poz! Meth=POZ 100% of the time, and the "smart" non-addicted users have already thrown away their health, and need something to feel superior about.

I mean, everyone knows all this already, right? It's always the casual (or more!) meth users warning us about the deadly dangers of GMO corn and the perils of not washing our hands enough! Really, I've seen it all!

Lay off AIKC. You shit all over threads getting sidetracked constantly.

Who are you talking to, r191?

R181 - I have all the family and friends I need or desire. I'm an extrovert and easily make any new ones as I see fit...in the real world not the internet.

R185-R186 - You're obviously on some kind of meth high. All that rambling bullshit...just for me? Please seek help. If you're that invested in me, sweetie I don't fuck pipe users.

W&W R180

R182 - I've asked folks to F/F and report the true culprits. I am the last one who wants jealous, obsessive idiots hounding me. Block me and see who the sock puppets really are. I can't help groupies who can't do their OWN thing and mimic who they grudgingly admire. I don't need to sock puppet myself when so many wannabes do it for me.

R191- how does one fuck off? I'm from Missouri...please "SHOW ME"

I asked for a cease and desist. F/F the little pukes who troll me and make it happen Cap'n. Or quit whining.

The budget cuts Trump is proposing are only going to severely limit treatment and recovery options for those addicted to meth, heroine, cocaine and opiates.

With the explosion of designer drugs (synthetic marijuana, bath salts) and the combining of fentanyl with milder opiates promises more OD deaths and more addiction cases than the already overwhelmed system can't sustain even before Trump underfunds them more.

[quote]sock puppet

Odd and superfluous repetition of words, phrases, sentences which have no context to the current conversation or situation, such as is the case with some autistic patients.

Mmmm, bois 'n' meth, delicious combination...

I have never used it and do not want to.

I was prescribed Adderall and took that in low doses, and 5-15mg orally of that was enough and I can't imagine what meth is like since it's a lot more intense and powerful than even large doses of Adderall are, or that's what people I know who told me how they have used meth said it was like for them.

R194 All the funding, narcan, and harm reduction in the world will not help people who are addicted to meth and opiates unless they actually want to get sober and stop using all drugs.

It took me 10 years and moving clear across the country to stop my addiction. I always loved uppers and then meth came along. Never used it IV, just off a mirror. This was the 80s in the middle of AIDS. I couldn't cope with the pain of losing friends. Meth took me to a place where nothing mattered. After I lost my job and before I lost my apartment, I'd sit for hours on end watching porn and not getting hard. Then the paranoia would begin. You have to cover the peephole in your door because people are outside looking in. I once snorted Tide off the floor by the washing machine because I thought it was meth. It's been 20 years and I've spent upwards of $75K on dental work (implants) because all but my front teeth rotted away. I was thin to begin with so I looked like I had full blown AIDS and people would worry about me. The sad thing is if someone came up to me today and offered me a line I'd do it in a second.

What kind of loser would do drugs? I would certainly have a thing or two to say about anyone like that in my column

I did it for a while with a fuck buddy who was into it. It was great. Glad I didn't get addicted but I remember some wild weekends. It's been 15 years since.

I used to do it monthly after I was first introduced to it about 2001. I had been an exclusive top before and meth allowed me to enjoy bottom too. After about a year of that and sex with literally hundreds of men, I realized the meth just didn't feel as good anymore. I stopped cold turkey for a long time. About 5 years ago, I got bored, and started up again. The meth was not as potent and the men using it were pretty down in the dumps.

I do it about twice a year now just for some weekend fun. I have regulars I play with who do it just as infrequently. I have always practiced safe sex so have never gotten anything.

Although I keep hearing meth is making a comeback, it's definitely not near the early 2000's in NYC when, it seemed, everyone was trying it. There's a shame to it now, as there should be to keep people off it.

I spent a good five years trying to get off meth. I’ve been sober 7 years now and still attend sobriety meetings daily. Here’s the thing, if you can do casual use, good for you but there’s a 98% relapse rate if suddenly you decide to stop. I had to throw everything at getting sober BUT if a gorgeous guy approached me and I had three days off I’d jump at the chance again. The feeling is like one giant never ending orgasm but the crash isn’t worth it. I’ve lost friends that went crazy, people that had decades of sobriety and threw it away, and then saddest that people just give up entirely trying to quit.

Dexmethylphenidate - ADHD script - its the way to go. After 5 years I dont think its doing my teeth or skin any favors

Yes R203 if you must fuck with stimulants/uppers use the pharmaceutical stuff in low/moderate doses and get monitored by a doctor.

R198 I am glad you got away from using meth, stay far away from it and good luck staying away from it.

R201 meth is still popular both in NYC and all around the United States and world.

i tried it but it made me want to do nastystuff. with young lads....in white slips wearing rouge.

Sorry but anyone that even fucks around with meth or ice, or any other street drug is taking a huge risk. Just knowing how they make meth and what they use, insane. Be careful of street bought Xanax these days. Cutting with Fentanyl. A friend just died from an overdose.

Agreed R207 I feel bad for anyone addicted to drugs who buy street drugs or fucks with them, most dope/heroin is cut with fent or opiate based research chemicals from China, and even pills that people sell that look like the real ones can be cut with these drugs. The musician/rapper little peep died this way from a fake xanax. I am sorry for the loss of your friend.

A very close long time friend of mine moved to a European country a few years ago. We talked on the phone pretty regularly and then he sort of disappeared for a few months. I didn’t think much of it. One day, out of the blue he calls me and tells me that over the past few months he got addicted to meth and contracted HIV. He was the epitome of innocence when we were close.

He says he’s off drugs now, but I’ve seen some pics of him on social media and he looks bad. His beautiful body is scrawny and his skin has a weird grayish color and is no longer smooth.

I’m a big ol’ nerd, but am glad I always stayed away from the stuff.

I never did it. I’m a pothead but harder drugs scare me. Meth was well known for its addictive and destructive properties so it always amazed me how casually gay men took it up (10-20 years ago). Recently found out someone I know is STILL doing it. He’s a big fucking crazy mess and now I know why he looks like shit all the time.

R207 you will be heartened to learn that the Mexican meth that is currently popular is much more pure than bathtub meth.

I have never used crystal meth, and do not want to. In the late 90s/early 00s when I was into using drugs I would mainly just smoke herb, take acid, drink alcohol, or eat mushrooms, or when I dabbled with stimulants I would take Adderall/Dexedrine in low doses. The low doses of Adderall/Dexedrine would give you energy for about 8-10 hours and I would easily be able to fall asleep and the pills were strong enough so I never took them in very large doses like friends/peers in HS and college did. I never used meth as it was not easily found on the east coast then, and when I first heard and read about gay men using speed and engaging in fisting I naively thought it meant they were taking large doses of Adderall/Dexedrine.

Pretty much everyone I have met who thought that they would just "try" meth, wound up addicted to it and some have been addicted for decades.

r198's last sentence made me LOL.

I remember there was some troll/persona here on DL who claimed to be from Kansas city who claimed they were into meth.

No it just makes billions because it's a facade like bitcoin.

I do ludes

I love ludes and coke!

How much should a gram of meth cost nowadays? One guy charges me $45, on the other side of town they charge me $80

Chisel them down, R218, tell them "My other dealer, Mable, she's got the good stuff, and it's only $45. Why can't you get me a deal like that, huh?"

Or make a bulk purchase, pinch some for your own dragon-chasing, and sell the rest for $$$$$. Advertise your wares on Craigslist offering party and play. You'll get more replies if you're a top. You don't really have to be a top, just say you are, that's what everybody else does. Remember, only the first hit is free!