He wasn't a big bear before, trust me. But he had a bit more meat to him.%0D %0D He stopped drinking (completely) two years ago and has lost weight all over (even his cock, I swear). That is wonderful, but he is more slight than ever, probably in the 150 range. He is almost 6'.%0D %0D I'm just not attracted to him anymore. His arms are like sticks. He hugged me last night and it felt like nothing...just weakness.%0D %0D He eats maybe one meal a day, usually salad with some sort of processed, non-nutrional meat mixed in. He has a desk job and has no interest in exercising. He will take walks with me, but hikes are out. We did a hike last year and he passed out less than a half hour into it. He had to be carried down the mountain by park ranger/EMT's. It was mortifying.%0D %0D He has so many good qualities, but he is so skinny and gross to me now. Just not "manly". There is no way in hell he will go to the gym or work out at home with any equipment. I wish I could find a way to talk about this with him but he is so sensitive.
just sayin'' in recovery
Maybe it''s for the best
''you were the best thing to happen to me..''
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