A guy that I have been in a relationship for a little over a year dumped me last night. He said that he had little feelings for me and it would be best if we broke up. He said that he had had very little feelings for me during the whole years but now he has decided that he doesn't want to try to love me any more, because I cannot be loved.
I'm devastated and heartbroken. I can't breathe. I loved him so much, so much and he has been the best thing to me during that whole year. I was a very good boyfriend to him, not demanding him to be what he's not, allowing him all the space he wanted, treated him with respect and love, I gave him everything because I really loved him and I was so happy for having me in my life.
I knew he didn't love me but I always thought he had feelings for me, why else would he want to spend that year with me, every weekend together, sometimes after work as well. I gave him all the sex he wanted, but he didn't want sex much. And now I realize it was because he didn't really care for me at all. Wasn't interested.
I'm crying as I post this. I'm shattered and so heartbroken I can see no sun any more. Only darkness.
What do I do? How do I get over this?
I'm 43 and I'm convinced I will never again find someone. Especially someone who could love me.
Help me, please.