Feeling the need to buy people things to sustain a friendship
Whenever I make a new friend, I always feel the need to buy them stuff and am constantly worried if I do something wrong that they won't like me anymore. I don't know how to get rid of this overwhelming feeling that people will leave me once they get to know me.
Ellen did that when her talkshow first debuted -- she bought the dependents of an entire Army battalion an ocean cruise.
You are lonely enough pay money to post on this lame website so whatever the you're doing is not working. You really are a sad old fuck OP. At least the Webmaster likes your boring ass. He'd probably buy you a beer if only the poor old fella could afford it.
OP, would you be my friend? I'll send you a list of shit I need.