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Feeling guilty/shameful after a sexual encounter in a men's room.

It just sort of happened, if that makes sense. This cute guy and I were cruising each other in Barnes & Noble. He followed me into the men's room, took the urinal next to me, and started smiling. We were both rock hard. I was just so horned up. He motioned for me to follow him into the back handicapped stall, where we proceeded to take turns blowing each other. He even fingered me. This was early afternoon, so the store was relatively empty and the bathroom saw hardly any traffic. Plus we were very quiet. It was incredibly hot when it happened, but now I feel like a POS. I feel I need to dip my body in bleach, and I can't even look at myself in the mirror. Not sure why I feel so weird, like a common whore. It's not as though I haven't done this in the past, but I never had such a negative reaction. Maybe it's because I suspect the guy was married...he gave off a married/closeted vibe and I think I saw a ring. Maybe it's because I'm sort of in a relationship...it's in its infancy and we're far from the point of pledging monogamy, but still am feeling guilty. Trying to de-stress over this and tell myself it's not such a big deal. Again, I've done this before without any psychological consequences. Also, we all do it...this type of activity is just part of our "DNgay", so what I did is hardly an anomaly in gay culture. ugh, hopefully I'll wake up tomorrow feeling better about myself, but right now I feel crappy. Right now I need some virtual hugs :(


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