I need it. I’ve had it before. But there’s still work to do. Every therapist I call says they’re either full or are Telehealth only. Like I want to process my trauma and pain REMOTELY. How does that make any sense at all? I already feel alone as it is.
I get that therapists don’t want to spend money on rent if they don’t need to — but it just suddenly feels like I’m at a drive thru talking about my molestation through the clown’s mouth.
Jesus Christ. I’m exasperated and feeling defeated and deflated and like I’m just gonna walk through the rest of my life carrying this fucking baggage.